I who does not Exist

A virus outbreak that cause deaths of thousands all over the world.
It was a Virus that can kill people with in a week of time.
But the reason why it was scary was because people does not care and cooperate.
And when Thousands died people remained ignorant and arrogant.
But when hundreds of thousands died It was already to late for people to redeem themselves.
While everyone all over the world feared the virus and prayed that they can survive through it.
Yet here I am alone hoping that the virus will end my miserable life.
My wish was granted or so I thought it was.