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Qing Feng was a boy that open his eyes for the first time at the year 2000, he
Was born in a middle class family that can be considered rich in the village but that just in the village a father a mother and a big brother that was five year older than him also there was other members of the family as well 

At the age of 3 he first time he enter the school , time passed at the first year
he go through various test at school and he became first at the end of the year and he also made many friends as well 

Soon years passes as he and his friends grow up together always played together, but like any other humans he had some deference as well for first ,,,
he was a little fat even his friends some time call him fat as well. secend; is that he fear girls at first it wasn't that bad but slowly as time pasa  it turns worse. at first when he was eight he could somehow touch hand of his friends that were girls but at the age of 10 it turned impossible to touch a girl.

Time passed as he and his friends turn fourteen that's when he bought the smartphone that changed his way of life .
It was then he watched his first anime it was not like the animes he watched in tv it was completely different, to him it was as if he found something that he always carved for like he found completely new world that he can live on and always dream about.

From then on he completely drowned in the new world he found but that doesn't means he forgot to go to his school,his scores were as good  as always it's just, at that time a new student transfer to his school from a different place and soon they become friends and he learned that he also use to come first in his school that's the reason that qing feng came 2'nd at the end of the year exam. 

But he was not sad,, on the other hand ha was happy for his friend and also he had his own world of anime as well so he didn't mind about the exam scores, his other friends ware good at academic but not at the his level 

But at the next year change everything, it was at the start of the year when he almost finished watching every good anime that were available online for free of changes, he was sad that all the anime were finish but that didn't last long thow  next qing feng found out about novel. 

Qing Feng  didn't wast a single moment  after learning about fantasy  novel and immediately searched for it and found that there are hundreds of novels to be read that mean hundreds of New world. 

Day's passed and qing feng keep reading and reading but his exam scores didn't lowered a single bit, slowly the days that he goes to school decrease and at the end he became a shut in, other than the time for his own need qing feng Stop coming out of his room, more then a year passed like that.

Now it was the time of governments board exem of them . he also took part in  the exem,

The exam lasted for about two weeks and he and his friends finished the exem and now it was the time for two months holiday before the scouts are out, so it was his best time to read novel and manga. 

Qing Feng was a shut in, but he never wasted his time, the time he was in his room he also became interest in learning different language's so he learned Chinese , english, for reading novel and manga that he found online. .
At home his mother, father and brother tried to make him go out of his room but failed, now speaking of brother he always for some reason hate him so qing feng also hate him there where time they fought but to qing feng the brother is also family and like that days pass ..

Soon the holidays were over and it was the time for the scores of the board exem to be announced, it was also the time that qing feng   and friends turned sixteen years old as  well.

Qing Feng and his friends were on there way to school there were some little kids as well that were returning to there homes .qing feng and some of his friends  home's were on the  different side of the school so they were about to cross the road when five kids started to run to cross the road  four kids allready crossed the road and a little girl was still crossing and at that time came the enemy of all the otaku and shut in's it was all and everyone's respected and one an only truck-kun that was about to crush the little girl,,           
To,, qing feng time seemed to slow down his somehow fat body moved on it's own jumping straight he throw the little girl to the arms of his friend on the different side of the road and then with a....
"bang" came pain an unbelievable amount of pain, after that all that was left there was darkness an infinite amount of darkness ...

This is a story about Qing Feng who reincarnated as Qing Shui and from the love he received from Qing Yi he totally accepted himself as Qing Shui.

(I am just writing for fun so sorry  if there are any problem)

In Masika's room…
Zack sat on the chair and observed the neat room. There is a seating area (where he is), a bed, a desk with a chair, and floating shelves filled with books. Everything is in its place.
Above the desk is a corkboard with a number of photos attached to it. Zack wanted to see who is on the photos, but he was afraid of how that would be too nosy, so he told himself to stay put. 
"We have about twenty minutes until dinner. Do you want to drink something?", Masika asked.
Zack rejected her offer. "No, thanks. I'm fine."
Masika grabbed a bottle of water and sat opposite from him.
"The summer is over, what do you plan to do now?", Zack asked.
"Study mostly. If I keep my current pace, in two years I can start college."
"I thought you are already taking college-level courses."
Masika bobbed her head excitedly. "Those are advanced high-school courses which give me college credits. But I want to try out a course or two in person. I hear that UCLA is amazing and I want to experience sitting in a big classroom, surrounded with like-minded strangers, and listen to the lecture."
Zack smiled. He likes her enthusiasm and desire to try new things. "Do you know what major you want to take?"
"I'm thinking about a few options, but at this point, I want to be a firearms engineer."
Zack was surprised by her choice. In his mind, she is a delicate girl who should go for a clean office job, in a sharp business suit... something with computers probably. "How did you pick that?"
"I know how to use firearms.", Masika said confidently. "I want a chance to improve them. And it's not only about explosives. Current weapons are getting mixed in with robotics and artificial intelligence, so there will be mechanics and coding as well. All those things interest me. A big bonus is that I can go to Charlie and ask for a job at Smithsonite corp. With his reference, I will get job easily.", Masika ended smugly. She saw that Zack is listening with interest. "How about you?"
"Me? I finished school a long time ago."
Masika knows that Zack didn't go beyond high school. "Don't you think that getting a college degree can be beneficial?"
"Not really.", Zack admitted. "It's not necessary for the type of work I'm doing."
"Sarah does not agree with that. She reminds us that accidents happen. Now you can go and fight, but what if you get shot or your limbs are broken and you can't go on missions anymore? What will you do then without an education? Are you counting that your living expenses will be covered? Are you really fine with letting others take care of you? The Zack I know is not a passive guy. The Army of Chaos members have options to get their degrees online, you should look it up. I can help you with picking a major and a program if you want."
Zack smiled. He likes the idea of Masika coming to him for something non-mission related. But he can't say that right away. "I will think about it and let you know."
…
They all had dinner in the massive dining hall which is in the house where kids and staff are staying.
During dinner, Sarah asked JoAnna about the condition of Master Hollow.
"He is recuperating well.", JoAnna said. "Imani is doing a great job with medications and dressing his wounds."
"When can I get out of this?", Master Hollow gestured to the wheelchair.
JoAnna exhaled. This old man does not like to sit in the wheelchair, he told her that many times and she is surprised to see that he is not walking around sneakily. "You can start moving slowly and carefully. When you feel discomfort, you need to stop."
"Do you have an estimate when he will be recovered fully?", Sarah asked.
"If he takes good care of himself… Maybe in two to three months he can resume his usual activities.", JoAnna said. "But, I don't recommend that he returns home for the winter."
"Cold doesn't bother me.", Master Hollow grumbled.
"Yes, I know. You are a superman, but your healing abilities are a bit lacking.", JoAnna said sarcastically. "You need to face the facts that you are not getting any younger and that you need to take care of your body."
"Do you want to go home?", Sarah asked.
Master Hollow glanced toward Bo, Souta, and Wing and hesitated. "Do we need to talk about it now?"
"No. But now is the beginning of the school year. You know that all of you are welcome here, and if you decide to stay over winter, it will allow you to recuperate and we can get Bo, Souta, and Wing to enroll into a school.", Sarah said casually. She knows that if she mentioned only Master Hollow's recovery, he would probably deny staying due to his stubbornness. But with his disciples in the picture, it's a different story.
Master Hollow is not willing to accept staying long term, but he found an excuse not to reject. "OK. I will talk to them and see what they want to do."
Sarah smiled and glanced at Aiden. Both of them know that if it's up to those three, they are staying.
The topic moved to JoAnna's delivery.
"Are you scared? Excited?", Sarah asked Jeff and JoAnna.
"All of it.", Jeff responded honestly.
"We will be there.", Sarah said.
Jeff smiled gratefully. "I only hope that Anna is well after this."
JoAnna nudged him. "Of course, I will be fine. The best ObGyn in the city will perform the surgery and Emma and Imani will be there…" JoAnna said that Jeff will also enter the operating room and that he can't decide if he will cut the umbilical cords or not.
"It's not that I don't want to do it, but the reality is that if I don't faint, I will count it as a success.", Jeff admitted.
They watched a video of a C-section and Jeff barely kept his food down. In the video, they cut up the belly and he can see the insides, and the babies are tiny and slimy and gross and then they patch up the woman, and there is a lot of fluids and blood and… he is queasy just by thinking of it. Ah, and he will get to see it live tomorrow!
JoAnna laughed when she saw that Jeff is losing color from his face. "You will do great. I need you to be my strength, remember?"
"Luckily, Jeff is channeling my stress, so I feel fine.", JoAnna said jokingly.
…
At the end of the dinner, Sarah reminded kids that starting tomorrow, they are resuming their usual schedule: morning run, breakfast, study time, lunch, the afternoon is free, and then dinner.
Aiden said that tomorrow, after the morning run, they can do self-guided exercises if they want because he will not be there. "Don't try anything new without approval from Haru, Allen, or Julius.", Aiden reminded them.
Master Hollow cleared his throat and added: "I will be there if assistance is needed."
Sarah addressed the study time in the morning. "It is time for us to start the next academic year. Each of you went through testing recently and you are aware of your results. You have in your rooms booklets with information on courses that are available for you to take. Tomorrow morning, I will be at the hospital, welcoming my niece and nephew." Sarah glanced at JoAnna's belly and then continued addressing kids seated at the tables: "Use that time to go through the booklets, talk among each other, and pick the courses you want to take. In two days, I will meet with you to discuss your choices. By the end of the week, I hope that we can decide what you will do for the next school year. Based on that, we will figure out if you will take courses online, or we will get a tutor, or maybe you go and attend classes or take practical training in person. Independent studies from the books and online sources are also an option, but for that you will need to show me good previous grades. I hope that kids who are here for a while are confident enough to advise their juniors who joined us recently…"
Kids were excited. With this, they are finally going back to the routine, like a big family with the addition of twenty-seven girls who joined from the Beach House. Ah, it will be a fun year! And more than one year...
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Sarah Hill is an introvert who does not want to attract attention. Other than mad coding skills, Sarah knows how to throw a punch. She believes that her biggest problem is the existence of the hacker Omega and her world flips upside-down when the most popular guy on campus approaches her. What does he want? Why her? (Ah, Sarah, that is only the beginning.) 

JoAnna Hill easily makes friends with her bubbly personality. Some call her a mad scientist, but she prefers ‘Dr. Hill’, because that is what she is. JoAnna is an excellent markswoman who can snipe out any target and she is wondering if her prince charming will ever come.

Sophia Hill is the voice of reason, their pillar of support. She is a confident CEO who knows how to get what she wants. Sophia’s degree in law combined with amazing capabilities to analyze the situation and plan ahead make her the perfect strategist (to achieve a goal without ending up in jail). 

This is a story of three Hill sisters who are navigating through challenges while they uncover the complicated story behind their maternal side of the family. And their father is not a simple man either.
Every sister is different, and so are their relationships. 

They all have in common: trust and belief that if they work together, anything is possible.

Mature content! 18+

***SPOILER? - START *** 
The story starts with a focus on the youngest sister (Sarah). 
After about 100 chapters, the oldest sister (Sophia) gets in the romantic spotlight. 
JoAnna finds herself pulled into romance last, at about 200 chapter mark. 
***SPOILER? - END ***

Excerpt from the novel...

"Do you believe in destiny?", Sarah broke the silence. 
"Destiny?" Aiden didn't expect such a question. 
"Yes. The thing that is meant to happen, and there is nothing you can do to prevent it. And when it does happen, everything feels right." 
"Why would you ask me such a thing?" 
"Until a few weeks ago I would say that there is no such thing as destiny. That we are all masters of our lives and that everything depends on our actions, or lack of it. But I can't help but wonder: why did I not push you away? ... Why does it feel like everything will be OK as long as we are together? ... You are a piece of me that I never knew was missing. Is this destiny?" 
"Mmm... if that is destiny, then I approve it.", Aiden lightly kissed Sarah's shoulder and rested his chin on it. 

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Contains descriptions of intimate scenes. If you are not comfortable with that, don’t read it!
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Dara spends her alone time for house chores. Cleaning up here and there, organizing things, doing some preparation for lunch, but not yet cooking, setting up her breakfast and putting it aside. Then when she's finished with around half of the maid's duties, she sits on the rugs on the floor with a short table, that Beth usually uses as her study desk, in front of her. It's brown furniture in the middle of the living room and quite large for a laptop with two bowls of food, and some books to be put on there.

She has around a couple of hours before she has to leave and fetch the kids from school. She stares at her empty sketchbook. Her mind still wanders around about what to draw. She just feels so, so empty. She takes a sip of her coffee, always the boost, the inspiration, the mate for her soul. But it just feels way too bland this time.

Dara sighs and leans her back onto the couch behind her, staring at the bulb above her. "Hmm…," she hums and rests her head down. Thinking.

Dara suddenly sees a tall shadow passing  through the room, gliding fast to the kitchen and she startles, panting for air, "oh my God, who's there?" Dara tries to lift her feet but she can't move. She's so afraid. And she realizes that she is in her dream. "DARA WAKE UP!!! DARA!!! WAKE UP PLEASE I'M SCARED, WAKE UP!!!" Her dream tries to wake her up but she can't. 

Dara gasps after some while that felt like hours of fear for her and raises her head from the couch. She grabs her water bottle next to her leg and gulps nearly to the bottom of it, trying to manage herself and breathe. "Okay, okay, just a dream, Dara, just a dream, " Dara keeps on panting for some while. She gazes at the kitchen and breathes sharply, "ugh, just a dream, okay." She places her hand on her chest and gives a gentle pressure to give herself ease.

***

Dara is a young Indonesian mom who lives in Singapore with an Indonesian husband named Eric and two children named Christian and Bethany. She is a… err, happy mom? 
Anyway, she is always happy with her children. 

She is an online author, she writes short stories, mostly light romances. She is essentially an Indonesian and mostly does Indonesian work.  Two or three of her creations have been published as short stories in Indonesian tv programs in the last year.

But lately, she feels tired and uninspired to compose stories so she's been taking her hiatus from short stories and shifting to comics. She's not a bad artist though, her first comic reached 1.6k viewers in the first 24 hours. And she just completed it last weekend and needs new and fresh ideas for the next one whether it's going to be a story or a comic. 

But her short dream annoyed her just now.

***

"I think I need another break, a day or two will be great though, I need that 'me time'…. Yeah right!" Dara sighs at her ridiculous thought and rolls her eyes, mocking herself. "Hookaay, see what we can do now, hmm…," Dara scrolls some random social media on her phone screen, randomly reading some cake recipes and funny stories or videos.

There is a post that attracted her attention, it's from Kayla, a friend from a group of people who are into revealing fake accounts or scammers and such. She has never had any certain intentions to be in the group, it was just something fun for her, she always thought so. And the group is organized by women from all around the world.

So the post contains a gallery of screenshots of a dating app that shows a chat room of Kayla and a guy where the guy was harassing her in an extremely rude way. Dara gets a bit shocked reading that guy's messages and gets curious, so she keeps on reading. The screenshots, the captions, and the comments. 

It's a post from a day before, she sees 4 screenshots and more than a hundred comments in total. "Wow! She's just suddenly famous! Haha," Dara chuckles a bit.

Dara and Kayla don't know each other personally in real life. Kayla lives in the Philippines and they only talk through the online room, and she is quite popular there. She often shares funny and cute stuff that is quite entertaining. And she sounds like a fun and friendly person too. She's around 3 years younger than Dara, single and works as a makeup artist, it's been more than a year since Kayla doing it persistently. 

So then Dara contacts Kayla, because of her curiosity. They chat for a while, letting Dara learn about the chatting app that Kayla posted earlier. And how Kayla fell into that kind of abusive conversation with the guy.

Dara often laughs lightly while she's chatting with Kayla. Kayla shares funny experiences she had through the chatting apps, not only the bad one with the rude guy. Dara feels quite enlightened with the laughter but her face suddenly flattens when she reads Kayla's last message, "try it yourself, install one or two."

Dara stops replying to her and gazes away, thinking…, "hmm… should I?" She taps her fingernail on the desk.

***

Dara switches her laptop off and leaves her phone on the desk while she is preparing herself to leave the house, fetching kids from school. Getting herself up from the rugs, she takes her sketchbooks and her coffee that is barely drank yet and takes a gulp or two, walking to the kitchen area. She leaves the glass and picks a pair of jeans and a sling bag

She takes a glance at the phone screen while she walks back, zipping up her jeans. "Ah, that one has done installing. What's this?" Dara puts the handle of her sling bag between her teeth, biting it, and grasps her phone reading the registration page of the Tinkle app. She grins and accidentally drops her sling bag onto her foot, "ugh, ouch!"

Dara quickly fills the registration page. And based on what Kayla told her earlier, "only a simple suggestion, but do not put your real name there," she writes 'Catwoman' as her username. And, based on Kayla's another warning, "and you better not putting your face there as well," she puts her face there, but from the side. 

***

Dara walks out and locks the door. She hears a different notification from her phone and opens it while walking to the elevator. She surprised at what she sees on the screen when she's inside the elevator and widens her eyes, "holy pepperoni…!" But she is in a bit of a rush for kids though, so she puts it back in her bag when the elevator opens and sends her to the ground floor. 

"I have never known what efforts were;
I have never known what submission referred to;
I have never known what my passion was;
I have never known what I, myself really was;
Until there was… You"
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Rewritten version
21+ alert!!!
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Dara is indeed a great submissive catch for a cold-hearted Dominant man like him, she's an innocent, a pure one to be taught, wrapped in a beautiful, petite, almost flawless appearance.
For Dara herself, this is her very first time to get into this kind of darker side.
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Being a slave means being strong. 
More than what she has become all along. 
The circumstance that Dara has never thought would be extremely challenging. 
But, by being his slave...
She finds herself.
She finds her deepest, hidden passion that she has never realized herself, before.
She finds a way to overcome.
She finally learns how to share a man, like a harem.
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Getting into the BDSM world virtually, was never her intention at all, but here she is sharing a man with girls from all over the world, in a virtual room of harems.
Jealousy, humility, degrading, among friendly, sympathetic, cooperation, partnerships, and even knowledge shared there. All of the mixing emotions of ups and downs flutter her heart and sanity. 
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Will she grow stronger and earn him?
Will she survive with all of the emotional occurrences? 

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Since Bella and kelvin were kids, their pack tried to hide and conceal their powers, but fate can't be changed, as this best friends explored their powers to protect the world as prophesied; the two werewolves will suffer great tragedies and would birth the Divine, Bella, and Kelvin are those werewolf mates that loved each other to the core, but they have also discovered that to fulfill their destinies to rule and protect the world, a great sacrifice must be done.

❝One of them must die❞

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So today I was reading part 6 of jojos and I found out that the place that I had been reading it was shut down so I could not read any further witch made me sad. Today is a good day I finished all my online classes early and I was able to play with my 2 cats. I have not many hobbies I play rugby and sometimes I swim for a club but my fav thing is video games. I like the new COD and Mirrors edge.recently I have been saving for the new doom but I am no where near affording it I wanted to get famous oh here but I don't think that will happen I was just bored and decided it write something for the world to see.

Remember if you think life is hard at the moment imagine the amount of fun you can have after you are allowed out and that you can do what ever you want and if your young you have bragging rights to your kids that you survived a pandemic that killed millions and if your a adult you can tell you kids that you went through it to so they can't complain if you don't.

As before I don't think it bothers me that we are stuck in because it gives us a chance to get away from a lot of problems.but some people say it makes some new problems but to that I will say that you have a few months to get it done.we allways say we need a break but now that we have a ages one we all need to "go back to normal" MAKE UP YOUR MIND.you only say what suits you at the moment suck it up and solider on through hard times.

That's all from me today I probably will right like 3 more.

I was shitting myself today before meeting Luke today. I'm sat here waiting, the kids are at their dads and I'm having a rare moment of peace…  Recently, in quiet moments like these, instead of catching up on housework, exercising, walking the dog or important, grown up things, I've passed the time trying to take the perfect picture for my online dating profile. In fact, I'm slightly embarrassed to admit that I've become quite obsessed with capturing one thats good enough. The problem is the life album of photos I've got to choose from just aren't geared to compliment the modern world of online dating - the pictures of me are either eons of years old and no longer look like I do now, or they've been taken at the park/ zoo/ *insert any family friendly unsexy destination here* with the kids pulling faces in the background, popping two fingers up behind my head and grinning, or, of course, they've been taken with me next to my ex. I was also a bit of a married snob, who thought selfies were for the self absorbed and often ranted and questioned why people no longer took pictures of scenery and had to stick their face in every shot they captured… well I fucking know why now don't I? 
Everyone else I'm meant to be squaring shoulders with for attention from eligible handsome single men in the online world have been preparing their dating worthy photos for years! Some wise and worldly person must have slipped this nugget of advice to them at just the right point in their lives so they could encourage the kids to dip out of photos at just the right moment whilst they were skiing, rock climbing, petting a tiger, in a bikini on a yacht, posing balanced atop a beautiful mountain with endless views, dressed to impress for a night out in a classy club or fancy restaurant, smiling provocatively whilst surrounded by friends around a campfire with twinkling lights and someone in the background playing the ukulele, or y'know somewhere amazing and exotic like Timbuktu hanging off the arm of a celebrity… whereas my pictures… well… let's put it this way, as a result of my 'blissfully married at a young age' ignorance I am paying the price dearly. My photos have all been taken post break up, where alone time has been scarce and opportunity marginal at best - funnily enough I haven't managed to find the time recently to escape the kids, take a cruise, pet a tiger, scale a mountain, bathe on a beach or rub shoulders with celebs. Instead, I've been rather preoccupied with being solely responsible for the dishes, work, co-parenting schedules, homework, reading books, cooking, cleaning, changing the beds, mowing the lawn, school runs, parents evenings, bills… you get the picture. My dating pictures therefore have been taken in one of two places - my kitchen or my bathroom - and are far from glamorous or 'showing off my wide range of hobbies, skills and interests to make me seem like an interesting, well travelled, rounded person: AKA - a good catch' as every online dating guru would advise … Saying that, just for shits and giggles I did recently try to take a few in my garden (Hey! someone might think its the wild wilderness - it is getting pretty overgrown!!) 
I'm also equally ashamed to admit that, in my quest for the perfect picture, I've been thinking about cheating a little and just taking my phone on a walk somewhere a little more picturesque - just to snap a few shots. Fortunately, I quickly realise how mentally crazy that is - due to my lack of practice over the years, to get even a marginally good selfie I tend to need to take at least 503 photos from every angle imaginable, and, as you could probably well imagine, before you know it quite some time can pass me by without even realising it. At which point, I usually give up, bored shitless (or because its taken so long its dark outside and I look even more horrific without natural light), and I inevitably go with one of the first few pictures I took right at the beginning before I started 'experimenting with weird angles'… So, with so much time needed to capture the 'perfect selfie', out in the wilderness I run the risk of being caught doing this in a public, on my own, in a field or something. Now, how the fuck would I explain that!?! If someone catches me, by myself, makeup a plenty, taking multiple selfies of myself for no apparent reason… I'd quite literally die. Fact. So, for that reason, and a few others like my dignity, pride and self-esteem, I have refrained from doing so - for now. Just about. But if I get desperate… and none of this works out… it might just have to be an option. Wish me luck.
You know, thinking about it, perhaps I'm not alone and others face this problem too - which is why the internet is flooded with weird and wonderful dating pictures!!!! When you think about, nearly every profile, even the ones with tigers being petted, also have at least one picture of them in sunglasses - maybe they are going incognito just in case the neighbours catch them in the field down the road too!!!!, Perhaps some of them, faced with the same challenge as me, have obviously just given up and that's why they have shared pictures of them with their exes, and others, also desperate to spice up their offering, decided to post pictures of just their body, or from themselves but far, far in the distance, or take make it a bit more artsy, just a snap of the back of their head! This totally explains all the weird ones I'd wondered about!!!! The only pics that I just don't think I'll ever understand is the ones of men with a naked chest, pelvis and legs just about covered by their duvet laying in their bed? I mean, WTF, do they really think women will fall for that? Not once have I thought - there's the man of my dreams right there, not once. 
Spending so much time alone these past few months, taking selfies and questioning my life choices, has also led to me talking to myself a lot more, y'know just running things over in my head for a 'second' opinion - The only trouble is, this means that I've kinda developed two distinct personalities that I can only describe to you as my 'online self' and my real self. 
My 'online self' is totally ready for things like kissing, flirting and dating - she is completely fearless and raring to go, whereas my real self is totally unsure, far from ready, completely clueless and all round shit scared. As a result, my 'online self' often pisses my real self right off.
The biggest arguments with myself tend to happen right before I actually meet with someone. Like now… right now I'm waiting to meet with Luke for the second time - and until now, I've been all like kissy emoji, sweet dreams, you give me butterflies via text - yeh well done online me! Thanks a fucking bunch. You don't have to face the consequences of your hussy behaviour do you? - that kind of shit is just fine when you're all alone behind the safety of your phone screen, miles apart at 10pm at night. So I've discovered, online me is at her most confident whilst sat in my PJs with hairy legs, messy hair and no makeup feeling all snuggled and brave… But, right now, at 10 in the morning, just moments before some real life face to face communication, with my just shaved plucked turkey legs, dodgy unpracticed makeup, fat thighs, farting French Bulldog sat by feet, no filter face and distinct lack of said flirty personality… right now, its not seeming like such a good bloody idea is it? 
My online self has retreated a bit in this moment. She's stepped back a little, but is still there in the background grinning like the crazy, wise Cheshire Cat she thinks she is, watching the emotional turmoil unfold with glee. It's like she is saying - "You'll never get over it if you don't kiss someone, I'm just pushing you in the right direction' - well fuck you me in my head - its not you that actually has to kiss someone when you're petrified is it? What if I've forgotten how to kiss - what if we bash teeth, what if its rubbish, if I forget to breath or if I make a weird noise?… or worse, all this bloody nonsense build up I've created what if… I fucking cry! Hot damn. Please just put me out of my misery… If I lived in America and could just go to a million kissing booths, get all these nerves out of my system, kiss a million strangers, and the world will just feel less daunting again. 'Until it moves onto the first time in the bedroom…' she taunts. Fuck off online me, just Fuck. Right. Off. 
Maybe I should cancel, I mean, I don't need to this… I'm happy on my own, this is hardly enjoyable is it? Quite frankly its fucking scary. Anyway, being a spinsters not so bad - I've already decided on dogs instead of cats. I much prefer dogs. Crazy old dog lady has a better ring to it anyway!
Then… my phone pings. It's Luke… "just leaving". 
Fuck! 
Maybe I could text back and tell him "Sorry my uncle John is flying over from Jamaica today! Totally gutted, would have been amazing 😘." 
Maybe I'm just not ready for this dating lark - I need a couple of years off ideally - to lose weight, buy a bikini, travel the world a bit - master the art of childfree photography, climb a few mountains, go skiing, meet a few tigers - y'know get my dating profile up to scratch…

What happens when your life turns on its head at 30 and all of a sudden you are thrown into the world of online dating, co-parenting and finding yourself again?

Its bad when even a counseling app regrets you,and I know it's trying to tell me that online counseling apps are very effective in som situations no the face to face outselling I'd better but the whole freaking reason I was trying the online counseling school because my family is too freaking poor to pay for counseling and even if we weren't poor I'm not telling my parents anything about me. But whatever I'll just bottle my feelings up as usual because no one ever cares to listen.
I just really wished it that it didn't tell me no again because everything is getting worse. Not many things make me happy anymore. I just kinda feel.....numb and it's like I'm sleepwalking through life. But what does it matter. I hop I get lucky and everything will end soon enough.
Some of my friends and boyfriend have been noticing that I've changed. They are always asking me "What's wrong?" "Are you okay?" Then one of my friends just straight up told me to stop being sad. Then now that I think about it the friends I've only know for a couple months have noticed my change in attitude. The friends I've known longer don't see a difference. I'm also reading a book about a girl planning her suicide. It's called "By the time you read this I'll be dead" by Julie Anne peters then another book is "Impulse" by Ellen Hopkins and that's from the point of view of three kids who are all in an institution because they all tried killing themselves in different ways.

**Originally written on Wattpad**

Just random thoughts and just somewhere to let out my emotions. I started writing this on March 2019 and im still writing it to this day.

Believed it if you want but I'm not really that busy as a king, I usually spend most of my time learning magic in the magic section of the Library of Alexandria which contains all of humankinds wisdom and all the magic book in the babylon. 

I learned that I can enter the Babylon a while back ago and slow down time inside if I wanted to, getting a little bored he entered a section of the library he neglect before.

Entertainment sectors, he slowly walked as he dragged his finger through the book before randomly picking a book. 

['Legend of Ne'rr'  number 1 selling of year 3002] Reading the 214 paged book in under a minute and spend the next 5 minutes trying to understand how good it was, it's one of the best book he ever read by a whole universe it's addicting.

For the next month a rumor through out Atlantis that thier king has been reading a book never even leaving his eyes on it even while in the middle of a meeting. 

He even created a magic that let him make a clone of himself that do his work for him while he read his book, the counsel got worried and called the former queen Atlanna whiched talked some sense into him.

Stabbing himself in the chest which healed instantly leaving a hole in his clothes, he sighed at himself still couldn't believe he become addicted in reading books as he haven't even started on the Movie,Games and music section.

Seeing thier king walk around the palace, he heard maids whispering on how he isn't reading a book and is curious on what book he was reading giving him an idea.

Unlike most kings he isn't greedy and would we willing to share his 'things', sighing into Atlantis's biggest online book store 'Acel' which has over 3.3 billion users, as paper can't be used underwater unless it's magic like all book in his library.

As for why he already have an account, every online services has an already created account for the kings with admin or so power. 

Cracking his knuckles he created 10 Shadow clone which is the name of the magic spell, as he and his cloned entered his private room full of computers, gaming stations of every kind and multiple holographic TV's.

They started typing at a speed that would burn a normal keyboard and uploaded 100 of the less addicting books he has read before going back to sleep as it's already midnight.

Checking the news as he barely checked this month, he only saw news of himself and the books he published no matter how far he scrolls only seeing Alissa Crysel being pregnant before seeing more of himself.

 I know that a king usually never interact online but this is too much over books, thiers kids dying out in the human world why don't they report on that instead of me and my books.

Over the past weeks my life has been weird as I keep catching maids and guards looking at me, even when I take a stroll outside of the palace I keep seeing people stare at me more than usual. 

I have a feeling that if I wasn't the king right now I would be kidnapped by these people, I'm starting to regret sharing those books as my citizens has gone crazy online. 

Gathering enough courage I signed in into the biggest social media app and making a statement saying I would upload 1 book every 6 months, most didn't even question where I got these books from.

As expected Acel with my permission has published my books on the surface world, making my name a house hold name if I wasn't already.  

With my clone doing my work, I went behind the palace where an underwater fall is,  connecting to the place I got the trident from. Finding myself faced to faced with Karathen (her name), I petted her nose as she closed her eyes.

"You know, I have an artefact that can shrink you down if you want I could gift it to you" I said as I was still petting her giant nose.

"I would accept anything you give me your majesty, however I prefer on sleeping here as it feels comfortable to me" she said she wiggled her tentacles.

Snapping my fingers a necklace that seems to be made of gold and a giant yellow gem hanging in the middle appear around her neck, this necklace only allows the user to change its and the users size as it's also very durable.

"You can try it now" I said as I watched her turn from a giant scary monsters into a kind of cute mini monster the size of a foot ball. 

"How do I looked your majesty" she said with a surprised voice when she heard her voice turned squeaky.

After some testing and making sure her body doesn't have any side effects she found herself sleeping in my shoulder, using her tentacles and a little bit of my magic to not fall and balance at all time.

Walking back to the palace from here, I started thinking what to do next as I can create a clone that can do most of my kingly duties.

Feeling my arm vibrate I teleported on my room and seeing my mother's holographic self setting on a couch, she made it upon herself to call me once a week usually Sunday as I'm the lessed 'busiest'.

To be honest I started avoiding her calls as she usually gives me a lecture on how I need a wife and why I need a wife and wife this and wife that.

"Son, I started reading those books you published I have to say I'm loving it as it cures my boredom since I'm alone in this house most of the time" she said, I give her a card that she could spend as much money as she want, however she seems to only spend about 15,000 on average in clothes per month.

"You know, you can come visit Atlantis if your bored" I said as she never visited once in the past 10 years, which made me slightly sad and makes me slowly lost that love (no incest)  I had on her when I was a kid.

She changed the subject as usual and started talking about the book and what happened to her this week, feeling tired I ended the call earlier than usual.

Thiers this rumor around Atlantis that the former queen Atlanna has abandoned his son (me) for a second family in the surface world, I tried surprising the rumors as much as I can but they slowly spread making her seem like a b#.

Without her knowing I made it forbidden for an Atlantean to interact with her and her family without them interacting to them first.

Also Mera of Zobelle has started interacted with Arthur my half brother as they are engaged, petting Karathen who I put on my left side of the bed I went to sleep. 

It's odd that I don't need to sleep to function but it's one of the thing I enjoy the lost, not as much as Karathen but I do enjoy it

Reborn as Orm the second prince of Atlantis.

"Hi, I'm Blaze 30 years old. I'm a dreamer. I dream both good and bad dreams and it's my talent to interpret dreams.😎😯😏 Talk to me at FB messenger ID xxxxxx...."

"Hi, I'm Jeff. 21 years old. Single. From Nigeria. I'm a Business Management student. I will be graduating this year. 😎chat me at FB messenger ID xxxxx..."

"Hi, I'm Michael, 30 years old from New Zealand, a scientist.😎😏...
chat me at my FB messenger ID xxxxxx..."

"Hi, I'm Dave from Canada.34 years old. I'm a Navy. I'm on vacation as of now and I would like to chat with you 😊😏😘😎 at my whatsapp ID xxxxxx..."

"Hi, I'm Tim from Nevada. I'm a reporter from a news station here. But I love sight seeing beautiful sceneries as beautiful as you, my darling. 😘🙂😊😍 I'm 40 years old. Divorced.No kids. See you at my skype ID xxxxx...."

"Oh my eyes are getting tired from reading all these. I can't just trust their pictures in their profiles. Who knows, they look different in real person than their pictures? So I have to get to know each one of them then." KM decided.

So, she added each of them whom she have read emails of, to her messengers accounts. May it be in skype, whatsapp, FB messenger, instagram or wechat accounts. One by one she added them, from the top till the last one she have read.

She then opened the first one to check if he is online at that moment, and he is. She sent a message to him.

"Hi, Khalil. I'm KM. You sent me message in my email. do you have time to chat?"

At this, Khalil didn't reply her. Instead, he tapped his phone and started a video call. KM then accepted his call.

"Hi, KM. Oh, you're so beautiful!" Khalil couldn't help but exclaimed.

"Thanks. I'm just starting to get to know you. No strings attached yet please." defended KM.

"Oh, okay. What do you want to know then?"

"Anything about yourself."

"Oh okay. As you could see from my profile I'm..." Khalil wasn't able to finish what he was saying when KM cut him.

"Anything that's not written in your profile, I mean. For I have read your profile already." KM smirked.

"Oh, sorry for that. Anyways, I'm a muslim and I have two wives already. I'm hoping to find the third one, from dating online maybe...maybe you could be...hmmm?"

"No, thanks. I don't want to be the third wife. I want to be the first." smirked KM.

"I could arrange that for you to be the first...hehehe. You're so beautiful. I can divorce my two wives and marry you instead." flirted Khalil.

"No. I'm not interested. Sorry. But I will end this call now." KM ended the call without waiting for Khalil's response.

Next, she messaged the second one...

"Hi, James. I'm KM. You emailed me from the dating website."

 "Oh hi, KM. can we videocall?"

"Sure." KM replied quickly, thinking that he seemed was polite, in asking her first to videocall.

He did videocalled her and she accepted it.

"Hi" James with all smiles.

"Hello." KM smiled back at him.

She observed him a bit and he is handsome. He's got brown hair, green eyes, divided chin and he is muscular... Wait, muscular? That means, he is half naked? OMG... at this, she was shocked seeing his six packs abs...

(Warning: The succeeding conversations is a sexually sensitive issue. So if you will mind it, please discontinue reading as this will not affect the next chapters of the story. But if you won't mind, then continue.)

"You're beautiful KM. And I see you're drooling on my abs. I can show you more of myself. Hehehe. Can you show me your boobs, please?"

"What? Dream on! I thought you're a professional. It turns out, I'm wrong." KM was disappointed.

"Oh, no. I'm a professional yes. But I'm good in bed too. I have a big dick that can make you be satisfied and happy. hehehehe. Do you wanna see?" At this moment, he showed his dick on cam.

'Oh my God! He really showed his big dick. And it is indeed big and long, almost reached to his knees... the fact that it's not erected yet and it's in its' normal size, how much more when it's erected? huh!' KM in her thought, shocked and startled at what she have seen.

"Do you like it, babe? Hehehehe." James flirtingly smiled.

"No. You're a perv. No wonder, you're divorced!" At this, she ended the call. She then closed their conversation, disappointed and boiling.

In her mind, she couldn't believe it herself that there are really shameless and pervert men like James. Well, he looks good for starters, seeing his abs. But she got disappointed knowing that he is a perv and a maniac. It's her first time, she have encountered such kind of men though.

Truly, she realized that dating online have become so dirty then, nowadays. It's not like during the times of her parents. For their online dating was purely love. And they were her idols.

So she asked herself, would she be able to find her one true love in online dating then?
 
At this, she don't know. Or she don't know yet. It stressed her up though with just the first two men she chatted. They both don't deserve her pure love.

"Will I then continue? Oh well, that's enough for today. I'll decide tomorrow then whether I will continue my quest or not."

She then went to her bed and few minutes after, she's off to dreamland...

True love...could it be possible in online dating? In the world today, we are surrounded by many people who are either just pretending to be good or with wrong motives. It's hard to really pinpoint who are the pretending to be good, the bad, pretending to be bad, and the genuinely good people. How can you possibly find your true love in online dating, when it's even harder in her real world she's in? That's the delimma our MC is experiencing in her life while she's even being pressured of when would she get married when she's already in her 30's...
She couldn't help but doubt herself of finding her true love online...


Finally, Karl decided to pop up the question to Mj.
Karl's facial expression became serious all of a sudden.

"Mj, I love you so much and I can't continue to live a life without you. Will you marry me?"

Mj was in a great shock. Wait...What did he say? Her heart skip a beat. How is this possible online? Questions bombarded quickly in her mind. What will she answer then?

"Mj?" 
She snapped out of a daze when she heard him calling her name. 

"Will you marry me?"

"Yes!...But how? We are thousands of miles apart, Karl, you know that!"

"I'll come there to your country to marry you! But I'll have to save up yet for maybe 2 years so I can come there." 
"Promise?"
"Promise!" 

"You will have to promise me that you will wait for me until I come there."

"I promise, I will wait for you Karl, because I love you very much too!"

As we unfold her story and her struggles she's experiencing in between, will she be able to really find her true love? we shall find out...


This is my original story and not translated.

this book cover is all credits to valeriex
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