Chapter 1: The phase of hopelessness brings you to life

Hey hello. This is me - an infertile woman who has passed through many medical and surgical treatments. But as you see I am alive, though still infertile. Anyway, life taught me always be strong, willing, confident, because my child wouldn't be proud of weak, unhopeful and unwilling mom. I never lose my hope and i know that the right time would award me with my cute babe. You know I have learned to go on, to develop, to try the new things and never thought that I can't live without a child. No. This is the hardest times period and you must be ready for even the worst. When in my hometown Armenia war and covide broke out In 2020 I even forgot about my infertility, cause there were loads of things to regain. It was a real disaster and I understood that it is better that i don't have child. I was going through stress and depression and when my child saw me like this I would probably inject him/ her stress and depression and it wouldn't be right. Never think that you cannot live and enjoy your life cause you aren't or can't be a mom. Live yourself, relax, take everything easy, love and be loved and you will see that your kid will be delivered to you by God. My time isn't now, may be. God is creating my babe for a long time. Imagine what a huge person God will deliver me🥰🥰🥰🥰