She had no idea that Fan Xian grew up in Danzhou, where there were only a maidservants around. Dong’er, whom Fan Xian fantasized about when he was younger, was already married. And later on, when he was planning to mess around with Sisi, he got called to the capital in a hurry.
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I don't know why people want mc to be idealized epitome of good character unable to do anything bad. Is it too bad to see a normal person with conflicted feelings to fight with himself?
She had no idea that Fan Xian grew up in Danzhou, where there were only a maidservants around. Dong’er, whom Fan Xian fantasized about when he was younger, was already married. And later on, when he was planning to mess around with Sisi, he got called to the capital in a hurry.
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