Chapter 37: Memoir of life.

"Let me feel you near me, Xing Xing. Let me feel you near me before I lose my sanity." His lips touched the nook of the omega's neck and he filled his lungs with his omega's light plum blossom scent.

His lips slowly turned upward as his yearning asked him to feel his love with heart and soul.

"Please, please tell me that everything is okay. Nothing is going to get wrong now." He said those words while planting kisses on Xiao Xing's face. "I think I am losing it now. I need to know my Yuan is back to me otherwise I don't know what I will do, Xing Xing."

When Xie Jayden said these words for Xiao Xing, his breath got hitched and his knees felt so weak that he realized the need to hold on to something if he hasn't wanted to fall.

In that thinking, the hands that were rested on Xie Jayden's back held on to them so tightly that made his embrace painful than pleasurable for his alpha. That time Xie Jayden realised something was wrong.

Alpha was satisfied with the pain but needed to know what's wrong with his omega.

"A-Yuan...what happened?" He whispered in that hug, expecting the answer but got nothing but the noise of crazy heartbeats that ran as they compete in running.

"...A-Yuan." He called his name again but this time with more affection. "What happened, Baobai? Are you okay?" His every word was laced with a sincerity that gave rise to peace in Xiao Xing's mind yet the inner turmoil of his fears haven't left his side for once.

"You...you called me Xing Xing..." Neither it was a question nor it was a statement, just a thought that appeared on his lips with a fear of losing his right to see his alpha, to get his love and to be in his life again. Does that mean they all got to know that he is not Mo Yuan but Xiao Xing?

"Xing Xing...? Did I call you that?" Xie Jayden asked coming out of Xiao Xing's embrace and Xiao Xing strongly felt the loss of warmth for himself. He holds on to the rail that was placed horizontally in the elevator behind him in suspicion that his weak legs will give out anytime soon. His gaze got down when he realised that his alpha was boring into his soul.

"A-Yuan, I know you don't like to get called Xing Xing. But I am sorry that I got so emotional that I didn't realise that I called that." He apologised for the mistake that wasn't even a mistake but after knowing Mo Yuan disliked the name that his grandma gave him, Xiao Xing fell into another wave of thoughts.

"Why on the earth Mo Yuan hated being called a Xing Xing? And if he hates being called Xing Xing then does grandma know about it, that why she is calling me Xing Xing? What if she knows it and she found out I am not Mo Yuan?"

The questions in his mind created a big commotion in his head.

"What if grandma know everything? But...but if she would have known that I am an imposter, she would have told this to Mo Jin and Xie Jayden. Has she already told Xie Jayden about it, that's why he is calling me this?

No, is that what Lu Dequan wanted to tell me? But why he isn't saying anything about it? Did he hurt Jiejie already? Is he trying to get me into a trap to make my end worse? "

His thoughts made him feel dizzy and his eyes got sealed for another moment? The skipped breakfast and then no lunch hasn't lessened his problems and then anxiety hovered over him thinking about his sister and everything started to get blur his eyes.

The expression that got displayed by him got noticed by alpha and his heart quivered. He promptly held Xiao Xing's face in his palm.

"A-Yuan...No...I am sorry, A-Yuan. I am sorry." He spoke in an anxious voice. "A-Yuan, please baobai, listen to me. I am here...I am here with you."

Xie Jayden's soul shook as he took Xiao Xing's unconscious body in his arms and the sound of ding that got him out of the daze of it to take him to the memory of the past that somehow relate to the incident that happened just now.

The phone call that told that disastrous news fell from his mother's hand and her sobbing soon made its way to reach his grandfather's ear who was sipping his favourite tea.

"What happened child, why are you crying?" He asked putting the cup on the table, he hurried towards her. When she saw him near her, she almost fell into his arms "Don't cry, daughter. At least tell me what happened first..." He requested her.

But to his suspicion, she didn't cease to cry but her sobs turned into a big cry. He patted her head but nothing worked and he noticed the phone that was still on. He took that in his hand and put it on his ear.

Listening to the news when he cut the call all his attention turned towards Xie Jayden who was unaware of every event that was happening from the last eight days.

Xie Jayden who was just now sitting on the dining chair after finishing his food already standing near them took her into his embrace to ease her pain.

"Ma, it's okay. Why are you crying? Ma, see I am here. Please tell me who hurt you. I will make everything correct." He mumbled into her ears while he was constantly caressing her back.

"Jay, listen to your grandpa. Will you be like this strong to support your elders when they need you more than anything?" His grandpa asked him taking him out of his mother's embrace. "Will you help your grandpa to take care of everyone around you?"

Not understanding the real meaning behind his words that night little Jayden promised his grandfather that he will become the elder of the house after his grandfather and take care of others when he will handle the office.

In the morning when they took him to meet his best friend after a long wait of almost a month, he got shocked to his core seeing the condition of his little Yuan.

"No...I don't want to eat. I only want my Mama and Baba. I want them. I want them back." Mo Yuan was hysterical, an attack that came after an unfortunate accident that happened ten days back into the Yellow mountains where they went to pay a visit to their ancestral home took him on the verge of losing his sanity.

Seeing the bad condition of his Yuan, Xie Jayden almost ran to him and took him into his embrace in fear of losing him. Seeing that his friend carried him into his arms he came to terms.

He was shouting, crying, hitting continuously, asking for help from every person that was near to him. But when he saw Xie Jayden, he broke down in his arms in a bit. Then crying silently he asked what he wanted from him.

"Gege...gege...Ma...Ba...I want them back...I want them back. Help me. Get them back to me."

"I will get them back. I promise...I promise." As Xie Jayden promised him that he will get back his parents, he stopped crying and wiped his tears from his face. Tightening his grip around Xie Jayden, he asked in with euphoria.

"Really gege? You will get them back?"

"Yes, Xing Xing, I promise." As words transfer to him from Xie Jayden's mouth, a strong push from him landed Xie Jayden off the bed.

"Don't call me, Xing Xing. I am not your Xing Xing. I am not your Xing Xing." Once again he fell unconscious in front of everyone's eyes out there.

"If you don't like I will never call you Xing Xing. I will keep this in mind always. Till the time I won't feel that my Yuan is back to me, this name will never come to my lips." He promised that day to take care of his best friend forever by not calling him by his name.

"A-Yuan...A-Yuan...Can you hear me, Baobai? I am sorry. I forgot not to call you by that name but I will not do the same mistake again. Come back to me."

Xie Jayden who was sitting near Xiao Xing's bed whispered in his ears slowly just to let the unconscious person know he was there with him till eternity.

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