Chapter 1: Tha sad boy and poor boy
My name is Shivam, I am a very poor boy. No one is giving me any work, I also want to work hard, but I am poor so I have no respect, I also want to work hard in my life, but this society is not letting me work. There is a mountain of sorrows in my life, still I am moving forward with caution.
I feel very bad to study but I don't have money to study, I get money from beggars on the streets, I can't even feed myself with that money or sometimes I don't even get food but what to do, we are poor like us. Rich people sit in front of their feet.
I also have a dream to start a business but for that I will have to study or if I am poor then I will show some people or I will become a big businessman so that the world will remember me. With the blessings of Lord Ram, I will do a lot in my life.
There came a day in my life when someone came to take me, he took me with him, he thought he would treat me but after some time I understood that this person took me as his son and I understood what is the value of mummy and father, I now understood. aaya tha.
Both my mother and father started loving me very much or I became very happy that I got such a good mother and father or both of them started writing my name in school, it is in the paper that I stood 1st in the class. Then as soon as I got into the study, I became so crazy that I started chanting mom and dad's name every day and night. Then suddenly a girl entered my life, she was so beautiful that she felt like Chad's tree. At first my heart accepted her, but she didn't know whether she would hurt me or not so I befriended her. Because of you Anandi, we both became friends. Some boys in the class teased her. Or me too, one day the boys in the class started picking on me or talking dirty, then I got very angry or started fighting with myself or the boys in the class.
I was also very hurt that I had hurt everyone a lot, Anandi's eyes were filled with tears after seeing me in pain, she came near me and slapped me or kissed me. I also felt that Anandi had loved me or not. Anandi also hugged me tightly, I felt a kind of peace in Anandi's flow.
But all the boys were also hurt, I thought that I would forgive everyone and make my friendship but not one of them wanted to kill me or it happened that one day they found me alone on the road and killed me or passed my dead body. I was thrown into the jungle, what was my mistake that those people killed me, I was just in tension, what will happen to my mom and dad, who will they trouble or what will happen to my Aanandi.
This tension did not give peace to my soul or now I have to change my soul on the same path or I am waiting for someone to take me from here. One day at night time Anandi was staying with her family somewhere and I saw her. What happened in her body was Anandi sleeping at home or in her room as she remembered me making this roti, did she not see me or did I come in front of her or did she see me and Anandi started crying a lot then her mummy papa came and looked at empty Anandi. He was not able to see his mother or father.
I wanted to talk to Anandi but she asked me to leave from there. Then I went into Anandi's dream and tried to tell her, but Anandi also came in my dream and told Anandi that he is Shiva, he will calm down after chanting that name. I used to tell me how to kill or I just wanted to change that I wanted to kill someone but that person saved himself with the mantra of some father who put a talisman in his head and when he came out I could not use him. I heard Anandi now started talking to her that one day they went to a hotel with Anandi or I was also there with Anandi and Anandi took out all her charms during the conversation or they fell prey to me but one child. Did he hold Anandi's hand and I was of no use to everyone else? I just gave him a child. He wanted to steal Anandi's honor but Anandi saved herself and took out the talisman from her neck. Did I enter Anandi's body? Did I come or would you also have killed me mercilessly? I fulfilled my last wish, saw my mom and dad or did I find peace.
Then after seeing my mom and dad, I realized that I was dead. I didn't want to leave my family or my beloved Anandi, but what I did was I realized that I was dead. That hit there on my lash Puri trh bad did that kid eat me because I didn't get any peace how did I get peace now that way people kept coming and tried to speak to me but I couldn't find the words and then I rejoiced. I wanted to meet but couldn't find that person The people started looking at me at night But no one was on my way But what did I do I couldn't find peace Or did I need strength At last a good person saw me He didn't give me my silence Who understood that man was a priest, he was a devotee of Lord Ram or by the grace of Lord Ram that priest performed my last rites or I got peace, by the grace of Lord Ram I got freedom from the earth.
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