Chapter 17: What's the Plan, Stan?
I wake up with a start and almost hit Levi with a flying knife when he shuts the door. He ducks and looks up at the knife embedded in the wall where his head was.
"I'm sorry... Old habits die hard. 'S it time to plan?" I ask with a yawn.
He blinks at me a few times and then starts chuckling. Did you guys hear me say anything funny? No, just him..
"That is the fourth time I've been at the mercy of that fucking knife, brat! What habit could make you react like THAT?!"
I get up and rip my knife from the wall, pocket it, and turn to face him. He's laughing at something he doesn't understand. How typical!
"Saaahhhrry... When you are sleeping in a forest full of people that want to kill you, you learn to be a light sleeper." I say sarcastically with a roll of my eyes.
His expression changes to one of guilt and I instantly feel bad. He didn't know, so I should've just let him laugh. His laughter is rare enough as it is.
"Levi.. I'm sorry, I'm just cranky."
"No, I get it. To answer your question from earlier, no we aren't planning today. Erwin wants to loot the town and you need at least a few days to recover."
"No! Everyday we spend here is a day they can swoop down and grab us! Also, did you forget about the people who attacked me?!" I ask hysterically, with my body trembling.
I feel arms pick me up and sit me on the bed. He kneels next to me and starts rubbing my thighs comfortingly. Not sexually, you horny fucks! Though.... I wouldn't mind if it went that way.
"Eren, calm down. We searched the whole town and there was no one else. And I WILL NOT let them get their disgusting hands on you or any of our friends! Got it!?" he asks lowly, voice thick with conviction.
My head nods of its own accord before I lay back on the bed. His warm hands move up my thighs and start massaging my sides. I can feel my body melt under his touch and my eyes grow heavy with sleep. How I can sleep for hours and still be tired is beyond me.
"I'm gonna strip you, okay?" he asks carefully.
I push up on my elbows and stare at him. Why is he being so cautious and careful around me? We've fucked, so why be shy now?
"Eren, this morning was proof enough that you still don't trust me... And I understand, so I'm just being careful." his head is staring at the ground as he speaks.
He saw that, this morning? It's true that I have my doubts, but I don't want him to think I have no trust in him... My heart warms at the gesture and his protective promise from earlier. Of course, I trust him.
I'm not someone who trusts easy, so it will always be difficult to trust. I do trust him, though. There is no doubt that he'd protect me with his life or keep any of my secrets. He is a trustworthy friend... Lover? What is he to me?
I lift Levi's downcast head, so he's looking at me. With him kneeling in front of me like that.... A shudder runs through me but I push it back. Not now.
"I don't trust very many people, but I can tell you for a fact that I DO trust you. I'll always have my doubts, but I still trust you. Don't... Don't look like that, especially because of me."
His eyes are guarded and red with unshed tears. He doesn't want to be in a vulnerable position around me. I get it, I do. Getting up, I head to the door and am about to leave when he stops me.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm not the only one who is having trouble trusting, so I'm gonna go sleep in Petra's room. Just get some sleep, Levi." I say quietly.
One second I'm reaching for the doorknob and the next, I'm slammed against the door by Levi. His arms cage me in, but I feel safe, so I relax. I can feel his warm breath caress my neck as he speaks.
"Stay... I'll never leave you alone, just stay.." he whispers.
His arms wrap around my waist as his lips smash onto mine. Jumping up and wrapping my legs around his waist, I slip my tongue past his lips and taste him. My tongue grazes his own and he snaps. Whatever kept him at bay, disappeared completely.
He supports my body and pushes himself against me. The hard wood of the door digs into my back, but it doesn't bother me. A masochist... Me? Nah, not me... Who am I kidding?
A whimper leaves me when he grinds against me roughly. I disconnect from his lips long enough to pull our shirts off and then our lips meet again. His tongue is discovering every part of my mouth while he grinds against me.
I can feel his hard-on rub against my bottom and I can't stand it anymore. There are too many clothes between us. Wiggling from his grip, I pull my pants and underwear off, then do the same for him.
A groan leaves his mouth when I kneel and take him in my mouth. I bob my head quickly and swallow around him with a hum, making him thrust into my mouth. I feel his fingers tug lightly on my hair, but make no move.
I stop moving and grab his hands, placing them on the back of my head. He gets what I'm saying and starts pushing himself deeper down my throat while forcing my head to stay still.
My hand makes my way to my leaking member and I start jerking myself off, while Levi fucks my throat quickly. A loud groan leaves his mouth and then my mouth's empty.
He pulls me up and hoists me back up onto his waist, before pressing me against the door. I line him up against my hole, but he stops me quickly with a hand gripping my wrist.
"Are you clean? I.. Ah I just wanna be safe.." he groans out when I rub him against my twitching hole.
"You were my first kiss and time, Levi. I'm clean." I whisper out in slight embarrassment.
He pulls away and his wide eyes take in my blushing face. I'm carried and laid gently on the bed with Levi hovering over me.
"Are you serious..? If I would've known that I wouldn't have done it!"
"What? Why?!"
"Because... Your first should be special." he mutters, resting his forehead against mine.
He felt guilty for taking my virginity, or was it regret?
"It was special to me. My first was with someone I care about and trust..." I say quietly.
His eyes meet mine with an emotion I can't identify and then he pulls me into a gentle kiss. This isn't rushed or rough like before, it's gentle and caring. Our lips move, unhurried, against each other as his hands rub my sides.
He pulls away and starts trailing kisses down my chest and lower stomach, but stops before reaching my member. A whine leaves my mouth, but he just smiles at me.
"Turn around and get on your hands and knees, ass up for me."
I'm quick to comply and spread my legs slightly and rest on my elbows, ass up in the air, even though it's an embarrassing position. His hands kneed my ass and then he says the weirdest thing.
"I'm going to try something. You down?"
I nod, not knowing where this is going until he kisses and nips at my cheeks, getting closer and closer to my hole. Okay, I don't like butt-kissers, but I might make an exception for him...
"Levi that.. that's dirty. You don't like—" I'm cut off when I moan loudly.
Umm.. Oops.. I feel him chuckle against me, making me whine softly. His tongue circles my hole before pushing in hesitantly. A shuddering breath leaves me when his tongue starts moving around inside me, stretching me out. The warm and wet feeling makes heat flood my lower stomach.
Small moans leave me as he fucks me with his tongue and groans softly. Why isn't he pulling away? It's dirty and kinda gross, right?
My mind fogs over with pleasure as I tremble slightly around his tongue. His tongue leaves my insides and he trails kisses up my spine, over my tattoos.
"I thought it'd be gross..." Levi mutters softly to himself.
"Was it not?"
I feel his chest against my back and his warm breath tickle my neck when he speaks.
"Oh, no... You were.. Delicious."
The huskily whispered words cause me to whimper and push back against him. When I go to level his head with my hole, he flips me over quickly and stares at me. Like he's trying to figure out the hardest puzzle in my gaze.
"It was my first time.. With a guy. I care about you I... I'm just not—"
"I know, you aren't good with commitment. Good thing we're only fucking, so you don't have to worry about underlying feels."
"And what if I don't want to fuck?" he whispers lowly in my ear, making me shiver against him.
A look of confusion crosses my face at his words, making him chuckle. Okay, so I'm not a blonde, but I'm a bit slow at times. He says he doesn't want to fuck, yet I can feel his pulsing member resting against me.
With his mouth still next to my ear, he clarifies, "I care about you and I know you feel something similar, so I'm going to make love to you.." A small whimper leaves me at his caring words, so different from the night he helped me on watch.
With a quick thrust, he's sheathed deeply inside me and staying still so I can adjust. He feels so much better inside me without the condom putting a barrier between us.
His thrusts are slow and deep, so deep that he takes up every space in me. Wrapping my legs around his waist, I slowly rub my legs down the back of his legs, feeling the muscles contract against me. A shudder runs through me when his tip presses against the pleasurable spot inside me.
"Fuck.. L..." I cut myself off, remembering that he doesn't want me saying his name.
A low groan leaves him before I'm pulled into a deep kiss, with battling tongues and clashing teeth. He swallows all my moans and speeds up, but continues to thrust deeply into me, going deeper and deeper with each thrust.
Still pounding into me, he flips our positions so he's lying on his back with me in his lap. His hands are holding my hips gently as he pulls me to meet his upward thrusts.
A groan leaves his mouth as one of his hands strokes my lower stomach. Following the movement, I see that he is caressing the small lump that's moving inside me. Shit, I knew he was deep, but not that deep...
"Do you like that, hmm? My cock so deep in you that you can see the outline in your stomach." A loud moan and nod leaves me as he mumbles dirty words to me.
Pressing my chest against his, I start pressing soft kisses on his neck. Soft pants are coming from me as I feel the heat in my stomach get almost unbearable. Levi cups the back of my head and pulls me into a kiss, but doesn't let me go when his lips leave mine.
His eyes flash with hunger and an unusual tenderness as he says, "Say my name, Eren."
My eyes never leave his as I study him carefully. I thought—
"Fuck, please say my name.." he groans out as his thrusts start to get sloppier, less accurate.
"Le... Levi.. Fuck, please!" I whine desperately, for what I don't know.
He lifts himself into a sitting position and leans against the headboard, burying his head in my uninjured shoulder and groaning lowly. His hand starts to stroke me quickly, making me find my release and cry out.
His mouth swallowed up the sounds and I felt the growl reverberate against my chest when he shuddered. His lips remain moving against mine as he rides out his climax, filling me up with his cum and making me let out a mix between a whimper and moan.
With him still inside me, I can feel him warm my insides, making my sensitive body tremble. He presses a final kiss against my lips and then looks at me, caressing my cheeks softly, lovingly.
"I... Petra was right."
"Right about what, Levi?"
"I think I've felt something for you for a long time... But I just refused to see it." he mutters while staring at me with a vulnerable and cautious look— like he's waiting for rejection.
I pull him towards me and lay kisses all around his face, but avoid his lips.
"I.. Like.. You.. Too.." I whisper, emphasizing each word with a kiss.
His smile was so blinding I almost had to look away, but I didn't. I wanted to remember this moment forever, him forever. He kisses me and makes to pull out, but I whine and cling to him.
I don't know why I did it, but he just chuckled and turned us on our sides, staying inside me. I felt more connected to him this way. His warm hands rubbed up and down my sides until sleep dragged me into a peaceful rest.
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Voices wake me from my sleep, but I just cuddle deeper into Levi's chest. Then, I make out the words...
"Finally grew the balls to tell him how you felt?! After fucking, lol!" Petra laughed hysterically.
Levi's voice was a low rumble when he spoke, "I swear to any God that exists, if he is too embarrassed to have sex with me because of you I will throw you to the zombies."
I don't know if it was my groggy, un embarrassed thoughts, but my mouth moved before I even knew what I was saying.
"Oh, I really don't mind... The Fujoshi could watch for all I care.." I say with a yawn.
He pulls me closer to his chest and thrusts into me, showing me his arousal. His hot breath rests against my ear as he speaks.
"Such a slut, aren't you?" he growls out and I have to bite back my moan at not only his words, but the feeling of his cum sliding down my thighs when he pulls out.
The look he gave Petra wasn't short of a murderous promise and she bolted while still giggling like a madwoman. I hear Levi's groan when I stand and he sees his cum dripping down my thighs.
My face flushes red, but I keep my back turned and only face him when he spins me toward him. He kisses me quickly then again—one more time.
"As much as I love the sight of you like this, let's get cleaned up before going down stairs."
Against all odds, the upstairs bathroom actually had running water, albeit freezing water, but water all the same. We got in together and cleaned each other slowly. He cleaned me out with his warm fingers, leading to another round in the cold water.
Once we're dressed and decent, we head downstairs where the others are all sitting on the couches, smirking at us. Oh no... Come on Petra, really?! She has the biggest smirk of all, knowing she was right and had won.
Clearing his throat, Erwin sends me an awkward grin and gets straight to business. A true Commander, committed to the safety and well-being of his cadets, his friends.
"Okay Eren, you got the map, right," when I nod he continued, "Great, now you and I are going to map the exits and figure out the best course of action while the others loot."
With his command clear, everyone leaves the house quickly, Levi kissing me on the cheek before departing, and then we're alone.
"I'm glad Levi's finally stopped letting his past control him... You guys just need to be patient with eac—" he cuts himself off when he sees the icy glare I'm sending his way.
I don't want relationship advice right now. I want to get the fuck away from the corporation that is literally breathing down our necks!
Pulling out the map, I sit it on the table and point at the notes I'd made last night before Levi and I... Yeah.. There were three exits circled in blue and a large number of roads and detours marked in red.
I had planned this out, so we'd never cross paths with them or large hordes of zombies. Everyone knows highways are a dead zone in the apocalypse, even if they were miserable beings who didn't game.
Erwin looked over the map with his keen eyes and then points to the large purple circle taking up the upper left-hand corner of the map. It was my best guess at where the corporation was holding up. Based on the old settlement's location and the direction the retreating chopper was going, it has to be around there.
"The purple circle is the closest guess I have as to where they're located... It's not much, but it gives us a place to avoid. We can take these back road routes to avoid the highways and..."
We continue throwing ideas back and forth until we have a concrete plan formulated. Our group will head Southeast, to the border of Paradis, then we'll cross into the next state. Simple and easy, but we don't know what to expect or if the next state is even any better.
This is all placed on a gamble, something Erwin seems to do a lot, so we set off once the others got back. The town was pretty picked over, but they still found food and other necessities. Levi brought me back a Red Bull and I jumped into his arms, earning a chuckle from my... Boyfriend?
The others had rolled their eyes and started walking, giving us a moment, as I looked at him with a contemplative look. Were we just fuck buddies or more? I mean, he said he liked me.
"We're boyfriends, brat. Stop thinking so hard or your pretty little head will explode." he chuckles, wraps an arm around my waist, and follows the others.
The route we're taking to avoid trouble will take us at least two weeks, at least. And that's if we're walking all day and only camping at night. This is going to be a long and taxing trip on all of us.
If only we'd known how true that statement was...
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rythebiguy I hate having to put this every time there's smut, but here it is. Just a reminder.. This is rated Mature(+18).
So yeah, there's some smut in the chappie. Enjoy! *winks*
Also, things are about to get VERY interesting. It will be strange, but It'll tie everything together.
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