Search for true love

"Wait, you mean you have been set up by my dad to be with me and here I am thinking you cared for me, thinking I was loved. Do you realize how that sounds. No just listen to yourself. I trusted you for crying out loud. You know what, just get out all of you. You irritate me."
I tried to think of ways to persuade her, at least listen to the positive part of the whole story. I loved her now "Cella I'm so sorry but I love..." She interrupted immediately "I don't think that should be coming out of someone who used me and you know what, you are nothing but a mistake along with your three weeks baby."
I came to my senses after realizing that she was pregnant for me "wait you are what?" She began to cry more "well I don't expect you to accept the child so just leave". I was so heartbroken. I had no stamina to withhold her push. She pushed me out of her house and for the first time in my life after growing from been a baby a tear dropped from my eyes. I couldn't control my feelings. I wept bitterly.