wow! what a dream felt like real, but not make any sense because everyone saw dreams with the nicest but in reality there life was worst.
mama comes my room and waked me up. I'm also so excited to go at new school and met my new friends. today is my second day i taken the bath and dressed up,had the breakfast and run for school bus.(its felt like everything what I'm doing still from waking up gonna be my schedule of everyday). today was raining in morning so view'from glass it's very interesting.
(at school)...I entered into the class.
Everyone is existed for Talking and I sat my own place. started talking....(for Minutes).
Bell ringed, prayer Started.. teacher taken the attendance of students..and Everything is alright. Then our English class started that was so amazing I concentrated in class. I'm sitting near with a girl She's name was Aiona.
she looks very angry bird but inside she was sensitive asf. sometimes she helped me to
understand chapters and math's because that sub is very hard from I don't know nothing about that shit. she is interesting and informative like do everything with positive idea's that's why every one like her so much
she have very unique character in class.
I also like her so much. Slowly everything goes ahead. One teacher came with text sheets. We all got shocked, about me I just wanted to leave that place right now.
Worst thing is this it was math's text paper.(I'm gonna die**) when teacher passed answer sheet and question paper I don't knows anything so, I wrote my answer sheet (full of mistakes) and passed to the teacher table.
I know that I'm going to be fail and that's hurt me more because I'm also going loose my confidence.
Everything goes well now.
next day when teacher came with Marks sheet I really don't wanted to hear and teacher passed my paper with mad face and I was scared like hell
I got 13/50 (failed).I wanted to cry but can't.
and teacher insults me front of everyone and got mad. It's was so hard to face every one at my class because they are talking about me and I felt that.
class ends, I came home and my mama seems mad, I asked what happened?
(she looked at me with full of fire angry expression) and started scolding me because of math's grade. Then I realised that teachers had the conversation with my mama a while ago. Yea! I got tried because of this shit. I don't what going to happen in future. I'm also trying my best to study but I don't know what I do that's gonna mess purely so I'm lazy slow asf person.
we all had dinner and talked a while, my sister are so happy at school they are doing everything well easy. I cried all Night (why can't I never be like them , why I'm so stupid whom everyone hates), this what' I'm thinking from two hours. I'm preffasional in overthinking.
that's why it's hard for me to sleep at night.
I think next week we all have English text paper.
English not that much hard but I makes mistakes when I wrote.
I'm just waiting for next week, that's how I'm going to be like others.
I'm tired so see you later.(good night 🌃"myself)
I'm gonna be mixed in my dreams ❤️
alright.....
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