A Blossoming Flower (Falling Petals)

I just found this on recommendations and had me crying. Sakura's experience be it the past nor the present made me so emotional. The only characters that i loved and love is Raphael, Sakura and her mother (even though she didn't show up that much in the present chapters tho i hope that she'll live this time around); Raphael is more like the real father to her because when she was being corrupted and had disappeared to search for her shows that he is the only one who cared; where the f*ck is her so called biological father? No where. If she grew with him he should've noticed, the should've noticed that something is wrong with her but no only raphael noticed it.I feel so sad for the both of them, for the father and daughter although not connected by blood but the bond is so strong that be it the past nor the present he is always by her side. Over all i want the other characters to suffer it's not fair that they had abandoned her just like that to only what? regret it later? to only cry? all of those won't bring her back. I wish that they somehow remember their past and be eaten by guilt specially her father. I hope that sakura, her mother and raphael can finally have some relief this time around. I'm disappointed and dissatisfied with how that emperor handled the situations specially when he gave that woman a title because she was right, her mother just died and he already did that; didn't even consider what the mother and daughter will end up or how the people will them and had the audacity to say he love her. He is always saying that he should be strict and not seen as weak but he can't even give praise to her and gave praise to that bastard when he only saw her. heh. Can't even read the mood or sympathize with her. she had and have the right to hate him because he had done nothing in all those lives, she always ended up being abandoned by him. I just can't help but feel bitter for her and want them all to suffer, i know it's bad to think like this but after all those those lives of hers, i felt like i was there. I want to say many more things but just please don't let this be another tragedy. 🙃😢😭