Whoooo!!! I'm so happy! SO HAPPY!!!
She's my girlfriend now. It's US.
I can't stop smiling.
From the moment I got home until this very minute, I am smiling.
Just finished my half bath and I'm on my way to bed when..
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I'm here. Go out. Let's talk.
I almost forget about him. Shit!
I'LL JUST FACE HIM, FACE THE PROBLEM, and FACE THE CONSEQUENCES.
I'm already out. He's standing coldly with his hands on his pockets while leaning his back on his car.
And I'm standing in front of him.
Where just like that for about an hour. The dawn is breaking and the sun is now rising.
He sighed first then..
"Why Migs? Why?.." He said these words gritting his teeth. "Of all people.. Bakit ikaw pa? Ha? And with all the girls... Bakit si Charlotte pa??" His fists now are closed.
I'm ready to accept his punches. Bugbugin nya pa ako. Ayos lang sakin.
KASALAN KO NAMAN E.
Kasalang kong mahulog sa babaeng mahal ng kaibigan ko. Kasalanan ko.
PERO KASALAN NGA BANG MAGMAHAL??
KUNG ALAM MONG MAY NASASAKTAN??
I just stayed silent. I'm just letting him do his things.
After the questions. The silence continued.
After another minute. He leave. He left me standing still. He left me with so much pain and anger in his eyes.
"I'm sorry." I mouthed when I see a tears flow from his eyes.
I'm driving off to somewhere down the road while screaming.
My first heartbreak!
SHIT! So gay!
I really want to punch, kick and kill Miguel.. But..
I JUST CAN'T..
Afterall we're friends, but now..
in these times..
Should I consider him as a friend??
There! City lights.
Perfect view for a broken hearted HANDSOME.
The night view is just so breath taking. The December breeze is so cold yet refreshing. And the moon, the moon is smiling.
Nakakagaan ng pakiramdam.
But I'm still broken.
"ARRGHHH" I screamed.
Sabi kasi nila, nakakabawas daw ng sama ng loob ang pag-sigaw. So I tried.
And yes! PROVEN!
Isa pa nga.
I feel relieved.
"The hell! Shut up.. Mister?!"
Sabi ng isang babaeng magulo ang buhok.
"The hell too! Just mind your own business.. Miss?!"
Badtrip 'tong babaeng 'to. 'Wag nyang sasabihing babae sya eh hindi ko na sya papatulan. Pigilan nyo 'ko! Baka mapunta pa sa kanya yung badtrip ko. ASAR!
"Shut up first, Mr.-who-ever-you-are."
Taray ah! Ang bruha naman!
Asar! Talaga naman oh! Double the mess! Kaimbyerna! Haha! Whatta word??
"Wag mo nga akong gaya------..."
And there.. Natahimik sya. Kainis eh.
Know what I've did?
I just simply... KISSED HER.