3rd person's POV


Nagsimula ng kumanta si Zailie.

"Hmm... (3x)
You by light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong
You're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side.."


Tahimik ang lahat na para bang manghang-mangha sa ganda ng boses nya.

"You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time in my only life.."



Kumakanta sya habang nakatitig kay Zoid na parang kinakausap nya ito.


"And this could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time in my only.."



Nang matapos na syang kumanta, bumukas na ang mga ilaw. Lumapit sakanya yung emcee na nakangiti.


"Just wow! I never thought na kumakanta ka pala."


Kilala nya yung Emcee na yun. 1st year college na sya ngayon. Napili syang maging emcee dahil magaling syang mag-entertain.


"Oh well, let the romance begin!" Masiglang tugon nya at nagsimula na ang tugtog para sa sweet dance.

Breaking his heart was part of my plan. I should be in triumphant seeing him suffering in pain–that was a successful revenge. But why the hell I feel hurt as well?

On the dining table, Raya prepare 3 different food and all based on Duncan taste. In previous life for made Duncan look at her and pay more attention to her, She try to find out everything about her husband. She found out everything that her husband like and dislike. 

But no matter how hard she try to make him happy, Duncan never ever treat her gently or even give attention to her. There is always more than a time Raya crying silently in the kitchen. 

''Have you done'' Suddenly a gentle voice come from behind her send her conscious back. 

Duncan lean his chin on Raya shoulder put his arms around her waist. His warm breath touching her skin make her shiver. 

''I...I think we better eat before food become cold.'' She nervously said while trying to escape from Duncan embrace. 

Raya could feel her beating faster than before. Right away she try to escape from Duncan embrace hiding her blushing face. But, as hard as she try to freed herself, Duncan hug her tightly. 

''Let me stay like this for awhile.'' Duncan whispering softly begging her to let him embrace her. 

Raya speechless and dumbfounded hear Duncan word. He never been this gentle as long as he live. The last memory as she remember after drug incident is Duncan treat her like air and colder every single day. Today everything are change and absolutely different. 

''Isn't this morning you just suspecting me and yield at for incident last night?'' She turn around her body carefully and boldly ask him directly rather than drowning in her own thoughts. 

Her eyes straight look at his eyes shaking try to pluck up her courage.

Looking how bold and brave his wife now seeing straight to his eyes. His lips curve satisfied and embrace her more tightly so there is no more space between them. 

''I'm sorry, I didn't mean angry but you suddenly ask me divorce that sparked my anger.

Raya spontaneously push him back little confusing. She lower her head try to digest every single Duncan words. Until she look him back again wide eye surprised. 

''Wha...what you mean?'' She hesitate ask to make sure about what she thinks is same as his word meaning. 

Duncan gently smile stroking her back leaning his forehead to her. ''As you think. I really hate when you 'Divorce' word. I didn't really care about incident last and hope I never regret before.'' Ambiguous work startled Raya move away her head from Duncan. 

Before Raya could speak out her mind, Duncan already covering her mouth with his. He lift her up walk away from the kitchen back to the room upstairs. He ignoring her complain about the food as an excuse of her to escape from Duncan. 

Duncan put gently Raya on the bed and press her body between him and bed. His eye stare her passionately and teasing her. ''Let's do it again.'' He whispering to her while keep caressing her face. 

''What?!'' Raya disbelief about she hear and push him back spontaneously.  ''Did you eat something wrong today?'' She really can't believe the husband that so cold to her in her previous life suddenly become so gentle and passionate toward her. 

''Nothing wrong with me nor I eat something wrong. I just realize something important that I will regret deeply when everything too late.'' His eyes staring her deeply seeing an awful memories of him that killed him many times. 

Even she don't know what he mean but deep in her heart she could feel kind of extraordinary suffering through his word. Unconsciously her hand reach his face staring him tender. 

'' Is it mean you agree?'' He said teasingly move closer her face try to kiss her. 

What?! Before she could say anything Duncan already pull the blanket covering up their whole body. Suddenly she feel regret and kindly like to take back about her felt and action before. Once again she felt had fell in this sly fox man trap.

I love him more than 6 years, but he just use me as replacement for my own sister. She is the one who I love the most scheming against me and betray me with my own husband behind me. 

In this second life, I want divorce him and stay away from them found out my own happiness. But unpredictable, My husband doesn't want divorce me and even jealous over any men who close to me.

Wood Word Camp stopped traveling and team members were asleep.
They were all extremely fatigued. Everyone slept soundly, and their snoring sounds were all over the place. Chen Mu didn't sleep; he was lost in his thoughts.
"Boss, are you alright?" Xiaobo approached and asked worriedly. Chen Mu was in a very bad condition. His hair was messy and his bloodshot eyes looked frightening. For the past few days, ordinary team member only had at least three hours of rest but Chen Mu didn't rest for even a second.
Chen Mu's imposing manner was frightening. He was tensed and looked like an overbearing and dangerous beast; someone who might break out and hurt people.
Xiaobo had been with Chen Mu for quite a period, and he had never seen Chen Mu in such worrisome state. In his head, Chen Mu was always calm and composed, as if nothing in this world could affect him. In the past, Chen Mu didn't like to talk, but nobody feared him. Yet the quiet Chen Mu in front of him made him fear deeply.
"No worries." Chen Mu shook his head. His voice was a bit hoarse. His body was at its limit for not resting during the past few days. But he had no time to rest. Other than leading everyone forward at full speed, he had many other things to think about. He was the chief commander of Wood Word Camp and he had to shoulder all the responsibilities. It had been too quiet and smooth for the last few days, and he was puzzled and tense. However, these days of continuous expedition, enabled him to see the light of hope.
The city not far away was Borman City and it was their last lap. They had to cross the city in order to get out of Cang Lan's control. However, Borman City was the largest city, with the largest area and accommodated the greatest number of card artisans. If Wood Word Camp was to bypass the city, that meant they needed to travel a longer route, wasting more time and effort.
Time, in Chen Mu's plan, was a key factor.
Chen Mu decided to cross through Borman City. Crossing Borman City would shorten their travel time by two days. Even if it was a risky act, Chen Mu chose it.
Everyone had five hours to rest. Although Chen Mu was in a rush, he knew Wood Word Camp wouldn't be able to retaliate if they were too jaded.
Xiaobo was about to speak, but Chen Mu cut him off, "Go and rest. The last lap might not be a smooth ride."
Xiaobo's heart sank. During the entire journey, Chen Mu's precise judgements deeply impressed everyone in Wood Word Camp and they were all convinced of his judgement.
Watching Xiao Bo rest, Chen Mu then entered deep tranquility. Despite breaking through the seventh level, his perception was almost zero; a side effect of flying continuously without rest.
In the tranquil world, time froze and all sounds were completely cut off. Chen Mu started his One-Breath Perception Training and he felt the vitality of life.
It was five in the afternoon. The afterglow of the setting sun spread over the earth, giving the snow-white world an orange coat; it was extremely beautiful. The team members woke up from their rest. The five-hour break made them energetic, it was the longest break they had for a long time.
No one made a single noise. Everyone rubbed their faces with snow to wake them up. When they were fully awake, they started changing the power card in their apparatus, checked if the apparatus was intact and tidied their attire. Nobody spoke a word during the process. They moved quickly, and the teams assembled in five minutes. Instead of being ordered to set off immediately, they gathered together.
Chen Mu stood in front of his team and looked at these quiet faces. His heart was suddenly filled with pride. Wood Word Camp was founded by him, and after these days of sharpening, they had showed the form of a strong team.
"What lies ahead is our last lap, Borman City! Make a breakthrough and we'll win!" Chen Mu's speech was simple yet powerful. Everyone was refreshed! Following his finger, they looked at the silhouetted Borman City. Nobody was afraid. On the contrary, they were excited and their gazed sparkled as though they had spotted a prey.
"Follow my order!"
Everyone in Wood Word Camp was silent. Everyone held their breath and waited for his command. The chilling wind didn't make them feel cold. They felt very hot and their blood seemed to be boiling. Some of the card artisans couldn't contain their excitement and their breathing became heavy. They only had to cross the city in front and they would be famous in the Heavenly Federation! Cross the city and they would create a miracle!
In an age where people worshiped heroes, what could be more exciting than this?
"Everyone! Combat formation! Full speed ahead!"
Card artisans from Wood Word Camp flew into the sky. Under the glory of sunset, they looked like they were wearing a layer of golden armor. Contrary to the concealment in the past few days, they rose to the sky in an imposing manner. They flew towards Borman City.
Those thrilled card artisans wished they had wings and increased their speed to the maximum! The extreme speed brought sonic booms. The collective noise created by around 1,800 people stirred up the air along the route. The overwhelming noises were heard all over, other card artisans inside the forest were startled by the loud roar.
Just as the other card artisans were searching for the noise, they felt a hurricane sweep through the jungle. They nearly fell and broke out in panic. The loud roar continued to reach further out, and everyone in the region was affected by the air waves that was temporarily disordered.
"Oh no. Which team is this?"
"Is this Cang Jiang Military Force? Only they'd be so arrogant?"
"Who knows? But, they're so handsome!"
...
Borman City was getting closer and more and more card artisans were seen on the ground. These people were either gasping with astonishment or plainly confused.
Traveling at high speed, yet the formation of the team was in order. The distance between each member was neat. It was a manifestation of a strong army! The card artisans on the ground watched them until they were out of their sight. Although they had just a glimpse of Wood Word Camp, it shocked them tremendously.
Such murderous aura, were they trying to attack Borman City? For no reason, that was the first idea that popped into their head. Attacking Borman City was an impossible goal. Although it was not the strongest city in North Facing District, it was ranked high up on the chart. Moreover, there were a considerable number of card artisans stationed in this city. Who would be so foolish to challenge such a titan? However, all the card artisans stopped what they were doing, flew up into the sky and headed for Borman City.
Many people wanted to know, who were they?
As they were closer to Borman City, the number of card artisans in the sky amplified. Chen Mu ordered the team to slow down and Wood Word Camp's traveling speed dropped immediately. If they were traveling at lightning speed earlier, they were now gentler. And the switch between the two were so smooth. There was not a bit of chaos.
Awesome!
Card artisans who witnessed the transition were amazed. Changing the travel speed from high to low, for such a huge troop, the transition had always been a headache for any commanders. If any of the card artisans were slightly inconsistent, the one at the back will collide with the front.
But there was not a bit of disorder for this team; the whole process was smooth and perfect! It was like a waterfall pouring down from high up suddenly becoming mercury flowing slowly on the table.
The formation of a team changed from a combat formation to a defensive formation.
All they could see was card artisans flying in alternate patterns, dazzling to the eyes. But in the blink of an eye, they had completed their formation. Those onlookers gave a gasp of astonishment.
They had never seen such an efficient and unparalleled team.
Everyone had a question in mind, where were they from?
Combat formation and defense formation were just a general term. If divided into subcategories, there were many types. The greatest advantage of this defense formation, named number eight, was that it could be easily converted into a combat formation number six. The reason why Chen Mu changed his formation was that he found that card artisans in Borman City were much more than he had expected. He had to cross Borman City with the fastest speed; provoking them was his last resort.
But in this world, not everything was agreeable.
As Wood Word Camp was drawing nearer to the main area in Borman City, there were more and more card artisans watching. From a distance, the sky was filled with a dark mass of crowd.
A troop of nearly 2,000 appeared in front of Wood Word Camp.
Like a stimulated beast, Wood Word Camp spontaneously completed the formation without Chen Mu's command. If Wood Word Camp was a turtle huddled in its shell before, then the Wood Word Camp had now revealed its tusks!
Wood Word Camp's transformation was out of the expectations of their opponents. There was quite a stir on the other side. Many card artisans went pale. The imposing manner of Wood Word Camp seemed to suggest their rich experience in war. This made their opponent nervous. Wood Word Camp's opponent was merely an ordinary garrison. No matter where they went, any card artisan teams were submissive; they had never seen such formation.
Chen Mu gazed at his opponent, coldly, without a word. Wood Word Camp was quiet. Every card artisan had a cold gaze, and they were leaning slightly forward, suggesting that they were ready to battle.
The sense of oppression brought by a team without any hint was incomparable and simply suffocating.
The card artisans on the opposite went pale and blood seemed to drain out from their faces. Murderous aura! Wood Word Camp kept silent and was giving out a murderous aura. Every other card artisan believed that they'd fight if they disagreed with each other.
Wood Word Camp's action caused the other card artisans to jump out of their skin. They had never thought anyone would treat Borman City's garrison in such a way.
Were they out of their minds?
Silence. It was a deafening silence. Their hearts were in their mouths.
Chen Mu's gaze turned cold.


This is both a work of science fiction and an exploration of the meaning of life, love, literature and art. Brainpower is no longer the main ingredient for being human in this far distant future world.  Spirituality, physical balance, and diligence all come together as integrity for Chen Mu, the Card Apprentice.  The cards which Chen Mu masters in his own scrappy way, distill all the powers of the cosmos –  human and nonhuman –  into something that is not a book, not technology, and neither art nor magic, but is these and more.  Learn about these strange cards, which can embody everything you might imagine for the future of technology, but also a future beyond technology which promotes the best, and sometimes the worst, from mankind’s past.

AN:
This fanfiction is not supposed to disrespect Marzia/ Gab in any way. It's only a ship :)

( Felix)
Everything felt like a dream. Out of nowhere, everything suddenly became reality. My dreams were real. They were what I've asked for, right? I thought it was gonna make me the happiest man in the world. Since I hoped that was gonna make me forget him.

It didn't. The pain still was the same. It crawled inside my heart, and I felt like.. I've started to fall away. I felt like my heart became a glass. I've closed myself and I could felt how my heart shattered. The process itself was painful. I lost every part of what felt like something I've granted. I was so sure that I was always gonna be the one chosen.

I didn't knew. I had no idea he hid so many things from me. I had no clue that I suffocated him. I made him feel the need for air. But not in a good meaning, he felt like I stole every bit of his needed oxygen. Our relationship was something what everyone would call perfect. It was far away from that word.

What even were those? Words. That we putted in sentences. That hitted out soul,made us feel the certain way.  Every little thing had it's own track. For me every word felt like it didn't had even any meaning. I threw them around,I talked like a crazy.

With empty meaning. No soul, no feeling and no sound. Just silence. It was like a invisible knife that slid into a heart, and got stuck. Nothing else could describe the pain I felt after I lost him. I've wasted my time. I tried to explain. I had so many things in my mind. Sometimes it felt like a little circle.

I came back. And again, another circle. There it was. My medicine. Little drug. I held on it like on my dearest life, on the feeling like I was gonna die without that one suffocating feeling. Love wasn't golden. It was everything put from little gestures. Every thing that was created, that little thoughtful bond. That seemed almost like it was written into the conversation.

Eye contact. For some people nothing to talk, like what even to think or mention about it?  For me it was so way more to express through it. I could read the emotions like a book that was open for me. Different people, different stories. But he was the one who had the most expressive eyes. Like there was so much life. The life seemed to come out of his eyes and spread the positivity through the room. It kept the room alive. It kept me alive.

"Si tu te vas" 
If you leave. These words meant at the beginning just a part of song. The song I've heard a lot of times in radio, but I never really got the real meaning. I never tried to understand the hidden meaning behind it. I just seemed to like the catchy words of a language that I didn't even spoke. Spanish was one of languages I've wanted to know, but I never really tried to learn this one, and I thought that I didn't needed to. And he was always someone who seemed fascinated.

Fascinated. Funny word, isn't it? This is what I've felt, at least at the start. The fire between us was so alive, like something we ignited through an accident. It all began through a little touch. It didn't even lasted a few more minutes. Still-  it managed to make me addicted. It felt like a little shot of happiness for my brain, because back then I felt broken. I said to myself that no one was gonna understand the storm inside my soul. I used to blame myself for the all incidents that happened to me. All the bad things that I ever did or said. It felt like a dark side of me.

I was scared, it was a hurricane of sudden uncontrolled feeling. The warmth of his hand, the touch of his fingers that have touched my hand. Every word that he spoke. It sounded like his voice made me feel the uncertain way. I didn't knew how to call this feeling. I wanted to stop the feeling, but the more I got into it, the more I fell into it. It was like a river.

River. The sound of the water. It might sound dumb. He used to love that short cold feeling on skin, as it runned through his fragile body. He was so tiny, so different from me. He seemed like a complete opposite of me. His dark brown hair fell in such funny way on his forehead that I had to make a picture of that moment when he laughed in that cute way.
He was just like an angel sent through a heaven.

Eyes like a crazy sea wave, deep and lost in something they have seen. The way he appreciated and loved to share the moments and capture them. I always said that it wasn't just a photo.

It stopped the time. For a second. It froze everything what happened and created something what we could look at. Even after all the years, these words have never been forgotten. He used to joke if he could, he would just replay all of things we shared together. I said that sounded like it didn't made any sense,but I repeated myself it didn't meant anything.

Atlantis. One day, suddenly nothing felt like yesterday. The memories faded, slowly became just a part of my own collage on the wall. I stared at the picture and the feelings were gone. Numb. The medicine worked, I didn't really felt anything. It was like it shutted me down for a second. It changed me a lot. Every little snap or sound made me oversensitive. It made me feel like his steps were able to hear again.

How much I would give to see him again? Just this once again? To see the waves hidden in his eyes, his little cute smile that made my day. The embrace of his hug, what made me feel like the world couldn't got to me. Anything that gave me the feeling of being embraced in a safe shelter. But did I knew what was the end of that story? I didn't. I wished I did knew. But I didn't knew a thing. Not a single one.

Sometimes destiny can be a weird thing. We crossed so many people in our life. Some seemed stupid and not worth our time, some got somehow stuck in our memory. He was the one who happened to be the second, and the funny thing was I didn't even happened to want it. At the start it was fresh. It born like a flower and opened inside me when I first locked my sight with him.

Love. It was created by so many little, not really visible things. They all were out of my own sight. He used to say that it was something way beyond my sight, that was reason why it was so hard to recognise. True love was almost like a diamond. It had to be found. And you had to care about it, otherwise it wouldn't be worth any trials. Or any money that you threw in things that didn't gave the feeling back.

Hospitals. I hated them. I knew it was a long  way from the beginning, when the life was just a few breaths. Nothing more. I was sure that it was hard to live the true vision of life, and not just to exist. I hated the fact that I wasn't able to express the first feeling when I've arrived on this world. But...I was able to do that when it happened.
And you know what?

I didn't. I had no words. I didn't spoke up. My mouth never opened up, my soul was like putted on mute. His pain was my own, I felt like no words were gonna make his day better. That was something out of control. When I've found out, I was lost. Truly lost. The fate made me feel like I've been lost the whole time. Was I really in love?  My body said yes,I was. My mind seemed more complicated,and conflicted with the thought itself. I never asked myself what was gonna happen if I saw him how he fighted for a breath.

This was what I've thought. I thought every breath was granted. I took my health for something obvious, and I thought no disease was gonna beat me. Nothing was gonna make me feel weaker. I was wrong. When I first saw his tears, something broke down inside me. My heart felt empty, there was no place for anything else than pure numbness. It took over my heart when I was needed..the most.

But I've gave up. I didn't even fighted to ignite what once used to exist. It used to make me go insane. It kept me alive for such a long time. It felt like a source of my own life. The reason why I've still got a reason to live. The voice inside my heart told me it ended as suddenly as it started. It was all crushed, the fire died. It felt like I've led to that. Like in a dance, but it wasn't as beautiful as a work of art, which was two people sharing the most important things between them.

Dance floor. For once, one more song. It played so playfully in the background. And there were my parents, they chatted like nothing else could count. Of course everyone was excited. Finally, they convinced me to marry the girl that seemed like a dream. The definition of being perfect, right?

If perfection existed, that wouldn't be her. But I didn't said it out loudly, my mind was a mess. The voice inside my heart tried to stop me from it. I could felt myself trapped. There was no exit from the maze. Not at all. I've could tried to catch myself and save from the fall. But I was dumb enough to lose someone who counted for me. Because I've never was brave enough to say..

I love you. I never said it fully, I never showed it. The pain, going down through my drink. And my brain dealt with such a pressure, yet I knew that the alcohol was gonna stop it only for a while. Maybe I was gonna land somewhere else, but I couldn't quit. I had no words  for that what happened inside me. And even though she loved me and gave me the feeling of being the one who was appreciated, I felt like someone who was completely selfish.

I took his happiness. I was like a hunter. He was my prey. I gave him pain in back, I never gave him the real feeling of being embraced but he never left my side. I was like a little parasite, I ate all of his attention. I took every bite of the attention that seemed like something that I've been looking for. All the time I've felt like I wanted more and more of it.
I was like a disease, I destroyed all od him. I took his innocence away, changed it into something dark and left a hole behind me. I took his smile, like it was a thing that I've could steal.

I saw his face. In a crowd, once again. Memories hitted me like a car, and my brain overran me with all these feelings. It didn't changed a thing, it was way too late. I could see the tiredness. The painful process I've forced on him changed the male into someone I've didn't knew anymore. He was like a stranger for me. But my love wasn't just a innocent and gentle one, it was possessive and toxic.

Toxic. It can kill. So easily that it's almost scary. It's only a little bit, after a while it turns into a criminal dose of everything I torn apart and left in pieces. And everyone else would say that our love was pure. Like there was something pure about it.

Curtains were closed for them. No one would see or be a victim of what I've happened to do towards the male. Not at all. In a second, I seemed like a loving boyfriend. Everyone saw the fake part of me. The one who cared and shared kisses with him.

They didn't knew how fast it could burn, they always saw the little part of my life. That I allowed them to see, and I didn't cared if anyone else was able to see something more behind these meaningless gestures. I remembered the thing that I got stuck in my mind. It didn't wanted to get out of my own memory and I used to love or hate that fact, it depended on my mood.

But right now, after a few long years of struggles.. it was over. The game was over for me. I called it a little game, at least used to. Love was a game, and I felt like a winner with that I've had before. But now I realised that I was wrong. I lost, and I wasn't even aware of that I did. And now I was the one who happened to lose the oxygen. I was the one to face the consequences.

I walked over to him, which felt like eternity. The last time I did, he was in tears. Right now he seemed so calm, that it almost scared me, because I was a mess out of my doubts and feelings. They fighted somewhere inside me and I still kept the fact that my face seemed emotionless.
"  I didn't expected you to walk over to me. And you are the one, huh?" he spoke out, his tone sounded cold.
" Oh.. I wanted to ask for a favour, for the last time"  I said with a insecure look.
" Okay, what is that?" He asked with a little sad hint inside his tone that sounded usually happy.
"  A dance."  I said.
" Oh, yeah. Sure" he told.

And that was the last one moment. I held his hand and it didn't even meant a thing. He  smiled towards me as we danced and the moment seemed to last like a eternity. Even though it was just a few seconds. His little laugh and then he went suddenly serious, as if his confidence was easily gone, with the wind and when I spun the male the feelings came alive. Once again. For a second my brain stopped to be the usual possessive and addictive one. I didn't wanted to steal more of his being, that felt like a glass that could break within every little second that I shared with.

And yet.. I  didn't felt like I wanted to take all the happiness away. I already have done a lot of damage and I could totally understand why the male couldn't forgive me what I've done with him. And right now I suddenly stopped my own fear for a second. My mind was quiet. Now my heart wanted to speak and it was pretty loud as I could almost hear it. The heartbeat increased and I knew what it was.

This time I knew. I knew that it was the right word to call it a real love, the one that made me overflow with such a great warmth and joy, but.. I still didn't said these words. Three words that I've never been able to say.

" I love you, Seán" I said.

There was no reaction. Quiet.. And I realised what I've said. I didn't just threw a random word or selection of them at the male. It was way more than that. It was a big confession, but I never really was the best in showing it.

Actually.. If I could turn back time, I would do that. Now I knew how the male felt like, and we both weren't able to stop the time. 4 years. It was way too long to forgive me. Not now.
Not tomorrow.
Never.
I had to deal with guilt for a rest of my life.
I lost for good, and there was nothing I could do. Not anymore.

It was the end. And the beginning of chapter without him, I knew that some part of me didn't wanted that to be over. But it was. This was just too much for him. I have reached my destination and there was no turn around this time.


All I could say was.. I am sorry. But I didn't. I was such a coward, when it needed to spoken, and I never did what was right. Now the choice bit me back and the pain from the bite was gonna last.

Chapter[4]

Selena pov:

I tossed my body on the bed, stretching my arms and yawning. A strong headache hits my brain and I was hardly moving my body from the pain I have in every inch of my body. As if I was in vicious battle! I freed my eyes slowly when I heard the breathing sound of a man.

I hopped off the bed, panicked form the situation and trying to go back in my memory of the last night.

Suddenly, I realized what happened. I went down to the bar and I started to drink too much tequila mixed with vodka! Until this man came to me!

I spotted my dress on the floor and I was totally naked. I hastened to pick up my clothes. I only have one solution now to recover from what I did and it was to get away immediately from this suite and forget about last night. Especially since I'm not that kind of one-night stand girl.

I pulled myself off the bed, wearing my bra and my dress, searching for my G-string. Then his hands waved my G-string. "Where do you think you are going? Conquering my life and leaving!" He raised his eyebrows.

I snatched my G-string from his hands. "It was just a night and I was horny and you looked hot. Now thank you and bye." I smirked and stepped away.

His strong muscular hand gripped me back to bed. "No one comes in and leaves. Now you are mine forever. New identity. New life. New name, Mrs. Selena Blanco Corsini!" He whispered huskily biting my neck.

I stuttered, struggling to release myself from his grip. Trying to not swoon at his wide, muscular chest. "Excuse me, I have to go now."

He tore my clothes and threw it away, moving his fingers down to my waist, going down to my thigh with a devil smirk and sensual stare at my boobs. I was speechless while gazing at him with a puzzled mind, trying to figure out what I should do. Out of blue, I felt like my rudely, slutty tongue disappeared.

I missed the ability to bring up a singular word after he moved his fingers down between my legs.

I cleared my throat and blinked. "Hey, what are you doing? Get your hands off me now." I tried to use every muscle in my legs to close it tightly.

He raised his brows shockingly. "What?! You spread those legs smoothly last night!"

I rolled my eyes. "I said I was horny! So could you please forget about last night?! It was just a one-night stand!"

He pulled himself off me and walked to the window huffing. Revealing his sexy body that made my heart drop in between my legs when my eyes laid on his member! 'Gosh! He's hot! But I'm not here for having fun!' I whispered in my mind, snapping to myself to wake up.

I stood up, walking on my tiptoes but his yell made me stop in my place "You! Stop!"

I shuddered to stare at him confused. "What?"

He stomped towards me and lifted me easily, pinning me to the wall. "What word of what I said you didn't understand?! I said clearly that you are mine!" he licked his lips.

"Thank you for this night in your suite! Let's just say that one-night stand was a payment for the room!" I harshly said, staring away.

He pulled my chin, squeezing my jaw with his firm grip. "Then I need more!"

"Huh?" I dropped my jaw.

"Yes! I didn't taste this b'tt yet! Give it to me first then go away, " he smirked, squeezing my butt and raising me up to his waist.

"Huh?! Are you insane?" I fought for breath.

"How much?" he blurted out murmuring.

"I'm not a whore!!!" I hollered annoyingly.

He mumbled. "Only whores go for one-night stands! If you are not a whore, then you will be in a relationship with me at least for a while." Okay, he pressed on my nerves. Whether he was teasing me or not to attain his goal, he was actually right.

I exhaled. "Okay!"

"Clever girl! Now back to bed honey." He carried and placed me gently on the bed. I wanted to say something to him but he interrupted me with his lips stroking mine and thrusting my mouth with his tongue. His touch softened me and his unashamed eyes invaded my soul. ' Something new was happening to me.'

Kissing every part of my neck, leaving hickeys and kissing every inch of my body before sticking his member into mine roughly. Making me moan from the pleasure.

He was unique in bed. As if we did it for a million times before and I was truly his.

'And definitely, he has a huge member and this time I was totally awake to everything.'

I pulled myself off the bed, wearing my bra and my dress, searching for my G-string. Then his hands waved up my G-string, "Where do you think you are going? Conquering my life and leaving!" He raised his eyebrows.

I snatched my G-string from his hands. "It was just a night and I was horny and you looked hot. Now thank you and bye." I smirked and stepped away.

His strong muscular hand gripped me back to bed. "No one comes in and leaves. Now you are mine forever. New identity. New life. New name, Mrs. Selena Blanco Corsini!" He whispered huskily biting my neck.

...................

  I was his from the moment I landed in this country. Deep inside me, I was searching for the one who could melt my icy heart.

On the other side, there was the man who only cared for bed desires. Who only commanded and yelled and make others beg at his feet. There was me 'Selena Kismet' and there was him 'Noah Blanco Corsini.'

Ritzy and a young noblewoman were nude inside one of the private tents provided by the banquet last night. Ritzy was struck stiff because he accidentally intruded a nude noblewoman. The noble girl on the other hand was lost in her thoughts.

The woman was examining Ritzy, she realized that Ritzy was the same golden-eyed boy she saw before she passed out.

Her thoughts,
'Nooo! I accidentally went for him and exposed my identity that I'm a girl. If word reaches that filthy Grasso, that instead of my brother coming here, I came in his stead. My family's reputation would be ruined!'.

'No! Stop thinking about that Bell! You need to see what he will do and work from there'.

Bell got completely serious and used her acting skills,
"I can't believe that servant intruded my time with you. How did you enjoy last night? Because for me, it was too enjoyable. I drank so much and had such a wild night with you. I can only remember you as my golden man".

Bell's thoughts,
'Yes, I was able to hide my lack of memory from last night's drunken blackout with flattery. This way I can hide the fact I accidentally lost my innocence to him and also learn his name too. I'm a genius!'.

Ritzy's thoughts,
'Wait! She thinks that we were together last night! I can use this!'.

Ritzy,
"It was magnificent. Being embraced by your beautiful body, kissing your luscious lips, and feeling your entire being is something I will also remember deep in my heart. No woman can compare the slightest to you. I Ritzy Reds will never forget the magical night".

Ritzy words were completely unused in this world. The culture in this world mostly used comparison to compliment someone. Ritzy using flattering words to describe each thing about her, especially when mentioning her being, was completely unheard of.

Bell's thoughts,
'F*CK! He is perfect! His words are comparable to a poet and his looks to a prince. Why the F*CK did I have to get so drunk that I can't remember what I did last night!'.
 
Bell stopped screaming at herself in her thoughts and said,
"Oh my dear golden Ritzy, how you have a way with your words".

Bell gave a cutesy laugh and then continued talking,
"Now tell me, what do you think about finding out about me being a female crossdresser".

This was the moment Bell would know if her family's reputation would be ruined today.

Ritzy,
"I feel as if the gods blessed me in finding this secret. I don't know why you do this but since everyone has their secrets. I'm just thankful that it did happen and I hope it will occur again".

Bell's thoughts,
'He's the one! I need to marry him after this war is over. He respects my privacy, he's good looking, a marriage between us is appropriate since we're both nobles, he's kind, and he isn't a meathead like the rest of my division. Best of all, I love the man who took my virginity on accident. I won't have to live the shame of marrying a man even though I have slept with another'.

Noblewomen were severely watched over and had their life set out for them every step of the way. Their virginity is one of the most-watched over things about a noblewoman. Many nobles have requirements that they will not marry their son to another noble family if the lady provided had already been defloured. It didn't matter if the son has already slept with hundreds of other women and is plagued with diseases.

Bell,
"I as well will never forget our night together. It even seems we went a little unordinary with you wearing my shirt".

Ritzy remembers that he was wearing Bell's dress shirt and then took it off.

Ritzy,
"It seems we did. Wait, where are my clothes? I only see your's around".

Bell looked around and noticed that Ritzy's clothes were nowhere in the tent.

Bell,
"Huh. Since your the one who remembers the most last night and still don't know where your clothes at. I can't help you. Wait! I got an idea. Pass me my clothes".

Bell tossed the blanket away fully exposing herself to Ritzy and started picking up the clothes on the floor. Every time she bent down to pick an item of clothing, she would make sure to do it seductively.

Bell was trying to seduce Ritzy again since she couldn't remember last night. She was hoping that with her seducing Ritzy, she could remember her night with her golden man.

As she had almost every clothing piece on her, her shirt was still on Ritzy. She slowly walked to Ritzy and grabbed the collar of the shirt.

Ritzy was surprised at first but after seeing her acting in an enticing manner, he realized that she was still putting on a show for him.

She grabbed lightly Ritzy's collar and brought her lips to his neck. Now inches from Ritzy's neck, her breath could be felt. Her breast pressed on his chest while she stood on the tip of her toes. 

She then proceeded to kiss Ritzy neck up to lips. Giving small pecks as she went up. Once she reach Ritzy's lips, she still gave a pecking kiss.

She has never had any experience with a man and her only knowledge of relationships she had was from her mother providing books on the essence of being a wife. It didn't provide any sexual advice, only information of what is sex and how babies are conceived. Bell was running blindly when trying to enchant Ritzy.

Bell then help Ritzy remove her shirt off Ritzy while making sure to be as close and intimate as possible.

Her hand pulled the sweatshirt sleeves down Ritzy arms slowly. She made sure to feel Ritzy's shoulders, biceps, and forearms when taking off the shirt.

Once the shirt was off Ritzy, she stopped tips toeing. Though the next moment, she struggled to wear her shirt. She then looked at the floor and gave a fake innocent voice.

Bell,
"Oh I'm sorry Ritzy but could you pick up the bandage wraps I left on the floor. I need them so I can fit into my shirt".

Ritzy knew her ploy but he couldn't arouse suspicion. It would be considered strange that the person which one slept with last night was hesitant in helping the other cover her bosom. Pretending he didn't see her act, he did what she said.

Ritzy grabbed the bandages from the floor and then commence wrapping them around Bell's breasts. Each wrap made Bell's breast fell tighter and tighter. Decreasing the size of her torso little by little.  Every wrap causing her to make a slight seductive noise.

After a minute, the bandages were completely wrapped around her upper torso. Her chest seemed as if there was never a set of breasts on her.

With her torso skinny enough, she could finally wear her dress shirt.

Bell,
"Okay, wait here while I get you a new set of clothes. Don't worry, it shouldn't take too long".

As Bell left the private tent, Ritzy was left alone in the tent. He was now vulnerable and had to wait for Bell.  Ritzy could continue going into other tents and try to steal clothes but he didn't want another accidental situation like this to happen again.

Waiting, a couple of minutes went by with for Ritzy to do. He was utterly bored so he used Magic Presence to see what going around him to pass the time.

Waiting and waiting, Ritzy heard an unexpected conversation from servants was heard. They were talking about him and Bell.

Servant 1,
"Hey, did you see when a second person entered the tent?".

Servant 2,
"No. I only remember dropping him off in the tent when he was drunk and bothering the other guests. I even remember him telling us to f*ck of so he could masturbate. I only noticed that he was with another person when I heard moaning from the tent this morning".

Ritzy's mind,
'Wait, the reason she couldn't remember last night was because she was hammered and the reason she was nude was because she wanted to pleasure herself! She used my actions of faking to be with her last night against me to create a connection between us! I have been played. Not once but twice by two different masturbating women in 24 hours'.

The first servant then pointed in the distance,
"Hey, it seems like they left. The drunk kid has already left the tent and is talking to Jake".

Servant 2,
"Seems like it our time to clean up".

The second servant than put on a creepy devilish face.
"I'm going in first. Remember, the first person to see leftover items gets to keep it. Even panties!".

Servant 1,
"Hey not fair, you have a head start!".

Both servants then sprinted headfirst into the tent and saw Ritzy. The duo were speechless when they saw Ritzy inside. Ritzy was shocked as well and unprepared because he didn't think they would suddenly run inside.

Servant 2,
"Wait-".

Ritzy quickly conjured a scythe and slashed their bodies in half. Not letting them utter a single word more. The two didn't know that the drunk male from last night was in reality a woman so if word got out that Ritzy was homosexual. Ritzy's future would be ruined and his family reputation would be tainted.

Jack Rojas, AKA Bloody Ripper; the most notorious assassin to ever exist. Jack was a United States CIA Black Ops Agent. His job was to go under the alias Bloody Ripper and murder any leaders from other nations that opposed the United States. On a particular mission, he got caught and tried to make his escape but failed. As he was about to die, everything went black. All he could hear was a woman's light but loving voice.

Is this new world better or worse? And if it's worse, could it be good for Jack?

The hot air is slowly subsided as the dust and wind settles. Replacing it are the steams and vapors from melting ice created by Eirlys to cool down the magma, bringing dark clouds with them. They carry a burning rubbery malodor with sulfuric note. It gives people the migraine with one whiff, causing their lungs to constrict and their faces to grimace. However, no one is paying attention to it as everyone is looking at the last moment of a soul.
They are all standing on the smoking ground. Natasha is holding Fintan in her embrace. Her soul, which is half dark and half light, is flickering like an ember in the wind. There are millions of words she wants to say to her son, but time is running out. The boy rests comfortable in her embrace. His body has now become real as the glowing lines fade away. All the bruises and wounds had disappeared as the golden aura worked its magic. Natasha uses her transparent hands to brush his soft auburn hair.
"Nightmare goes away. Good dream comes."
She repeats the sentence softly as silent reigns around them, even the air has stood still. She kisses Fintan's forehead and gives him to Kano, who holds the boy as a treasure. 
"Thank you." That is all she needs to say as she bows her head in front of them, expressing an untold gratitude of a mother. Her voice is soft like a whisper but the weight of each word causes Neo's heart to ache like someone has driven a knife into it. An unwilling resignation runs across his handsome cold face as the grip on his scythe turns purple. As know his thought, Natasha gently shakes her head with a simple smile on her face. She walks toward to the flame woman, who is now still burning with the crimson light, but there is no strand of heat radiated from her. Natasha raises her hand and touches the face of the flame woman, which is like a porcelain statue as the emotion had never existed in it.
"It has been hard on you." The soft voice and the gentle smile are given by Natasha as the flame woman mutely shakes her head. "Thank you for being with me throughout my childhood. You are and will always be my favorite friend. And now I will leave Fintan with you. Can you protect him in my stead, Pan?"
The flame woman nods her head and closes her eyes. Her body becomes transparent as the flame slowly weaves out of her body and returns to its resting owner in Kano's embrace, revealing a white old bunny doll in the middle. The two big eyes and the cute smile makes it very huggable. There are marks and wears on its body, but the condition of the doll lets people know that its owner treasures it deeply. Natasha pulls the floating Pan in her embrace for the last time and kisses his forehead, like she has been doing for her entire life. She then gives him to the resting Fintan, who is slowly opening his light brown eyes.
"Mommy." That is his first word before the tears start to roll like rain, making everyone's eyes blurry and sniffle quietly.
"Fintan, be good okay. Mommy is sorry as I was not here and will not be able to stay near your anymore. Please forgive Mommy. Pan and these brothers and sisters will protect you in my place so you have to live a good live and grow up healthy, okay?" Her voice is breaking apart as she strokes his hair.
It was a very few words but her eyes said much more. Understand her heart, Fintan starts to chew on his lower lips as he is holding back his cry, but he cannot stop tears from racing down his cheeks. He grips Pan in his embrace as his little body is shaking vividly.
"Fintan is a big boy now. Fintan will be good. Fintan will be healthy. Mommy do not have to worry about Fintan." Every word is squeezed out with great force.
"Mommy will always love you and watch over you." She kisses his forehead on last time as time is now running out. Tears of pain is running down her kind face.
She gives Kano a gentle look and a soft smile, who responds back with a quiet agreement in his nod. She then looks at Neo with the same smile and give him a calm gesture, making his heart feel a sharp pain. There is no word needed as silent can speak for their overflowing emotion.
"Fintan, don't look my love." But the boy shakes his little head, insisting to press on.
Natasha closes her eyes with an acceptance on her face. Neo drags himself to raise his scythe. The pitch - dark blade is now sending out mournful wails in the air. The smoke from dark side of Natasha starts to thrash violently as the Contractor tries with desperation, but the dragon imprint shines brightly, binding it in place. With a hard swallowing to steel himself, Neo slashes down his scythe. The scythe draws a straight line in the middle of Natasha's soul. As the line touches the ground, the dark side explodes and turns into dirt, scattering away in the windless air. An echoing scream by a sound, that are made from thousand different voices, can be heard as the Contractor meets its warranted end. Neo dismisses his scythe and looking at the other half of Natasha soul with everyone. Natasha opens her eye with a gentle half curve on her face, as twinkling lights escaping from the cut. Her body in Alexandria and Alvis's embrace is now becomes fine particles, disappearing before their eyes.
"Mommy, mommy!!!" A gut - wrenching sob tears through the air as a great tremor takes over Fintan's body as he is now flailing in Kano's embrace, trying desperately to reach for Natasha. She shakes her head and her head is slightly tilted, making her soft smile shine brilliantly in the light which is forming a halo behind her. Kano and everyone try their best to hold the boy back. Tears are flowing down their face as Natasha's soul disintegrates into beautiful lights, floating up to the dark sky like stars. At that moment, as a goodbye to its owner and friends, a nostalgic melody floats airily from Pan's body as its play her favorite song by the Carpenters.
"Every sha - la - la - la,
Every wo - o - wo - o, still shines,
Every shing - a - ling - a - ling, that they're startin' to sing's, so fine."
It is an old song that Natasha had always listened when she was young and often danced with Fintan when they were alone in the house. She swayed with her son as laughter and happiness filled the house in those gentle days. It is now a precious memory of something that will not happen any longer.
The beautiful melody drifts to the cloudy sky as the rain starts to pour on the soft ground, bringing a dewy coolness to the heated dry barren land. But, the pit pat sound of the falling rain cannot ease the heart - breaking sound of a child who just lost his loving mother. Neo opens his beautiful wings to shelter the boy from the rain, as Kano holds him tight in his embrace. And they stand in the rain as the sound of sorrow from a young child for his mother echoes throughout the sopping air.
"It's yesterday once more …"

"Fate. A cruel trickster. An ironic chronicle. An inevitable existence. Even the almighty God cannot avoid.” Kano has recently returned to his home, still figuring out his future. He is drawn to the eyes, that are miniature Earth themselves. One night, his life changes because of those same eyes. Neo’s life has been predetermined since his birth but he has no qualms about it. Everything turns upside down when the guy with the husky velvet voice appears. Will they be able to tell their own stories or are they already written?

Disclaimer: The cover picture is not mine as I am still looking for someone to draw my cover. If you need me to take it down, let me know.

"Video?" Mo Yongheng raised his eyebrows.
Clearly, he had missed out the exciting part of last night.
She was well-prepared. Not only were there photographs, but she had also recorded a video.
Zheng Yan suddenly realized what she had just blurted out when she heard the sly tone in his question. Shocked, she tried to pry her hand away and staggered backward.
"No, there's no video, only the photographs you saw… anyway, from what I can see, you were the one who took advantage of me, don't even think of denying it!"
"Did… I… deny… it?"
Mo Yongheng opened his thin lips in reply as he inched closer towards her, gazing intently at the hickeys on her neck and deliberately pausing after every word. 
"Since you've recorded a video, you should have seen who was the one hugging me and refusing to let go. The person was clinging onto me and trying to kiss me, I was a gentleman and tried to push the person away but she was crying in grievance and demanded to know why I wouldn't allow her to kiss me…" 
Mo Yongheng spoke slowly, clearly enunciating every word on purpose.
Zheng Yan flushed redder with every sentence he said.
"You were the one who told me that if I did not fall for your trap and do something, it would be considered a failed attempt to seduce me and you wouldn't be able to answer to Nian Xiaomu. That was why I cooperated with you. Now you're saying that I took advantage of you intentionally?"
"!!!"
Did she even say that?
Wouldn't that be considered selling herself?
No way. She was drunk last night and could not recall anything. She should not fall for everything he said.
He was intentionally trying to trick her and she would not believe a single word.
"Even if I was the one who made the first move, you could have pushed me away. If I had tried to get closer, you should have tried harder to push me away. You're highly skilled and I wouldn't have been able to fight you. Why didn't you reject me? You undressed me instead!"
Zheng Yan stiffened her neck and tried to analyze the situation as calmly as she could.
Mo Yongheng did not answer immediately but instead, turned his head to look at the people walking past them. He muttered calmly, "Are you sure you want to continue standing here to listen to my answer?"
"…"
Forget it, this was too embarrassing.
Anyway, Mo Yongheng had caught her and there was no way she could make her escape. It was better for them to find a place to clear things up.
Zheng Yan snatched her luggage and followed behind him in silence.
They exited the airport's departure hall.
Mo Yongheng's car was parked in the car park outside. As Zheng Yan was hesitating whether to get into the car, Mo Yongheng reached out to grab hold of her luggage and stuffed it into the car trunk. He then opened the car door for her.
She took a glance, it was the back seat of the car.
Well, this was good, if Mo Yongheng was seated at the driver's seat, she wouldn't be able to see his face from this angle and she wouldn't be gripped with a guilty conscience.
Zheng Yan assured herself and lowered her head to get onto the car.
She had just settled down when a tall figure climbed into the back seat next to her. His eyes met her startled gaze as he propped himself on one hand and sandwiched her slim figure in between the car seat and his chest. 
He lowered his gaze and it was as though their breathing became entwined.
Zheng Yan felt goosebumps all over.
Mo Yongheng's gaze was dark and enshrouded with menace. "You were asking me why I undressed you? I can tell you now." 
"Let's not talk about that for now… sit… please sit further away, I feel like you're trying to take advantage of me!" Zheng Yan turned around and exclaimed nervously. 
If it were someone else, she might have punched that person by now.
However, the person taking advantage of her was Mo Yongheng.
It was awkward between them and Mo Yongheng would have the upper hand if she were to fight him.


Yu Yuehan is the usual rich, perfect, aloof president—the richest man in City H; but one day, a female toddler suddenly appears in his life as his daughter! Despite being certain that he has never touched a woman before, DNA tests certify that the toddler is his! He soon becomes a good 'daddi' for the little toddler, Xiao Liuliu.

Two years later, for some inexplicable reason, Xiao Liuliu becomes very fond of a trial nurse, Nian Xiaomu, hired to take care of her. Nian Xiaomu has a strong personality and refuses to let anyone bully her. Constantly wary that anyone might cause harm to his daughter, Yu Yuehan keeps a constant watch over Nian Xiaomu. However, his black-bellied daughter has plans for her father up her sleeves… Over time, Nian Xiaomu reveals her charming side bit by bit; and for the first time in his life, Yu Yuehan is drawn in by this mysterious woman…

Keywords: Mysterious Daughter, Cute Daughter, Aloof, Nurse, Strong Woman

Cute Scene:

"Daddi, you are so handsome!" Xiao Liuliu blushes.
"Daddi, I want hugs!" Xiao Liuliu coos.
"Daddi, I want a younger sister! Quick make one with Mommi."
"Daddi…"
Yu Yuehan says in a deadpan fashion, "I have never slept with any woman! How can I have a daughter!?"
"Did Mommi sleep with you without you realizing it?"
Yu Yuehan: "…”

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There was a person who is insisted to lie upon whatever he speaks with anyone except one word which is "It's Done"
Person follows each and every word of point meanwhile reached to a certain destination of view as because an agreement would be scheduled for about 21days with respect to surprises waiting for !
"Lies make you sick and crack a brick very easily but losses Integrity"
After that, day by day he gets successes by lying, last day to progress with this assignment made a point of thing to be precious which would be: Do you need me is the last question and person is surprised with the answer 


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The Rest Of My Life Is For You

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