Mao_Yuxuan

They say words cut deeper than knives. Jiang Yanxu never thought his own would come back to bleed him dry. "You look terrible. Why don’t you just disappear instead of being a nuisance to everyone?" Cold. Final. That’s how Jiang Yanxu ended things with his ex-wife—Yan An. Regret is a bitter pill, and it always comes too late. For nearly five years, Jiang Yanxu played the villain well: public affairs, sharp-edged humiliation, love dangled just out of reach. Yan An bore it all in silence—until he vanished from his world, leaving nothing behind but wreckage. But fate, cruel as ever, had one last trick to play. His empire crumbled. His pride shattered. His dignity stripped. And in the ruins of it all, Jiang Yanxu saw the face of the man he once believed was his salvation—the same man who now held the blade. Then came the twist he never saw coming: he woke up to a day that felt all too familiar. The day it all began. Was it punishment? A second chance? A cosmic joke? Jiang Yanxu doesn’t care. He only knows one thing—he won’t waste it this time. "Yan An, I was wrong. Come back to me." But some ghosts don't forgive easily. ---------------------------------------------------- Daily update on May 1. • Slow-burn. • Slow pace (so be patient, hehe). • Drama (hehe). • Seme protagonist.

"Some people win lotteries. I won a centuries-old boyfriend who refuses to move on." ------------------------------------------------------- Wei Jun, he thought he was just a normal man from a family obsessed with supernatural things. Until one day, a casual walk near the cursed tree gifted him something he didn’t sign up for— A beautiful man in white, waiting under crimson leaves, smiling like he had been expecting him for centuries. “Ah, you’re finally back,” he said, voice soft as falling leaves. “I’ve been waiting ... just like you told me to.” He called him by a name he didn’t remember, telling his stories of a past life he never lived, and asked him to love him the way his long-dead lover did. Problem is, he thought he was falling for him too. But when ghosts cling to promises made long ago, someone always had to let go. Congratulations, indeed. Because when the game was fate, the prize might just be your soul!

REVISION WILL BE MADE SOON! --------------------------------------------------- They had known each other for a long time. For eight years they were best friends and for twelve years they were lovers. They had passed two decades. Eight years, people admired their closeness; five years was a curse; two years was a loveliness, and the rest was the curse of five years ago came back like a sweet thing that made them understand many things. Five years. At the start of their relationship, Ai Zhiyi endured and abandoned his pride, as did his lover, Chu Weixu. Ai Zhiyi was an ordinary young man who had a relationship with someone because of luck. Meanwhile, Chu Weixu was a young man of wealth, honor, and dignity, who had a relationship with him by fate. Ai Zhiyi was only too comfortable with their love story, so he became stubborn. It was possible that he was trapped, thus dividing his time into three distinct periods. Chu Weixu loved him, but his family and he were completely opposite things. However, it was ultimately time that answered all the complexities of their relationship. Chu Weixu, "If you gaze at the sea, it's wide, isn't it? But, if you compare it to my love, then it's nothing." Ai Zhiyi, "You're really good at seducing me." Chu Weixu, “For you, it sounds I'm seducing you, but no. It's exactly what I feel from the depth of my heart. I love you to death." --------------- Slow-burn

FOKUS NULIS DI GLOBAL. Tidak lanjut untuk versi Indo-nya. Mereka sudah lama saling mengenal. Selama delapan tahun, mereka adalah seorang teman baik, dan selama dua belas tahun mereka adalah pasangan kekasih. Dua dekade telah mereka lewati. Delapan tahun, orang-orang mengagumi keakraban mereka; lima tahun adalah kutukan; dua tahun adalah keindahan; dan selebihnya, kutukan lima tahun yang lalu kembali seperti hal manis yang membuat mereka memahami banyak hal. Lima tahun. Pada awal hubungan mereka, Ai Zhiyi bertahan dan meninggalkan harga dirinya, begitupun dengan kekasihnya, Chu Weixu. Ai Zhiyi adalah pemuda biasa yang menjalin hubunga dengan seseorang karena sebuah keberuntungan. Sementara itu, Chu Weixu adalah pemuda kaya, terhormat, dan bermartabat, yang menjalin hubungan dengannya karena nasib. Ai Zhiyi hanya terlalu betah dengan kisah percintaan mereka yang membosankan ini, sehingga ia menjadi keras kepala. Mungkin saja dia juga sedang terjebak, sehingga membuat waktunya terbagi dalam tiga masa yang berbeda. Chu Weixu mencintainya, tetapi dia dan juga keluarganya adalah dua hal yang sangat bertolak belakang. Namun, pada akhirnya waktu yang menjawab semua kerumitan pada hubungan mereka. Chu Weixu, "Jika kau memandang laut, luas, bukan? Tapi, jika kau membandingkannya dengan cintaku, itu bukan apa-apa." Ai Zhiyi, "Kau sangat pandai merayuku." Chu Weixu, "Bagimu, itu terdengar aku sedang merayumu, tapi tidak. Itu sebenarnya apa yang aku rasakan dari lubuk hatiku. Aku mencintaimu sampai mati." ------------------------ Sampul milik sendiri. - Novel ini adalah DRAMA dan memiliki alur yang sangat lambat, jadi mohon bersabar. - Kekerasan/pemerkosaan, tapi tidak rinci/intens. - Terkesan lebay. - Bahasa yang digunakan "baku dan sangat kaku" karena saya menerjemahkannya tanpa diedit terlalu serius. LOL Desember, 2020 ------------------------

Park Chunghee had been in a relationship with a man named Lee Donghwa for ten years. He loved him so much, but as for Donghwa himself... he doubted it. Lately, Donghwa who used to love him so much now became like anyone else for him. However, Chunghee didn't want to give up on his personality and continued to hold on, with the hope that Donghwa would return to the way he knew. Sometimes, he thought, asking himself: Is this the wrath of God? He knew that his wish was the wrong thing, but he had already stepped this far and chose to stay in the broken relationship and always said something stupid and kept saying okay! However, those all were lies that he exposed! In this complicated relationship, Chunghee also met with his first love, named Kim Daehyun, and became someone who always took care of him. When his health got worse, Daehyun was the only one who could make him smile back as before. It made him should be thinking something difficult again. “Do you think that I'm angry?” "I'm not angry! I'm in pain!" "All of this doesn't make me angry anymore, other than feeling the pain right now. But if you think that I'm angry, then now I'm exactly angry with you—" How is their relationship going in the future? Will Chunghee stand? ----------------------------- Cover: original art by me (Mao) - Toxic relationship - This book is not perfect grammatically. But, I'll try my best. So, if you are looking for a book with good grammar, this book is not for you. There are a lot of flaws in the writing, but I hope you guys enjoy it. Don't hesitate to correct it if you find any errors. That will be very helpful. ^^ Feel free to check out my other books! ^^ ----------------------------

FOKUS NULIS DI GLOBAL. Tidak ada revisi lagi di versi Indo-nya. :) Park Chunghee telah menjalin hubungan dengan seorang pria bernama Lee Donghae selama sepuluh tahun. Dia sangat mencintainya, tapi untuk Donghae sendiri ... dia meragukannya. Belakangan ini, Donghae yang dulu sangat mencintainya sekarang menjadi seperti orang lain baginya. Namun, Chunghee tidak ingin menyerah pada kepribadiannya dan terus bertahan, dengan harapan bahwa Donghae akan kembali seperti yang iakenal. Terkadang, ia berpikir, bertanya kepada dirinya sendiri: Inikah murka Tuhan? ia mengetahui bahwa keinginannya adalah hal yang salah, tetapi ia sudah melangkah sejauh ini dan memilih untuk tetap dalam hubungan yang rusak dan selalu mengatakan sesuatu yang bodoh, dengan terus berkata 'baik-baik saja!' Namun, itu semua adalah kebohongan yang ia ungkapkan! Dalam hubungan rumit ini, Chunghee juga bertemu dengan cinta pertamanya yang bernama Kim Daehyun, dan menjadi seseorang yang selalu menjaganya. Ketika kesehatannya memburuk, hanya Daehyun yang bisa membuatnya tersenyum kembali seperti sebelumnya. Itu membuatnya harus memikirkan sesuatu yang sulit lagi. “Apa menurutmu aku marah?” "Aku tidak marah! Aku sakit hati!" "Semua ini tidak lagi membuatku marah, selain merasakan sakit saat ini. Tapi jika kamu mengira aku marah, maka sekarang aku justru marah padamu—" Bagaimana hubungan mereka di masa depan? Akankah Chunghee bertahan? ----------- Belum Bisa Menerjemahkan. Jangan lupa mengkoleksi buku-buku saya yang lain. ^^ Naskah: Mei, 2018 Dipublikasikan: Agustus, 2019 -----------

FOKUS NULIS DI GLOBAL. Youichi Haruhiko menyukai seorang pria bernama Takayashi Daiki di sekolahnya, yang berada di kelas berbeda darinya. Sudah cukup lama, sejak mereka masih di tahun pertama hingga mereka lulus dan berlanjut pada jenjang perkuliahan. Awalnya, ia hanya dapat memandangi orang yang ia sukai dari kejauhan dan hanya dapat menyukainya dalam diam semata. Ia tidak mempunyai nyali untuk berbicara dengannya atau bahkan menyatakan perasaannya. Menurutnya sangat mustahil untuk dilakukan! Hingga, suatu keadaan yang bertolak belakang dengan pemikirannya terjadi dan membuat mereka dapat saling berbicara, juga dapat lebih tahu mengenai sikap yang tidak diduga-duga dari orang yang disuakainyabanya! Namun, sangat sulit bagi Haru. Orang yang ia sukai adalah seorang yang tidak dapat mengutarakan isi hati sebenarnya dan membuat Haru serasa terombang-ambing dalam hubungan yang tidak pasti. Ingin mundur, tetapi ia sudah terlalu jauh melangkah. Ingin tetap maju, tetapi hubungan tak pasti bukanlah hal yang membuatnya senang walau perasaannya masih terus mencintainya. Jadi, bagaimana selanjutnya? Naskah: Maret, 2018 Dipublikasikan: WP (September, 2018) dan WN (Agustus, 2019)