Forgive .

Your step father was horrible man Zane! He did things I saw with my two own eyes! God forbidden he was never interested in me. Because if he were I would not have been here. I would been laying in the hole far from here like those other girls! "
I yell as tears roll down my face falling to the cold ground of dirt.

Trees whistled past my face as the evening grow more and more.

"I saw it... them... they were life less j-just a-a f-fucking corpse."

Zane walk towards me as I Neil onto the dirt tears falling rapidly.

"I'm so sorry Sierra.. I-I have..."

I look up at him to see tears rolling of his cheeks... his red puffy cheeks. Cheeks that I so wanted to hold and kiss.

But I can't I can't even look at him anymore...

I'm no good for him...



I bringing my head back up towards him.

"I can't love you."

I say getting up as he was nearing me more.

Leaving the woods. I wanted to turn around and jump into him and kiss him tell him I can do this. but I don't ...I leave like the coward I am.


(Also note! There is no sexual assault in this book. But there is other stuff Such as violence, gore, depression, sexual scenes Thats consented. Bipolar, suicide thoughts and confusion emotions. )