the white night

Why I am here? What is this place? I am supposed to get marry with HIM? Where am I? What is this place? Am I dead? What happened? Stay calm, stay calm. Yes! Yes, I was driving out from Imperial Hotel because I saw HIM kissing Marcie. And then... and then I was crying and driving back home when I see the light. The light coming from a truck. Oh God! This is an accident! Why? How can I go back to my body?