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"My family…Aleron Avger, my father, we are not the rightful heirs to the throne." 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Of course it is!" Lun told him. The tall vampire grabbed the edge of his black shirt, bringing it over his head and throwing it on the floor. He got a hold of Xan from his wrist and threw him on the bed, hovering over him with burning eyes. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"I do!" Lun exclaimed. "I have been waiting for this for years. We have been together more than twelve hours and you haven't even attempted to touch me. I have waited, you know, I was patient but all you do is literally sit on this chair of yours and read stuff. Hello? Look at me. I am hot. So you're telling me that you have me waiting for you and you don't have the slightest bit of an urge to jump on me?" Lun told him, speaking so fast he didn't even manage to breathe. It took a second for Xan to understand what he was saying, what he was actually talking about and when he finally managed to find out he started laughing, agitating Lun even more. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"This whole conversation does not make sense. I am confused." Xan stated, making Lun stand up. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Is this your personality?" Lun asked. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"So you want me to change my whole personality?" 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Lun…" Xan said, taking a deep breath. "We…we have been together less than a day, what exactly did you expect to happen?" 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Please, please stop talking. I've had enough of it!" John said. "You were right. You were so fucking right. Everyone is wearing a fucking mask, even you while you deny to see what is right in front of you because you are in denial! It's not just a simple crush ,Soran, it never was. You are my mate!" John screamed in his face.

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"I am sure you will find someone John, I am sure this seems hard now. With you changing and everything but…"

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"No!" John said and pushed his hands away, rejecting his embrace. "Don't hug me, don't try to comfort me just so you can hurt me all over again. I am tired, I am hurt, I feel useless! That's why I don't want you near me. Because everytime I look at you it hurts and the hardest part is that you have no idea about it." John told him, his voice loud, echoing in the silent corridor. His tears were running like waterfalls, his body shaking as if he had a fever and his face was red, blood boiling with anger. "I am not Kai. I will never be like him. Skilled at everything, maddeningly beautiful, I know, I know very well how I lack, how I was just a human junkie and now I am just a dog, I know myself very well that's why I hate it. The fate that had been sealed for me, the fact that no matter what I do I can't escape you and you have no idea about it!" He said, punching the floor next to Soran's head, creating a huge dent underneath the carpet as he broke the expensive marble. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Yeah, right, I forgot that your mother kicked you out for being a junkie, what would you expect from someone that was raised like you?" Soran said.

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Tell me the reason, why would you go to Lun and not me?" he asked again and John sighed. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

Loving someone was hard enough as it was, loving someone who didn't love you back was torture and thinking that you didn't deserve that love made things worse. John didn't view highly of himself. He wasn't beautiful like the rest of them, he did not have perfect skin or a perfect body, he was not educated, hell he couldn't even memorize a few names and the worst of all he had been an addict and Soran knew about it. The most embarrassing moment of his life, the one time he was at his lowest, Soran was aware of and now, John believed that he saw him as someone weak. 

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Well, considering freedom of speech and all, I don't think that…"

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei

"Did I ask you to? Did I even talk to you?"

The Tears of a Prince

LGBT+ · Yaminoyosei