Beyond Life Re divine

For the longest time I've realized that all my life is filled with nothing more than regret. Yet I couldn't do anything to change my past.

In the end will I simply fade away into nothingness?
Why ? Why ? Why ?

Why can't I lived the way I've wanted , why do I shy away from myself ?

Why I can't simply forsaken the world for my own sake , despite knowing that its the best choice for myself ?

Why had I wasted my time wondering , being dragged into the ground by the chains of life ?

Why did I let the world forsake me , knowing that I could've done things differently ?

Although I've said to myself that , I will live without regret .
But in the end I Couldn't do so .

No !!!

I refuse to let it end this way !

If there is a chance . If there is another life beyond death , I will truly live without regret , without doubt , without forsaking myself .

I will choose the path I've always wanted .

I will make the Supreme Choice for myself .

Even if the world has forsaken me .

Even if its me on my lonesome against the entire world .

I will life a live beyond the world , beyond eternity , Beyond Death.