the vanished soul

At. 12 frced by her parents to enter the survival trek
at 13 she felt into devil trap none to stop. Slowly followed the devil to her demise
At 15, she was awoke from devil trap, but lost to find her guide she met with mishap and left with no hope
At 17 she lost half of her soul to find her guide only to leave heartbroken
At 18 she walked away in a lonely path none to guide her or stop her.
At 19 surrounded by disappointment nightmares what will xia meng do.?
Will her saviour happier or will she surrender to her Demise and fear?