life of abusive child with mental disorder

today i am suffered from mental health disorder it is very difficult to survive for me when i was 12 years old i started frequently talk to my classmates the first symptom of mental health illness was excessuve talking and not to listen other's in duration of 10 year this routine was unchanged my social relationships with my neighbour relatives and even parents were disturbed no body likes me and no one can understand my feelings dropped out university two times and still i am alone from inside i want to make webseries on it for public awareness that society should understand such kind of personalities having abnormal behaviour due to personal issues this is my real life story please support...