First day of school, it's make me fired up. thinking about what kind of future ahead. And Of course, future moment with Alice. Looking forward to it.
"Yeah.... Saaf. We're going to be classmate again"
And like always, whenever she felt very happy she's going to shout and dash then hug me. and people around always misunderstood that i'm going out with Alice.
"Alice is my bestfriend"
Want to shout it but on the otherside there is something that i'm hoping for. Yeah, I Hope we can be more than a bestfriend.
Not just once people asking about my relationship with Alice. And many people asking about how i feel about Alice.
"...."
And I Always Answered it with Silence.
Of Course people will always think i liked Alice. But it different if they ask Alice. She always answered it with
"Saaf is irreplaceable person to me" she answered it innocently.
I don't know if that answer has another meaning. And i really want to know if there is one. I just don't have any courage to ask that.
Yeah, always like that. It scared me.
"What are you afraid of?"
A Question that always come up if i scare to take initiative.
I'm not scare if she reject my confession. just i'd scare if there any change with our relationship break apart if she reject me. I still enjoying what we doing now. afterall she is my childhood and my bestfriend.