YOU HAVE NOTHING TO READ,
DON'T WORRY I GOT YOU

List of novels i have read and didn't stop.

it's not placed in order so it's not the which one i like most placed first and the one i like least placed last.




(Sorry for my english, it's my  third language)

Tyra was a normal girl with a love for writing and dancing,her best times are spent with her bestfriend 
Nicole and soon her boyfriend Liam but everything takes a strange turn after getting a book from a mysterious store.Shortly after,she discover a new love for writing horror stories unknown to her that her new love is simply the possesion from a strange entity.
  It wants something dangerous  from her.It's freedom

After giving Mrs. Diamond a surprise that she will try her hardest to forget, Alistair notices the halo on Rogers chest burst into light fragments and fade away.

She quickly tries to hide her astonishment and says, "You did not have to subject yourself to that since I have already committed to terminating the oath. I hope you know that you will still have to attend classes even if you are sick." 

However, deep down she becomes impressed with his decision to follow through with his punishment even after being let off the hook.

Alistair gives her an enthusiastic smile and says, "Of course! This type of food is the best for me after all!" quickly turning his attention to Roger, who is packaging a box of beautifully cooked food from the table behind Mrs. Diamond, he says, "Now it's time to fulfill your oath with me!"

Without giving Mrs. Diamond anymore time to process the his actions or become upset even further, Alistair grabs Roger by the hand and pulls him out of the cafeteria, barely giving him enough time to stuff the food away into his clothing.

"W-Wait! Where are we going so suddenly?" Roger questions in a slight befuddled tone.

"We are going to the library to teach me how to read! You already agreed so you wouldn't back out now would you?" Alistair slows down in the hall outside of the cafeteria, beckoning for Roger to take the lead to the library.

"You mean right now? It's going to take a while to teach you man! I got to get the materials ready and a lesson plan from the teachers and everything." Roger tries to placate Alistair into letting him go so he can enjoy his food while it is still warm.

"No can do! I need to learn by today to understand what I need to do everyday and where to go! Unless you want to be with me all day, everyday!" Alistair smiles mischievously as he follows behind Roger.

"By today!? You are asking the impossible man! You are trying to learn how to read and write in a single day! You got to pace yourself! Besides, I haven't even eaten yet. Let's just hold off until tomorrow, okay?" Trying his best to reason with Alistair, Roger tries to explain the difficulty of the task while mindlessly walking towards library.

"Don't worry! I'm a fast learner and you can eat while you teach me! I'll even make you a deal, if you have to repeat anything even once for me, then we can stop, sound fair?" Alistair smiles brightly at Roger as the walk into a room filled with books and desks from wall to wall.

Roger turns his head from one side to the other, realizing that he just led Alistair right to the library due to them talking about it the entire time. He hangs his head in defeat as he looks at Alistair and weakly nods.

"Fine, then let's start with these." He walks over to a shelf filled with childrens books that explain lettering and pronunciation.

One hour later

Alistair has a plethora of books next to his side while a downcast Roger is sitting across from him eating his food at a very slow pace, seemingly unable to enjoy the taste of the amazing food.

Two hours later

Alistair begins going through the dictionary at a breakneck speed memorizing each words definition and pronunciation. Roger left due to being ignored by Alistair for long periods of time, feeling unneeded.

Three hours later

Alistair learns a better way to speed read through book with the spiral absorbing information as if a black hole, all he has to do is view the page for a brief second and the contents will be memorized.

Four hours later

Alistair begins to realize that the rate at which he is able to retain information is beginning to slow down. To the point where he will actually have to read each page individually. From this, he also feels the spiral in his mind slowing down to a crawl, seemingly satisfied.

Alistair lifts his head up from the books he had his nose buried in. Satisfied with the progress he made today, he decides to head back to his bedroom to sort through the information he was able to find out.

He leaves the library and heads towards his dorm. He enters his room and lays on the bed staring at the ceiling, thinking to himself.

"From what I can gather, I appear to have something very wrong with me. The only mentions in any of the books that I read, regarding my insane hunger are references to zombies, cannibals, and other beasts that roam the wilds."

He touches his abdomen, feeling the cold skin and a slight movement underneath in the flow of a spiral.

"I guess I need to keep my appetite a secret from the people around me. Luckily, I managed to get by on everyone assuming I have a special constitution. However, no constitutions affect anyone's diet. Even if one did though, it would not drive them to the point of insanity."

He moves his hand up to his neck, remembering the scene with the beast back in the wilds, and it's message, "You must grow stronger little one...You are going to be part of me eventually, after all." 

What stuck more on his mind however is the beast mentioned that he had been thrust into a "game". One where it is assumed that he will be the one to die. A cold chill runs down Alistair's back when he thinks of his fate if left up to the beast.

He shakes his head to snap himself out of that state of mind comes to the decision of, "I do not know why my memory is so good for a while, or why my I lose focus when I'm hungry. I'll need to learn more about what I am and grow stronger if I want to live without worrying about being prey to another."

He turns to the schedule he received from Professor Washington previously.

"It seems that I am not the only new student for tomorrow, meaning I will be in the same starting point as the others." He reads the introductory passage of his classes and sees the start date of the semester as tomorrow.

"The first class I have tomorrow will be...?" He turns the page to look at his classes.

ON PAUSE: FURTHER INFORMATION BELOW



In a world where zombies are common and everything is evolving to acclimate with radiation, our Main Character has a special trait about him that helps him acclimate and evolve with the harsh conditions as well. But where will that lead him, and will that be enough?

Take a look into my mind for what I like to consider "The Perfect Specimen"



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Further update. This novel is now on pause. I have been taking everything in from the experience of writing this novel, both positive and negative feedback. I will revisit this novel in the future after I get a more concise picture of what direction to take it in. In the meantime, I am going to be writing another novel on my own time and after I finish it, I will begin the daily upload process. After I finish, I will come back and revise this story on my own time and re-post it after fixing everything I want to fix.

Thank you all so much for reading, I will be back with this and more stories in the future. Until then, be on the lookout for me! :)

Believe and Hope
                Life of every one are full of trials,love,pain success, failures. and every individual person can make success even have differents trials in life. Trials sometimes is the way to success but sometimes trials can a be reason to have mentally ill. It can happen if commit suicide. But if we think why we have trials in life
we can be learn how to manage everything.
              Admitting what is the problem is easy to solve and find solutions.Anyhow problem is every where as long we are still alive.

       The story I'm going to write here are about the success of one mother to her three childrens.We know that there's many family was abandon of their mother or father..Mary was got civil marriage in early age of her. 
at age 19 yrs old. knowing she is not a professional in education. she got three beautifuls daughter.
   Mary was sacrife from his husband and have a wrost life.Because Mary don't want to say about the situations to her family.she was hide everythings.As a mother she keep quite and handle the family problem and solve by her own.Until she got pregnant to her youngest Mary decide to separate from his husband.why? because she realized her decision to stay was wrong.she realize she can't be always alone to solve the problems that giving his husband.
    In the beginning she separate too much hard to her, no money, no good foods to feed to her children's ,no good house, no water, no electricity, even clothes she can count also clothes of children's.Mary are have a very hopeless life, without A help of her family, Mary find a solution how to start a new life. even she pregnant she washing clothes to earn, iron clothes it's her job. and because her bahay Kubo house in the mountain she was afraid that she left her two daughters in age 7 yrs old and 5 yrs old, but she don't have any option to go job. 
   Before she go to her job,mary prepare foods to her childrens a noodles or soup. and its good for 5 hrs. and she know is not enough but she cannot do anything to add another foods.she was talking to her childrens before she go to work. for the safety of the children's 
and glad in everyday Mary at works there's no happened to her childrens. In one week only 3 days Mary have work. in 750 pesos in one week she do her best to make budget what she have.. Rice is the most important to her. 
What she have is not enough,and time pass Mary need to birth her youngest.she was alone go to hospital even too much pain she feels thinking her two daughters in her house she decided to birth Alone in the hospital.
    she have one good sister who take care two daughters in her house. Mary birth her youngest with tears and sacrife for being alone.and she know she don't have enough money to pay the hospital bill. she was crying alone and decide to suicide but god not allowed her to do that. instead she was remembering her childrens and she remember there's always have a hope. In the morning in the hospital Mary try to talk to the owner of the hospital, glad to say hospital don't pressure her to pay, instead accept what mary amount have. and have a promissory note to pay soon if she have. Mary continue her very very hopeless life.. theres many happened to her just to feed her childrens.and one day she feel so tired.. and give up.. she decide to put a poison into their drinking water and hugging her children's and smile and say we going to drink this and we going to sleep. But before they drink theres have a very cold air passing all over her house,and Mary hand get the glasses and the water and throw outside.and Mary run so long in the mountain and crying... with very very heavy rain Mary stay how many hours in the mountain and it's too dark. and after a hours she back to her little house. and watching the three childrens that time already sleeping very innocent and don't know what is in the water.
    Mary was realize and ask sorry and thank you for the very cold air. she change her wet clothes and sleep hugging their childrens. In the morning Mary awake with smile and full of energy, saying to herself everything will be fine... and life of Mary was go on. until she meets some people's from other countries, Mary become a friends, and their friends know her situation in life. 
   And that day her friends know her situations her friends start to help her. years pass Mary build a little house but safe to their childrens and to her.. she's also got a electricity, have good foods to eat. and some important things they need. her childrens also study in good school.. Mary also go back to study. and now she already graduated a bachelor of public administration. there's have some problems but she already learn and know always believe and hope. she smooth handle everything to her life. and always think and do what is best to her 3children's... 
This is the story of my life... full of pain and very worst... 
but glad to say thank you for those people's from other countries who sending a help for my childrens. 

Thank you and
God bless 
Mary

After including MOTHER, I felt I should also include FATHER but I thought for lots of time and didn't know why, I didn't feel like accepting FATHER AS A GOD'S MIRACLE because of a reason.
                                                      Those who stay with mother more are attached to her a lot because it is mummy who shelters us in her womb for 9 months and fathers don't do any such things and even if anything happens for a child mother reacts first and I usually have seen that a child is everything for a mother.
              A father can lead his life without his childrens but a mummy always keeps on eye, just like a shield on her childrens and that's why childrens who grow with the mummy are more polite and understand the ladies problem a lot. Like this I can write lots of things but I guess this much is sufficient.
                                                                        In many cases I see girls are more attached towards their fathers because even my sister is too attached with my father and even fathers love girls more than guys and that's why in majority of the cases girls admire their FATHER AS A HERO. They don't like someone speaking ill about their father and yes this is also one of the major reason of divorce nowadays.
                                                                         Anyhow I feel FATHER IS ALSO A GOD'S MIRACLE because he cares and works day and night for the family and always stands by his wife side when she really needs him. Overall AS A GOOD HUSBAND AND A BEST FATHER EVEN HE IS A GOD'S MIRACLE. Though many agree with me or not but I FEEL A GOOD DAD IS ONE WHO SECURES HIS FAMILY AND EVEN AFTER HIS DEATH MAKES A WAY FOR HIS FAMILY TO LEAD A HAPPY LIFE. I can write lots of things about DAD and his sacrifices and hardships to make his families life great but I can't because I AM MUMMY'S BOY, SO PLEASE DON'T MISTAKE ME.

'The nestlings had a dream. A dream of soaring the skies.'



"Name?" A girl asked with her small and soft voice looking up at the denim-haired boy who sat on top of a mountain made of plush pillows. She was crouching down on the ground with her knees near her face and her hands which circled around her tiny legs. She held a stuff bunny in lap and she rested her chin on it making the head of the rabbit dip down. 

"Yeah, I gave myself one." The denim-haired boy spoke with a pleasant smile on his lips as he twirled and swung his finger in the air near his face. "I'm Hiro." The boy added with curiosity as he looked down with his dark blue orbs at the little girl sitting on the cold blue and white marbled floor.  


"Why am I Ichigo?" She asked innocently with her sparkling jade green eyes staring at the little boy. They were wearing uniforms with chokers in their necks. Apart from these two children's, all the other childrens were quite, playing with their toy in some corner of the isolated colorless white room while some read books and some who sat in one corner of the room, crouching down on the cold flood looking at the white walls. 

"Because that's how your code is read. 015, for Ichigo." He replied to see her eyes go a little wide with curiosity and excitement to know more about her name. She clutched the little bunny in her lap, without blinking she looked at the boy named Hiro who sat atop the pillows, higher from all the others. Her lips parted a little as she murmured," That's my name?" Enough for Hiro to hear what she spoke. Her voice lowered down to a whisper, as she looked down at the floor with a blank and expressionless face, her long blue locks falling on her eyes as she looked down. 


The Garden was a place where the childrens were given codes to call them with. No one was aware of the names people had for them to recognize one with. This was a new thing for them which only some had, actually...No one was aware of this term until Hiro told every one about it. Hiro rose to prominence with his high test results and he became famous among the children when he began giving them names. The Garden became infamous among the parasites due to the disappearances of numerous children and none of the adults would explain what happened to them.

 From birth, the children will taken there to attend educational courses to learn concepts involving FRANXX and piloting. They were to undergo daily tests on their capacity and aptitude abilities in the laboratory and will spend their free time in isolated rooms with toys and books to entertain themselves with. The children were expected to be discharged by age 14 and assigned to a plantation based on their test results. However once a child leaves, they never return. The adult caregivers mislead the parasites that those who fail to meet the expectations of becoming parasites after being discharged are returned to the Garden but Squad 13 specifically found this suspicious due to the large percentage of children who mysteriously disappeared during their childhood in the Garden.


"What about me, then?" A boy asked standing in the darkness away from all the others, His eyes cast down before he looked up at Ichigo and Hiro who were engrossed in their own world leaving everyone aside, clutching the ball in his hand he stepped forward. "Think of one for me, too." A little girl asked as the small crowd of children gathered around Hiro leaving the boy alone as he stood away from all the others. 


     'Within their dark, cramped nest, they clung to one another and waited for their parents who would never return.'


The boy walked with slow steps as he kept his unwavering gaze on Hiro. Stopping at a side near the other children's who talked with each other, he whispered for Hiro to look at his side and found the boy standing next to him. "Hey...," It felt as he was reluctant to talk to anyone. Hiro continued to look at him, waiting for the boy to continue without any hint of annoyance or irritation because of him waiting for the boy to speak. "Give me a name, too." The boy who held the ball close to his chest moved his eyes up to look at Hiro. 

"Sure thing!" Exclaimed Hiro with his euphoric tone, delighted and happy to give a name to the boy who seemed  little shy asking for a name for himself. And Hiro smiled at the boy Tenderly. 


     'But we believed that great blue skies awaited us outside.' 


At plantation: Inner city, Hiro who just came out from being scanned his eyes cast down with a serious look on his face found Ichigo waiting outside the room who walked on the other side and stopped at the opposite way of where Hiro was standing looking down she alsed," All done?" She didn't looked in his direction rather kept her gaze to her front. For a while Hiro stared at her in silence. "Yeah. They said they didn't find anything wrong." He told her with his calm and collective voice. Ichigo who had been looking down raised her head as she held her arm with her other hand, still not looking at him she sighed. "Oh. That's good to hear."


Hiro who had been looking at her moved his gaze away, realizing what he was doing for some time now which also made Ichigo uncomfortable and wary of his presence but she didn't showed it on her face rather stayed composed as she always was. "Hey..." He whispered as he moved his eyes back to her face and unknowingly they moved to look at her pink lips, moving his eyes away abruptly he spoke only to be interrupted by Nana who spoke from the controller in the room. "Ich— "Ichigo, get ready." Nana ordered as Hiro and Ichigo both looked at the screen.

They dream of one day flying into the endless sky, even though they are painfully aware of how far away the sky is beyond the glass that blocks their flight.


In a distant future, humanity has been driven to near extinction by giant beasts known as KALAXOUR forcing the surviving humans to take refuge in massive fortress cities called plantation. Within the city were pilot quarters called Mistilteninn, otherwise known as the 'Birdcage'. That is where the children lived... Not knowing anything of the outside world. 

Childrens raised here are parasites and are trained to pilot giant mecha's known as FranXX, the only weapon known to be affective againts tje Kalaxours, in boy-girl pairs, breds for the sole purpose of piloting theae machines, these childrens from the squad know nothing about the outside world and are only ae to prove their existence by depending their race.

Hiro, an aspiring franXX pilot, had lost his motivation and self confidence after failing an aptitude test, skipping out on hia class graduation ceremony, Hiro retreats to a forest lake where he encounters a mysterious girl with two horns growing out of her head. She introudes herself by her codename Zero Two which is known to belong to an infamous franXX pilot, known as the "Partner Killer". Before Hiro can digest the encounter the plantation is rocked by a sudden Kalaxour attack. Zero Two engages the creature in her franXX but it is heavily damaged in the skirmishes and crashes near Hiro. Finding her partner dead Zero Teo invites Hiro th pilot tje mecha with her and the duo easily defeats the Kalaxour in the ensuing fight with a new partner by his side, Hiro had been given a chance at redemption for his past failure. But at what cost?

The two combines together, defeating the Kalaxour in a girl-boy pair, transforming the franXX into it's true form known as "Strelizia". Soon Zero Two joins the squad with Hiro, as her partner. The runors goes like Zero Two as a partner killer and no one can pilot the franXX sith jer more than three times. However, Hiro survives the third round with Zero Two, astonishing others. Zero Two also killed her parents and her partners. She tries to kill her partner to check the capability of her partner. If the person is capable enough to survive sith her till the third round, the peraon passes her test and the person can be her partner. However, Zero Two only pilots the franXX with Hiro, calling him as her "darling". 

She joined them as in to reunite with her childhood "Darling" and as they promised to meet when they'll get together in the future. While when there's a sudden attack from a giant kalaxour and Zero Two reaches to fight with it on her own. Hiro was almsot killed by her but using her blood he catches up with her and they both fight the Kalaxour while the other children's prayed for Hiro for his safety as Zero Two told them to pray for her Darling.

Its been a year since then, though I quite dont get it why they wanted only 'One' Hero. Im sure all of these childrens was qualified. Not only them but other children closed to their age. Though others couldnt hear me, Yuusha as a representative of 5, become my speaker without me knowing. At first, he just copied my sentence, word by word as he teaches other childrens. Then now, not only he become independent, he flawlessly become the best teacher. His speaks, his actions, all of it was eye catching as the spectator was in awe seing him speak and teaching childrens. Of course thats how I judged him. He was a natural born leader. He sure has the traits of a Hero. Of course childrens from Herra tribe has Goold morals as I always said. Many of them can become a Hero of their own if they really worked hard. As for another 4 children who understand me, unlike other child, they sometimes listening to my stories, like about the story of 3 stupid pigs dividing themselves instead to work together and beat the wolf. A story of so curious princess as she lose her conciousness because she did what she didnt have to, and more. though I inserted some pun and spice, they really liked it. They even stagedplay some of them and Adults was shock because of these childrens wild imagination. And, thus born the Herra's Business Troupe. Though that was the Story for the Later.
* * *
In a present. As I was teaching these 5 childrens, four of them was training for two on two, the fifth child asks.
"Master, Im scared" He said, He was the one eyeing by the Sage. That time, Im sure this guy was the strongest as he was energetic, and had strong physique that was above others. If I compare the word I said to him from my past world. He was like Captain Am*r*ca. A super soldier. He can withstand 4 others by himself sacrificing his body just to beat one. I even called him Ironkid, as his nickname. But he became stagnant because of those event. Though he improved, but not just the same as others. 'Im scared' is what he really feels. I thought I cleansed their worries that time. I thought its all Okay as he didnt improve because thats just life, when youre already at the ceiling, you cannot go beyond unless you destroy that ceiling yourself, but I was wrong. This kid was Scared, and a whole year since then. I thought I can read innet hearts feelings, but I was wrong. This child who was by my side all along was scared, and I didnt even feel it? I didnt know! I was a useless Guardian.
Shit!
is what I wanted to scream. "Im sorry, I didnt know that you're still scared all along.. Im Sorry".
*Smile*
As these kid hug me as tears flow from his eyes. "No, I was scared not because I was a Hero. I was scared because I dont want to be parted with you" He said and later fall asleep.
I brush my branch to its head and whisper. "Dont worry, we parted but it doesnt mean we didnt meet again. Oh wait, we still have 10 more years! I'll work you to the bone so that you can defeat that threat faster!" I said so, afterall he already asleep.
"hmm! Im looking forward to it!" it also whispered. though faint, I heard it clearly.
Not that I have an ear.
* * *
another 10 years passed by. Like all of those happened an hour ago, the only 5 children who can hear me is now a 15 year old and an independent Kids. Though, many children whom I also cherished with love was still under my care, these 5 Kids was so precious to me. Afterall, as a former human, theres no such thing as an equal love.
"So, you all decided huh-" as I said while feeling dejected, Yuusha who felt it, sneer and said "He he, Master. You said so yourself, pursuing ones dream is one life's goal!", "I said that?" is what I wanted to say but I was happy. All of them have their own dream. Not just them, another 5 or 6 kids closed to their age also come with them. But this time, this 5 was only here infront of me to said their goodbyes. The Chief already found out on a whim so he created a chamber for me, and one need his permission of who is going to enter and exit, But childrens was excemption. a 100 meter chamber just for me. So childrens can also play.
Now, simultanously, these 5 Kids bow to me while crying. As their lips form like a curly noodles. And if you put a bowl, using their tears and snot, that bowl sure became full in less than a minute. These Kids. Why are you crying. I thought this isnt the last time we met? Haaa— Its raining....
Is what I wanted to say if tears flow out of my eye. But sorry I dont have one.
While they're bowing, I reached out my branch and caress their hair. Ground in front of each of them shook as an Item popped out, my root like box was infront of them.
"For Yuusha, Hiiro, Eiyuu are Sword. a Rapier, Bastard Sword and a dual hand Scmitar consecutively. Though Yuusha pursue to become a 'Performer', Do not forget you're a warrior before you're an artists. As for Hiiro and Eiyuu who wanted to become a Mercenary and Adventurer, if by chance, I want you two to assist our soon to become Hero. Kay~!"
"""YES MASTER!"""
(A/N: isnt it ironic? their names derived as a 'Hero' from japanese names, but they arent one. kukukuku)
"Ylyasvil, for now you dont know what you wanted to become, but Im sure, one day you will, If you still cannot find what you wanted to be, return to my side!. This, I'll give you Bow and Quiver, that quiver will automatically filled by injecting your inner magic. For the rest, you check it to yourself"
"YES MASTER!"
"As for our Hero, Im sure they already have some Holy weapon out there so I wont give you one, but accept this 'Scabbard'. I coated that to become only 'higher quality' so they have a second thought before they throw that away. As for you, try to insert your soon-to-be-possessed Holy Sword inside that and check for yourself. Goodluck, Zyra"
"YES MASTER!"
(A/N: Hero is a Female!)
"And thus I concluded. Goodluck to your Quest! My dear Children, and beloved Students"
"""THANK YOU, MASTER"""
Good, good. I said as they all parted but they simultaneously look at me.. Ha ha ha.. I didnt utter a single word after that. Afterall, another words from me and a second group of their tears and snot who they restrained until now will shoot out at any moment, afterall, their faces is like—
('~')
—And with their crystal clear pupil as they steadily walking out until I didnt saw any if them at all.
Those memories with you all, I'll cherished them—

Oh by the way, I gave them weapons according to their specialty. A true Warrior knows not only sword, Is what I teach them, so for their 15 years of life, like that, not only sword skill is what I teach them but various types of weapons. Goodluck.... Everyone!...

A person Reincarnated to a Tree and named it <Fortune>. 

This is the Story of a Guardian Tree Blessed by God. Guarding a group of Forgotten tribe of 'Herra', a tribe of this World's first Hero.

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Tags:
<Adventure> , <Strongest Branch Tree> , <Comedy(slight)> , <Strong to Strongest> , <Reincarnation>

Fina, is an 8-year-old little girl who lives with her mother, a 5-year-old younger brother and a 9-year-old sister. Since the birth of her brother Zhani, the four of them lived in a house without rooms.  Both Mona (her sister), herself and her brother, did not know who their father was, Jhana, their mother said that their father had died since she was pregnant with Zhani.

 In the neighborhood they live in, it is not the hometown of Jhana or the father of her childrens. Jhana does not close herself from her neighbors, she just does not have time to hang out, and is often considered arrogant by the environment in which she lives. Not a single person in her place knows about her past.

 With her job as a waiter in a restaurant, Jhana is able to attend Fina, this year her youngest child should start school, but she does not have enough money to register Zhani to school.

 Jhana goes to work in the morning and comes home at night, giving Mona great responsibility for looking after Fina and Zhani.

 Today as usual, Jhana and 3 of her fellow servants work delivering food ordered by their customers to the table occupied by customers. But, today the buyers are not as busy as usual, so the workers in the restaurant are chatting with each other.  Jhana was close friends with Dina, who was the cashier at the restaurant, so she always talked with Dina when they were both out of work.

Dina is a new worker, not even 2 weeks old, but the girl has the trust to become a cashier, because she has a good work record.

 "Jhana," called Dina. "Hm?" said Jhana.

 "Wednesday is our time off, now my fiance's family invited me to have dinner with them. They said that if I invite my friends it's okay, but not much, counting just to replace my existing family  in Pontianak."

 "So?" asked Jhana.

 "I want to invite you, Mona, Fina and Zhani."

 "Eh? No! No!"  reject Jhana.

 "Why? Want to, yeah!"

 "Don't want to, just take someone else, you have a lot of college friends, just invite one of them, or invite one of the workers here."

 "Yes, my college friends are indeed many, what else do all of them know my fiancee and they are all good friends with my fiancee, but all of my friends are lectures at nights, just me who is at noon, so they can't."

 "But, I don't know your fiance's family, and, and, they told you to come with your friends, not with me and my childrens."

 "You are my friend, one of my best friends, even though we only met two weeks ago, but, I feel that you are like my own sister, like my sister who protected me in Jogja, no problem with your childrens, they are also my friends," said Dina.

 "But Dina ..."

 "What's more?"

 "Me and my childrens don't have good clothes for such an event."

 "Clothes? Later, I'll buy it, I've met with your childrens, so I can estimate the size of your childrens clothes."

 "Dina, if you end up buying clothes for me and my chlidrens, you will only have trouble taking care of us, it's better, no need."

 "Jhana, I have never felt troubled when handling shopping."

 Hearing Dina's answer, Jhana could only smile feeling a little surprised because she had been 'checkmate' by the girl who was 12 years younger than her. She gave up and accepted Dina's invitation.  "Okay," she answered.

Meanwhile like usual days, when the afternoon peak arrived, Mona picked up Fina from school after she finished clearing the house while looking after Zhani.  Like the usual days (again), she picked up her sister as if she were a mother, imitating the makeup of mothers using lipstick, kohl, mascara and powder.  This time she styled her hair by imitating Harry Styles' hairstyle, which is to put his right hair behind his ear and slightly remove the left part of his hair in front of his shoulder. Mona wears good clothes that are considered good for 2 years ago.

 Mona is always a laughing stock for the school because of her makeup when picking up Fina. The school itself had sent a warning to Jhana dozens of times, but Mona was a naughty child, when Jhana warned her, she chose to be indifferent, so that sometimes it made Jhana cry without being able to snap Mona loudly.

 Fina is the only Jhana child who attends school. Jhana always praised her as a smart child, but Mona judged differently, Mona said that Fina's intelligence was obtained because she attended school.

 Fina was usually escorted by Jhana when Jhana would work, and was picked up by Mona who was accompanied by Zhani. Fina sometimes feels embarrassed by her sister who is dressed up like a parent when picking her up, because she also receives an impact, Fina sometimes becomes a bully victim by her friends, they mock her as a 'witch child'.

 "Fina!! Let's go home, baby!" Mona exclaimed holding Zhani's hand.

 Hearing that special appeal, all the remaining students were excited. They knew where the call came from and by whom, Mona immediately became the center of attention as usual.

 Fina did not answer, that little girl just ran towards her brother and sister. Seh immediately grabbed Mona's hand, the three of them returned hand in hand, and they have been doing it for the past 2-3 years.

 "Fina, Mona, Zhani, wait a minute!" call a middle-aged man with glasses.

 "Principal?" Fina knew what the signs were when the principal came to her.

 "Come with me, go to my room," said the headmaster.

"Um, sir, sorry, not we don't want to, but you have called us too often to your room with the same end," Mona said with her distinctive style, just as long as she spoke without thinking, but honest.


 When the customer order was busy, Jhana got a call from Fina's school, as long as Dina worked at Popular restaurant, this was the third time Jhana had received a call from the school.

 "Fina's school? Mona's problem again?"  Dina asked while guessing.

 "Yes, it might still be the problem, but I wonder why this is becoming more frequent, even though in the past four months she has never used my make-up again," said Jhana who then picked up the phone. "Hello?"

"Mrs. Jhana, this is the principal, I'm hoping your presence right now at school. Your child is still in the same problem, Madam."

 "Okay, sir, I will."

 "Okay thank you."  The principal then turns off the connection.

 "Dina, I am very sorry to say it, but, I have permission for a while," Jhana said.

 "Yeah it's okay, sis, there's no need to worry, they can handle your task for a moment."

 "I'm leaving," Jhana said, opening her apron.

 "Look at her, just go away, even though this is not her time to rest, acting like this is her restaurant," sneered Wanda, one of the servants.

"Never mind, Jhana is fair, at the time she breaks she will reduce the duration," said Yahya, who is also one of the servants.

 "But she should have asked permission from us, not to Dina, because we did her work," said Andra, Wanda's lover who also worked as a waiter.

Dina immediately glanced at Andra, and Wanda approached her. "I'll clarify again. Here we all have our own breaks. We work here for fourteen hours, from seven AM until nine PM, with a two-hour break that has set when. Your rest time is from 13:30 to 15:30 in the afternoon, there you take the opportunity to go to the university, so do Yahya, Andra and me, we take advantage our break time with the best thing. Jhana has been working here for four years, and she's the most senior here, but that doesn't mean she can act like what she want and ask permission only with you, next time you must realize yourself, you not do her task when she goes, think to whom she should ask permission, tell her to ask permission from fellow servants, don't you think because you are a rich person, so you have the right to allow her, rich girl. Do you understand?!"

 "Yes, I understand," answered Dina who just looked down as Wanda continued to stare at her sharply.


    When she arrived at Fina's school, Jhana went straight to the principal's room. Seen the three kids who were sitting face to face with the principal of Fina. Jhana knocked on the door before entering, then occupied one of the chairs.

"Mrs. Jhana, I have no idea what to say so you can forbid your daughter from dressing up like this. I have warned you more than twenty times. I understand that you are a single parent, but you should overcome this kind of thing."  The principal is directly to the point.

 "I'm really sorry, sir. But, I think for the past four months Mona has stopped dressing up like this, but I don't know why she's back acting up."

"If this continues, those affected are also Fina, she will become a bully victim even though I have called parents of students who bullied Fina."

"Yes sir, maybe starting tomorrow I should be the one picking up Fina."

"I think that's what you have to do to protect your daughters, moreover, make-up like this is not suitable for young children's skin."

"Yes sir, excuse me." Immediately Jhana brought her children home, and when at home, she returned to babbling.

 "You, what ears do you have?!" she snapped at Mona. "Why can't you be advised?! Why do you always make me angry?! Why do you keep using my make-up?! Answer!"

Mona is just silent.

"Answer me!" Jhana's voice began to rise by 1 octave, this is suddenly made all of her childrens surprised because Jhana had never been this angry.

"I work hard to ensuring you eat, try to do the best for you, I educates you well, I never teach my daughters to dress up like an adult before their time," she continued, this time Jhana had begun to control her emotions.

Mona cries.

 "So please tell me, who taught you to make up like this?"

Mona chose not to answer, just as usual, she immediately covered herself with a blanket.

"Mona, I don't like it if you always like this if I'm scolding you. It's rude if you ignore me like this."

"Mona!"

"Mona!!!" Jhana pulled the blanket that Mona was wearing, Jhana looked at her eldest daughter. "Answer me!"

Mona cried, she could not bear to say everything. "I don't need other people's mercy, mom, I don't want people to look at me just because of pity, I don't want people to think 'pity that child, she still kid but have to do all the chores, take care her little brother and pick up her sister'. I don't want our economic difficulties to make other people more degrading us, so I dress up like an adult woman, so that no more people think that I am a small child who bears a heavy burden, so that no one feels sorry for me. I prefer to people laugh with my makeup, than people feel sorry for the shabby child who bears a heavy burden on his shoulder, so I'm tough on Fina and Zhani, I'm acting like I'm their mother too, so people don't look at me with compassion, I'm trying to be like an adult for all that, and no one understands it, including you. If I still had a father, maybe everything like now wouldn't ever happened. Mom, I have never been jealous of the education that Fina has received, I have never felt that you're discriminate between us, I never felt that my mom loved Fina more than me and Zhani. That's all, my reason. "

 "Don't ever talk about your father again," Jhana softly said.

"I want to meet him, because maybe only him that can understand my feelings! I know, he always think about us, somewhere that I don't know, in the world or the hereafter."  Mona went straight to the bathroom with tears in her eyes.

"Mom." Fina embraced Jhana, followed by Zhani, Jhana returned the warm hug, she was very unexpected that her eldest daughter was not sure that her father had died.

'I think she remembers the times when Rasyid came to us and brought her a chocolate. Mona, I'm sorry, dear, until now, I haven't been able to make you happy,' inner Jhana. She immediately said goodbye to Fina and Zhani to get back to work, because if she left too long, Wanda would definitely lecture her.

Roman Smith, Lee jong hyun and jong hyun joon when they were in high school. They were best buddy's for each other. Even they couldn't leave without each other. They were play together, party together, study together and also got punishment together.




Roman Smith was princess of charm for the whole school. Girls were demented for him.

Whole school girls had a big crush on him. Roman Smith and Lee jong hyun were in the basketball team. Roman was the caption if the  International school of Beijing. Everyone loved to watch him when he play.



He was the celebrity for school authorities and also because of his parents. His mother was the chairperson of the international school of Beijing. Roman was the rich guy who hinds his frustration and anger behind his pranks but he's not a bad person by heart.


.....




Lee jong hyun were sitting on a wooden bench which was kept outside of  the basketball ground. A girl arrived and gave a red rosé to Roman with a sweet smile on her face. 

"Senior Roman Smith....you played very well today's match" she said with a bright shinny eyes. 


"So sweet thank you beautiful" Roman accept her rose.

"Senior Lee jong hyun you were also played well today" she was blushing and left from there.



Lee jong hyun looked at him with a flirted smile on his face. "I think she likes you. What you say? 



Roman laugh and said "Brother what you want?



"Brother the whole school girls wants you. What I want it doesn't matter" Lee jong hyun said.





"Why are you playing with words speak straight? Roman asked him.




Lee jong hyun laugh and said " OK as you wish. Why don't you make a girlfriend? There are so many beautiful girls of who dying to be your girlfriend. 




Roman took a deep breath "Brother I really don't want to be in any relationship. I really don't have time for all this".


"Love and relationships are b***shit for me. There's no space for love in my life"





"But?" before Lee jong hyun could complete his words, Roman interrupted him and said with his darkened eyes "Brother I want to be the top most businessman in China. I want to show my mom and dad that without them I have my own identity".









Roman's got up from the bench and said to the moist eyes "you know what they never loved me. When I want them the most they never be with me". 


"But brother parents play a very important role in our life, they always wants the bested for this childrens. 

And the emptiness of parents in life who can knew more than me?" Lee jong hyhn said with moist eyes.



Roman turned his face to Lee jong hyun "brother I am really sorry for you but I never wants my parents  expensive gifts and money in my life, all I wanted the love and care or some time with me they had never give it to me".





 With a bright smile on his face now, he put a hand on Lee jong hyun's shoulder and said "then I got you. guy's. You guy's completed my life. And that's why I don't need anybody in my life when I have you and jong hyun joon". 










Lee jong hyun lifted his lips and gave Roman a buddy hug.  He said "and we'll never break our friendship".




As they were talking Zhang bin bin came.  "Guy's the principal was calling you" he said.


Zhang bin bin's member of ISOB basketball team.

*ISOB ( International school of Beijing)*. 






...





In the principal's office.


"Roman Smith and Lee jong hyun, I am feeling so happy to say that our basketball team was selected for the internationals and the competition is on 17th July of this month" the principal said with a shinny bright eyes.





"Really sir, thats a very big news" Roman and Lee jong hyun said it together with a smile on their faces.






Suddenly the principal's face tensed and with a serious tone he said "yeah....this is a big news for our school but this time our rival team is strong enough.                                        This time our match is with American international school of Guangzhou. This school team has been winning for three years".






"I hope you guys won't beat our school" the principal said with a confident.






Roman with full of respect said with a smile " don't worry sir we won't lose".    





........





Jong hyun joon was sitting on the classroom desk with some beautiful girls. He was flirting with them. Then Empress Fu Shou came.

*Empress Fu Shou was 15 year old pretty girl. Jong hyun joon had a big crush on her, but she never give him any attention.*




" Empress Fu Shou you how you come here?"the girls said. Jong hyun joon turned his face and saw a pretty girl behind him. Jong hyun joon's heart skipped a beat.




He couldn't took his eyes off from her beautiful pretty face. " H....Hello....FuShou" he stammered. 

She opened her pinkest lips and said with a very sweet girly voice "Hello Jong hyun joon".




........






Then only Roman and Lee jong hyun came.  All the girls started blushing and got excited when they saw him. "Aww...senior Roman and senior Lee jong hyun is here...look so handsome..!  They started taking pitchers of them. 




Then Roman raised his hand half in the air " OK enough, could you all leave from there". All girls left from there and FuShou too. 




Lee jong hyun put his hand on Jong hyun joon's shoulder, he asked "why are you so lost brother?"




"Nothing....brother Lee jong hyun" he said. 


"If there is nothing then let's go for the party tonight because our team is selected for the internationals" Roman said. Jong hyun joon got surprised, his mouth was wide open. "Waooo.....that's awesome news brother Roman. Yes! we'll party hard. 






........




Roman was sitting on a desk in an empty class. He was a little busy with his books. Then his phone rang. Roman looked on the phone screen, Its Lee jong hyun on the phone.

He picked up the and answered the phone call.


 "Hello....? 







"Brother are you coming to the practice? Lee asked him from the other side of the phone.











"Brother Lee jong hyun.....I am little busy now. But I'll come after a while" Roman said on the phone.











"OK brother come soon" Lee jong hyun said and then disconnect the phone call.











Roman returned his attention on his books. While he was busy, then a beautiful girl arrived. She was wearing the school uniform but looking like a fashion model. Her white skin was glowing and her silky long enough hairs are making her beautiful look.


He glanced at her and then returned his attention on book, like he just ignore her.






She came to him and then sat next to him. Roman wasn't give her any attention.




She touched his shoulder with her white thin palm and said with an extra sweet smile on her face "why you always rude to me? You know that how good are our families relation".





Roman glanced at her and removed her hand from his shoulder, with his darkened eyes he said "you know why I don't talk to you because you are not my friend and of course not my type".







Her face was get redden because of anger, she got up from the seat and said in a disappointed voice "then tell me what's your type is?





Roman took his books from the table and got up. He walked out from the classroom after saying that "you are not important to whom I tell".




"Hhunn...! She hit her foot on the floor in anger.




"I promise Roman Smith that one day you'll be mine. Whatever I need to do anything for it" she evilly smiled".










......





Lee jong hyun was practicing with his team members then Roman arrived.



Lee jong hyun glanced at him and pass the ball to him. Roman instantly caught the ball.





After a while they finished their practice and sat on the bench. While the other members were still practicing.




Lee jong hyun with his shinning black pupil said "brother we have to win this competition".









"We'll brother. Is there any basketball match that we lost in these four years? Roman said with confidence in his voice.










"Yeah...! we'll win this competition surly. From now we have to give extra time for the practice that we usually gave". Lee said.





Roman was rich and handsome guy. He always had a confidence on his face.

"Don't worry brother this competition is our and we'll win" Roman confidently said.




......


While they were talking, a young and pretty girl arrived with a cold water bottle in her thin white hands. 




Lee jong hyun glanced at her. "Little sister Mingmei....what are you still doing in the school. Is your classes aren't over yet?. 





Mingmei was a young girl who just 15 year old teenage.

Anna Wilson a 20 year old young and beautiful girl who lost her mother when she was 18 year old. Because of her financial aid she took all the responsibilities on her small shoulders.
She's a God's child and blessed with God's blessings. Everything's changed when she meet her true love.
Roman Smith he's 26 year old most wanted bachelor and top businessman in China. He's known by his arrogant behavior and his charm. He never have been in a relationship with any woman but all the woman had crushed on him. 
But he never thought that he could be become romantic and caring person after when he meet her. He fall for her on his knees. 
But every lovestory has heartbreaking tragedies like this one have. Roman Smith and Anna Wilson are made for each other but circumstance's came after one by one in there life's. 
Will they be together and forever with each other? Wants to know then find out by reading this love story.

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