-Exhausted

it's almost like when you're tired but not sure of what
when you want to do something but you don't have the energy to,, and when you need something but don't have the resources to get it
That's what being exhausted is like to me-

what is it like to you??

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I'd like you to follow me into this journey so we can both follow the concept of genuinely being tired but not understanding why, I'm pretty sure that most teenagers feel the exact same way and it's frustrating sometimes really, when neither our friends nor family gets why we are like this, we could try and try to do things to make the people around us happier but really, are we happy ourselves?

I should tell you, that cheerfullness should start with yourself and if it doesn't then it leads you to be miserable sooner or later, many of us make mistakes but the biggest mistake is relying on another person to guarantee that happiness for you, when you could just do it for yourself

You get lazy overtime and nothing really starts to make sense anymore and when it does it just begins to hurt you

we've all been through or are going through the stage or adolescence and most of the time it feels like entire world burdens us with their problems when really, they don't, we just seem to see it that way because we feel unloved and have the urge to give ourselves the love we deserve

many go down the wrong path to do that, paths which leads to drugs and other stuff in common, sooner or later you're being judged for your choices, when really no one understands

tell me now, could you relate?