straight to shrewd #BL

I don't know how I came to be in his room. I have no idea how I was against his door now, staring into gray eyes that looked like burning embers. One minute I was outside his door yelling at him for being rude to Diane, the next I'm pressed against his door with my heart thudding like crazy. Wait, why the hell is my heart thudding at this very confusing situation?? And why am I staring at his Lips???
"Now you're in my Space Xander, what do you think I'll do with you?" He said in a husky voice and I felt my mouth go dry. Fuck My life...

How do you tell yourself you're straight as an arrow this second and the next minute you're staring at your neighbour's lips???