Chapter 39: Episode 37
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"Are you sure about it?"
"Hmmm, don't let them in, I only want to be with you right now"
"But they're your parents...They must be worried"
"Yes, worried about their social media updates, I agree" She flinched, I helped her sit up placing pillows behind her back "How's Mari...?"
"She's got a broken rib and some bruises, I can't believe you guys fought like that...you broke her rib even though you were showing restraint, that's scary" I shifted my eyes.
"Are you scared of me?" She asked holding my wrist
"Not exactly.." I replied in a whisper
"Is there something bothering you?" She asked
Well other than the fact that you're lying here in hospital bed with your head doubly injured and threw your parents out of the room..how about the fact that you pretty much said all that in front of me, especially that you loved someone else? but yeah I can't exactly say that because I might sound stupid being jealous of a dead person..
eh..
Jealous? Me?
"Its nothing.." I mumbled, there's no way I can be jealous, I did say I'll give her a chance, doesn't mean I have feelings for her, she's the one chasing me around.
"I love you" She said out of the blue and I suddenly found myself frowning.
"Yeah?! do you?! Don't you love that Haru person more! How dare you say that to me huh?!" I suddenly spurted out without realizing, my eyes widened and so did hers.
"Are you..?" She asked dumbfounded but before she could say any further I covered her mouth with both my hands...don't embarrass me anymore..please don't say anything..
She kissed at my hands and removed them from her mouth "I admit.." She whispered "I did love Haru san..it was a childhood crush..long ago..it's true that all my hatred for alphas and myy self hatred is because of him and I wanted to change myself for you because of what happened to him....."
"How dare you?!" I pulled my hands with a frown but she had a tight grip.
"That was long ago too..In time, I realized you both had nothing in common at all..he was more honest, straightforward and charitable, kind of like an ideal mother or something?" She smiled "I'm not proud of it but I have stalked you for years now, you're neither of those.. I've come to genuinely love you and that has nothing to do with Haru san, I just love you for you.. you're not a replacement, he's him, you're you but I still fear myself.. and my nature .."
"Then why don't you just find someone like him, stupid woman!" I frowned tugging at my hands to get them free, wait..did she just say stalking? Also I'm clearly listening to her and not listening, ugh why am I so mad at this thing!
"Because, I love your dishonesty, your roundabout way of doing things and how you do things in the most difficult ways rather than making it easy for yourself, you're too cute" She snickered a bit "and mostly because I'm hopelessly in love with you, I can't even think of looking at anyone other than you, that's why"
How dare she! this woman!!! Embarrassing me like this!
"I'll throw you out of the hospital window if you don't let go" I said pulling with a flushed face.
She pulled me in with a sudden jerk and put her arms around me "I'm never letting you go..I told you didn't I? I love you"
My face heated up, I ended up hiding myself in her bosom "I don't love you!and you keep saying it over and over! Is it that easy? What do you mean by love at all?" I whispered, still in sulking mode and she could probably tell because she was smiling when I did say that.
"It means I want to be that one person in the whole world that you look at and think I'd walk eternity with her.." She said in my ear.
"Aren't you just cheesy?" I pouted.
"I also want to be the only person that you would like to be held by..just like I'm the only person you're releasing this sweet scent for.." She took a whiff of my neck and grazed her lips to the collar.
"And if I refuse..?" I asked
"I won't force you...I will love you one sidedly forever, your happiness is my first priority.." She replied.
"I see.." I reached my hand on her cleavage and with a sudden tug pulled the chain she was wearing, she was surprised as it broke, not as much by the bruising that it left on her neck.
"What are you doing?" She asked cluelessly, I moved up and straddled on top of her, sitting on her thighs and pulled the key infront of her.
"I'll be taking this back then.." I frowned
"What..?" She seemed shocked enough to give a scared expression "Why?..are you still mad about Haru san?"
"No I believe you" I replied, she seemed lost.
Her eyes widened as I put the key in and with freezing seconds the collar fell off.
"No, what are you doing?!" She spoke in a huffing manner with her eyes fixated on my bare neck, she immediately grabbed the collar, trying to put it back on but I stopped her "NO YOU'RE NOT THINKING! I'M DANGEROUS, PUT IT BACK ON!!" She yelled desperately.
"I know..." I replied..and...it doesn't matter...because.... "I don't refuse.." I said.
"What?" She suddenly got a poker face
"I said, I don't refuse being with you!" I smacked her shoulder since her head was a no zone right now
She suddenly burst into laughter and the whole serious mood fell off "see this is what I mean!" She couldn't stop laughing and the more she did I wanted to cry out of embarrassment "Why do you have to make things difficult for yourself...'I don't refuse being with you'? Why don't you say it in a straight forward way that you want to be with me?" She got teary eyed from laughter and I got teary eyed from embarrassment.
" I'M LEAVING YOU HAG, I HATE YOU!" I said with an angry flushed face but she grabbed my face in squish between her hands.
"This is why I love you so much, you're so cute!" She pecked on both my cheeks.
"Stop treating me like a kid!" I grabbed her face by jaws in a scolding.
"Then...I'll treat you like an adult.." She let her hands wander down my back
"What are you doing, this is a hospital!" I whispered
"And who's the one who removed their collar, sat on me and seduced me??" She pouted
You little pervert! Don't use every opportunity you get to grab my ass! I'll kill you!
"Will it hurt?" I mumbled
"What will?" She asked
"You know...that?" I cleared my throat uncomfortably
"I swear I have no idea what you are talking about" She tilted her head
"You know..that thing that two adults do together..?" I got annoyed, is she feigning innocence?
Is she trying to make me say it?!
"Ahhh! You mean drinking? I don't know I've never drunk..why? you want to?" She replied and I virtually hit my head to a wall
"I will kill you! I'm talking about THAT! You know! What two lovers do together!" I shook her by the shirt's collars.
"Two lovers?" She suddenly got starry eyed " Does that mean we're lovers now?!"
"You're kidding me right? Tell me you're kidding right?!" I pretty much killed her with all the shaking, wait...I remember when we went to cinema on our date and accidentally ended up watching that adult movie a little, she seemed kind of weirdly...surprised...don't tell me...
"Aoi san..where do babies come from?" I asked just to confirm
"Ah, don't we just adopt them from hospital?" She replied quite seriously.
"Aoi san! you're joking right? Don't tell me you don't about se-?!!" I finally ended up saying it and embarrassing myself at the same time.
Her expression changed, she seemed to be joking earlier but now she turned a bit indifferent
"That's a bad thing" She said with absolute seriousness "It's evil"
What? So what exactly was she was expecting us to do as lovers? I don't really understand..hasn't she been touching me because she wanted this?or maybe she's just asexual or something and is only okay with harmless flirting and kissing? no wait..she did say she had desire for me so why is she talking like that? Did she lose her memory or something again?
"It's only evil, that's why I would never do something like that you, we will have a normal relationship.. but we don't need to go all the way do we?Don't worry, I'll hold myself back pretty hard so I wouldn't cross any limits like that" She replied.
Is she..actually repulsed by it because she thinks the act is evil in itself..? Does that mean she's actually been demonizing her natural desires as well? Is that the reason too, for which she wanted to change herself ?
"Aoi san..those are two different things, forcing someone and making love are two different things..." I argued, doesn't she have the wrong idea?
"I know...but with you..I've desired the first and that's why it's evil.." She replied.
"What do you mean by that?" I asked, she moved forward so that we were looking eye to eye, well eye to glasses but you get the point.
"Natsuro san...I have violent desires for you, it's like an animal inside me that I must suppress..the alpha....it doesn't only crave your affection, it also craves to break you..I want to make a mess out of you to the point your mind and body breaks...that's why..it's evil.." Her eyed sparkled a fiery blue, I have seen that glint in her eyes before...The glint that appears when a predator sees its prey "That's why..please put the collar back on.."
"I refuse" I straight out replied, what does she take me for? Break me? as if?! don't get too ahead of yourselves, I'll break your head before you can even think of breaking me! I'm seriously being looked down upon here!!!
"Actually...fuck you!" I said with a frown
She was dumbfounded "Where did you learn bad words like that?" She asked
Who does she think she is?
Literally....Stupid woman, don't decide for me..
"..try breaking then.." I mumbled
"Hm?" She seemed confused
I grabbed at her face and kissed her, she tried to pull away but I wasn't letting go this time, she's always doing these perverted things to me and now she says she can't do it because she's afraid?! You're underestimating me stupid woman! Even I can do things like this..I can make you break too...!
She gave in and responded with a passionate wild frenching whilst running her hands all over my body and eventually she pounded over, laying me on my back and started caressing my neck..
I'm..gonna...what am I doing...I'm going in heat...this is bad..I can still retreat...I can still..
"Can I?" She leaned on top of me looking at me with those desperate eyes that looked like they were on verge of crying, I've never seen her cry...show me more of that face..that pained face that you hide from everyone else..show it only to me..
"Yeah..."The words came out of my mouth before I even realized it..It's too late anyway...my pheromones....so hot, my body it's so hot...please...
I reached my hand up towards the vacant wall while she ravaged my neck with kisses, licking and sucking....eventually her shivering fingers intertwined with my empty hand...
"Don't be scared..." I whispered holding her trembling hand firmly "Don't think of it..you're not like that person...think of only me..."
She finally broke into tears, she removed my glasses so that I couldn't see her that clearly..but I felt tear drops drip all over my face, her wet face when she kissed me...I bit hard on her shoulder
"Only think of me.." I said sulking a little
"I am...only thinking of you..only you" She whispered and lifted up my shirt attacking my chest.
"Don't nibble...it feels weird...it feels.." No...my body is weird...what's happening
"Oh...you're getting prepared by yourself.. it's showing through your pants" she poked between my lower cheeks "So wet... even with the cloth....You're going in heat aren't you? I can feel it... there's still chance, I won't let you forfeit later..if you want to run..." She huffed
Pervert...
"Aoi san" I whispered tying my arms around her neck and arching my back whilst rubbing my legs together being already self lubricating "Be gentle.."
I don't know what kind of face I made while begging for it..but...
Her eyes widened, big enough for me to tell even without my glasses..and with a sudden gush she pushed me face down...
I'm..
done for...
What have I done...
She's pretty much drugged on my pheromones...
At this rate...
An electric current ran through my whole body.....
WHAT IS THIS?! MY BODY.. IT'S...NO..I... I'M LOSING MY MIND...
Her teeth sunk into the back of my neck, tearing through my skin, sending each cell within my body to be electrocuted, so harsh that I trembled all over with my mouth fully open and my tongue hung out..to the point I climaxed just by that...
What?... I can't hear anything...why did everything go so quiet? My body...I can feel the electricity...gosh dammit, I can't stop climaxing..
What is this?...
I looked back at her from the corner of my eyes, her bloody lips, her blazing blue eyes and those beastly dark hair that stream down like dark rivulets
She parted my legs
"I'll be taking you" She replied with the same beastly gaze
I'm going to be devoured.....
Seriously...
What have I done...
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