Chapter 18: Long Walk
He smiled and said, "Mad, but cute one, that's why I like her". He slowly holds me in his arms so that I may not get hurt and also it should not wake me up. He walked till my bed and he allowed me to sleep there. The moment he tried to move apart from me, I hold his left arm, pull towards me, and he falls on me.
BAAANNGGG!!!!
His lips touched mine, and on that note, this was not the first time, but at that moment when this happened, seems like we both shared that little feeling of likeness, but of course little less than the feeling of love. I know, it was so quick that we forgot to move from our place. And, then, he kissed me licking whole of my lips, and noticed that it may be wrong. While then, I opened my eyes and, I knew that this was not a dream, but he behave normally and told me to sleep while removing his hand from my back. In a sleepy mood, I asked him, "Do we kiss right now?" and, he said, "Are... Are you mad!? It's... Aa... It's nothing like!!" and I replied, "You tell lies in my dreams too, and you look so cute when you hide truths." and, I fell asleep. He walked and looked behind before closing the door.
He went to his room, remembering what has happened to him, why he started feeling so good for me and is it like that he falls in love with me... And what not, all the thoughts rushing into his mind... But still, all he knew was he should not fall in love with me, because, he's aware of the fact that, I'm not capable of remembering past years and because of this disease his love will flattered and, he will be alone after that. That pain should not come, even though he knows that he feels for me... This thought tried him to come out with an ultimate solution that he should ignore me. And, this was something harsh to both of them.
(Two days passed)
He ignored me for every second; I thought his really busy tired so he might fell restless after his work so he should left alone for a while. But, as the day passes, I figured that he's actually ignoring me. I was very disappointed. I started taking rumors around me that might be that dream of kissing him was not a dream or might be, he is upset because of changing his house completely and adding those good pictures of beautiful scenery and adjusting stuffs and changing its position. I was not known anything about it.
(Next Day)
"Wait!!! Why are you ignoring me Aarush!? Have I done anything wrong with you!? Or you're upset with the positions of your stuffs!?", I rushed towards him, and asked him, before he leaves the house in the morning, as if I was waiting for him to come out and I'll definitely ask him about this. He was quiet, and this was really unexpected. So, I got irritated, the moment he tried to ignore my question and started walking out, due to which I shouted on him, "okay!! If this is the case then, I don't want to live here with you, I go out from your house and will survive outside without your support, and then I'll see how you feel about it!!"
He continued walking, and I continued shouting, "Okay Aarush, if this is the case then"
"remember one, I think, I feel for you and, I know you, you too liked me and you are the one read my diary and wanted to do what I like to do, so that I don't feel uncomfortable, also, I know you are the one who saved my life when I was young in the same college when my ex-boyfriend and his friend tried to raped me, you were the one who made me survive... (in low tone) Are you listening!!! Aarush, I like you, damn, (crying) I hate people when they ignore me...."
"Aaarrrruushhh!!"
And, Aarush went near his car already and sit on the driver side. He hasn't spoken a word to me and on that day, I was hurt before I started liking someone this much. And, on the other side, Aarush started his car and wiped his tears falling after listening to my words and went to the office for the very important meeting.
That was the first day, he told someone else to present his presentation and he allowed himself to sit on the side chair, but the point is, he was only nodding his head rather than focusing on it. Also, his mind was constantly thinking about me and, with that his only presence was appearing but he was mentally absent. He constantly checking his phone under the table, so that, I could leave any message or missed any calls for him, but it's nothing. Slowly, he got nervous, curious and of course restless, thinking that, maybe I may go somewhere far from and would never return. So, he call in my phone, just to see that whether I picked up or not.
But, on the other side, I left my phone in the house mistakenly and walked outside the house as I usually do when I'm upset. And, this time, I forgot that this is not my place to create this nuisance. But, still, I went out. I walked so far from my known location. It's 12 noon and the sun is just straight from my head, warm skin and thirsty throat. I could see a gathering of friends approaching to that one stole of coconut, that's we call, "Nariyal ka Paani". I went to that man on the other side and said, "excuse me, brother, do you have water to drink?" and, I don't want to hear 'No', but he rejected. Then he said, "Do you want these? (Pointing to those big coconuts)", but as I had no dollars, so I said him about it, and he was so kind that he gave me for free and me happily take that, feels relief. Then, I continued walking few steps alone. Found a beach after long time, as I have decided that I would never return to his place. I find a place to sit. I'm fond of dogs and puppies, and on that I met my new friend, Rony, a pet dog of a family sitting somewhat far from me.
(In Aarush's office)
He's still texting and calling me, so that I can respond him. But, he knows that after what happened in the morning, I would never reply him anymore. When he finds that this limit is crossed, he stood angrily and restlessly in between the meeting and ran as fast as he can from his office to his car, he even ignored that General called him by his name. He was disturbed and wants only me till that moment. He rides his car as fast, also trying to reach me with any possible social media. Checking my recent posts, or new updates, but it's nothing there. He drove even fast. When he reached home, found that the main door is opened. He rushed inside. Search each and every room, behind the house and in the garden, he approached to every corner of his house, but couldn't find anything missing except me itself. He tried to call again, and found that my phone is placed in the sofa corner and it's the same position, when I threw it, angrily in between our argument.
Then he guessed, I might have gone for a long walk as I do when I'm angry, as he read in my diary.
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Preview of next chapter :
"Aarush and Rooh spend their time in
the beach, and Aarush feels special and
tries to confess his feelings he has since
they were young.
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