Tested through Trials

How many lifetimes does one need to learn their lesson, how many times can one love one person, how many times can one hurt until one breaks.

How many times must I be punished until I am forgiven?

Nora, Ellen, Ora, Nelly, Lea, Elia, Ellie, Lara, Elenor, so many names I vaguely remember which one I was born with, I vaguely remember being born at all.

It's been so long, too long.

Day by day I find my mind in a disarray. Some memories are hazy, some are just not there anymore, and some so clear as if it happened just yesterday.

All of them were of him.