The story of a normal suicide girl

Martha It a suicidal Girl and she's writting some pages to one...¿Friend? let's call It like that. I'm from Spain and write in English it's dificult so if you see any mistake forgive me and let me know. Although I'm sure nobody will read my story, and whoever gets to this will not like it. I have classified it as romance because in my opinion there is love between the protagonist and the receiver of the letter.