Can You See Me For Once?

"I need you, Calla" Samuel whispered near my lips breathing heavily even before any kisses. He pushed me against the nearby wall his hands on my waist, his body pressing against mine.
I tried to push him with my hands on his chest. My breathing became rugged due to his closeness.

" Stay still, Ame." He whispered leaning near my ear. My thrashing subsided hearing that nickname.
When he raised his head to look at my eyes, I saw him smirking.

"Ho...w? How do you know? " I asked him fearing his answer.

"Who doesn't know, baby?" He asked me mocking my feelings. I closed my eyes a lone tear spilling down my eyes.

"Please, Samuel! Leave me." I spoke cracking not opening my eyes afraid he will see my vulnerability in them.

"That's the problem. I can't afford to keep you, Calla. But, I am unable to leave you too. I don't know what to do anymore. Please give me a solution, Calla. Please, I beg You!" He shakes my shoulder making me open my eyes at his words.

He took a step back upon seeing the mix of vulnerability, hurt, helplessness, pain, heartbreak, and an ocean of love in them.

I took that an opportunity to leave before things go out of hand but not before saying his solution.

" Forget that even a person called Calla existed, Ame. Because no amount of my love for you is enough for me to become a homewrecker. I will die before I can become that. Remember that." I looked at his eyes with nothing but truth while saying this. I left before he can stop me.