FOR HER

Something is hard to express
Something is hard to explain
Even You know you are hurting yourself
Sometimes it's harder to change
Harder to change yourself
From what you've become
Harder to show who you are
You become someone you never meant to be
Change revealed by time is unpredictable
Yet it always has its way to reveal
Bitter or sweet you name it .
You are the one who made the thing the way it is now
Feeling every second of that tic tic pendulum and thinking it could have been different.
Different than what it is now.
Every moment I think, it was never meant to happen the way it has.........