There he goes again, as I looked up and gazed my attention to the television. Shaun Matthew. Living the life that he always dreamt of. Halfway across the world making a big statement to his name.
He wasn't was just a singer/song writer/ producer, he was also a business tycoon owned a record label company called "MS records" and a clothing line company named "Matthew's". He is every girls dream. He was my dream.
And I, Pia Rose is your average Vet Med Doctor. Owns a cozy little house, surrounded by closed love ones, and happily contented with my Goberian ( Husky mixed with Golden retriever) named Pastel.
My relationship with Shaun was something you can call "A Sweet Dream" that lasted temporarily, that you would wake up realizing it was a mistake. And he was my greatest mistake. Not gonna lie I still love him, I still want him and I still need him. Ow how much I missed him. I missed his hugs, his scent, his kisses, his lips, and hell I missed how he made me feel.
He was my world, he used to gave me everything when we had nothing. but things just had to end. We weren't meant to be. We were too different. He always wanted the spot light and I didn't. He wanted more than what we have and I wanted him.
So he left without saying goodbye. And was when I realized, He never loved me. I was nothing to him.