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"Not a lullaby, sweetheart."

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

Holy grail, Mac Steven, we all love you! I could run and propose to him right now! How can he be so perfect? Tall, handsome, nice and good at cooking, especially dessert? I hope he opens his branch in Manchester!

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"It's hurt so much when you said it was a vision. I felt...betrayed." I said, breaking the silence. He looked up at me with a faint smile.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Unfortunately, darling."

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"The CCTV in a luxury apartment building is broken? Not one but two? And one of them is in a place that it needed the most?" I asked him in disbelief. What if other women got harassed in the lift?!

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Mac's. She loves his indulgence choco waffle and Belgian Waff Wich! Wicked was it, Maddie?" she winked as she said that.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

I cried again when I realised that I miss him despite I'm mad at him. I don't know what to do. I need him right now. I need him to hug me and say that it will be alright.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"He left," Jade said. I frowned, but still staring down at my casserole.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"One word. Leave him. Ah, it's maybe two words there." I laughed at his dumb comment. "If he didn't listen, leave. Like how we did before. We left, Maddie. From that hell, because we knew, nobody listening. And look how far we get. Look at us. All are healthy and survive. We still breathing and it's great."

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"You know what I do next?" he asked, I shook my head. "I told her everything. And guess what? She still doesn't understand it. And that time, she didn't understand why I didn't fight back and saved you, Maddie. Why did I let you go through all the pain? 'You are her brother', she said. Did you know why she said that?"

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"No...she called me weak. She couldn't understand why I keep rejecting her, and she couldn't understand what I fear about." he let out a soft chuckle. "She was jealous of you before too, she said, she couldn't understand our relationship. She keeps saying we were more than just siblings. She thought we're something more than siblings. And when I denied it, she would question me, why would I care about you when we're not even a sibling. A real sibling. We were seventeen? I think. She didn't understand, why we try so hard to avoid people, avoid the community. Avoid falling in love...She couldn't understand it all."

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Diana used to be like that too." He said, smiling. "Similar, I think. Our situation, probably different. But she's having a hard time understanding the two of us. She didn't show it to you, but she showed it to me."

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Maddie...we grow up together. Why would do you think I won't believe you? I trust every single word you said to me." He said, with a faint smile. "Come here. Sit down, let's talk. What did Henry say to you?" he asked. He patted the floor next to him, and I slowly walked and sat next to him. He patted my back, and I cried even more.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

It took us about four hours and a half to London and another thirty minutes to arrive at Jade's. Jade and Diana looked so dumbfounded when we both standing right in front of the door but I just entered their house and went to the room that they prepared for me before. Technically, my room! They prepared that room for me in case I went there. I sat in a queen size bed still feeling wounded. I feel shitty. Fuck, I knew it, the word 'happy' won't last long with me.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Is this delusional too?" I threw a white small plastic that the bastard left inside the trolley just now, right on his face. "So when I saw him at the hospital, that was also delusional too? Is that what you mean? It was all inside my head?"

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Where's our baby? He's supposed to be...uhh eleven this year? Right?"

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"I like new you too. Feisty. Better. Ah, now that I think. You always like this, to begin with. I just don't know why you act like a wimp three years ago," he said, and I quickly pushed the closed button but he went even quicker, stepping inside. He pushed button fifty-six, and I felt my anxiety rushed over my head. Did he know that I live there?

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Ah, my mistake. It's a few weeks ago, remembers? That night...when I'm visiting you? And at the hospital."

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

"Yeah. Right back at you." I said, shaken my head lightly, still rubbing my cheek softly. I'm going out? "Just because he fucked you once or twice, it doesn't mean you can chase me out of this room. I got the permission, why are you so mad, lady?" Yes, I said that.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim

Hannah squirmed a little more, and I patted her back softly, resume my hummed of the lullaby. The one that I made up. I smiled faintly. I missed him. And Hannah reminds me of him. And now I feel uncomplete.

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Urban · Ashaaa_Lim