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The sound of guns... The darkness... The smoke... Then, oblivion. Everyday, I am haunted by my nightmares. Everytime the thunder roll and lightning strikes, I shivered. Looking outside my window, I am writing my daily journal and poetry today... To release all the pains and tensions from my past. And I wrote.. December 18, 1980 Myshkin, Russia My beloved, Have you ever ask yourself... What's your life purpose? If.. Are you doing the right thing? Are you on the verge of confusion, loneliness, unhappiness and being stagnant? Day dreaming into your own world? Too much questions filled in your heart and mind. Too much of everything that you don't want. Too much! To clear out my confusion and to have more clarity about myself, I dig deeper inside me. Reminiscing my childhood moments and cherish them. Facing the darkest and painful moments of my memories. Those memories of repeating horror, memories of loss, memories of death. Yes, I did face it all. I cried hard. After decades of those patterned memories... This is the first time that I realized.. How I treated myself so badly. And I really wanted to give back to myself. By appreciating my past. Appreciate yourself more... Love yourself more... And you will discover more... I have discovered each words, all feelings, expression, harmony just fits well to take steps in writing this poem for my past. ***A LETTER FOR MY PAST SELF*** My dearest self in the past... I have been visiting you lately in a vast... You are carefree, immature and FEARLESS, You go out more, loving the sun and grasses, Full of sweat and sun-kissed from above. Joyous days, feet touching stones and green Oh How glorious those days have been Flowing like water in every storms within And wind touches, caressing my skin Telling me, It's ok dear, everything has it's purpose". A path full of journey and a dead rose All those rise and fall, I am with you... All those tears and laughter, I am with you.. I am always with you til the end of time4.5
Shirley was in a dilemma, she has two options, first, to trust her gut feelings or second, to wait it out. Her instincts have never betrayed her but if she followed them this time, she was sure of her defeat. She can’t live in doubt. That is not how she lives her life. She gives her all or nothing. She has given her everything to this relationship. She has turned her back on rumors. And now, all of it has come to this point. It's now or never, she has never regretted a single thing in her life and she sure not was starting with this. So she took a deep breath and took the plunge. Aaron was drowning in a sea of despair. He had declared her guilty in his own warped sense of justice by jumping to the conclusion. What he had thought of her betrayal turned out to be his misunderstanding. But what could be done now? She was gone, left without a trace. How could he ever ask for forgiveness, nonetheless, a second chance when she is not here? Even if she was here does he deserve her forgiveness? In the end, it was he who had abandoned her without giving it a second thought. What will happen when destiny gives him a second chance? Will he be able to grasp it with both hands or let it slip like sand between his clenched fists? Or there will be someone else who would whisk her away?4.7
Year (December 2019) A dead experiment that turned alive “Before your father come back home, get lost…” her step-mother pushed her out of the house. Wu Jin Lan ran from her hospital bed. She was feeling lonely. “Mother, I am better now,” she pleaded so that her mother could let her enter in the house where she used to play all day long with her biological mother. But after her death, Wu Jin Lan suddenly fell sick and the doctors told that her heart and organs were losing their routine and she might become a permanent hospital visitor and this proved true. “Get lost and never come back, you are simply a trash and your father is simply wasting his money on his trash daughter, you are also snatching the money that my child deserve,” she scorned and spat out. Wu Jin Lan was broken to hear this, she walked back with heavy steps, her hospital long shirt swaying on her lean and thin figure. [If you guys are interested to read further, you are welcome, a small reminder, if you are looking sci-fi romance, I suggest this story is not your cup of tea, Join female lead on her journey with me your author here.] Author _Sha4.9
Mature content! First love Marriage, cheating, true love.. "Bey, I have loved you since we first met .." a declaration of love on a lonely night made my heart melted. Little kisses on the lips that tasted so sweet into my chest. A statement of love that makes me never be able to forget about you. Your hug makes my heart so flowery. Make my body soar up to the seventh sky. Did you remember that night? *** Bey and Mario met when they were teenagers. The two of them met at the rental house, a brief meeting, made the night they spent together unforgettable. Become a beautiful memory. First love will never die. That's how people said. Bey believes one day she will meet Mario. Her first love, a love that disappeared without a word. The hopes came true. She reunited with Mario, who already has a wife and a baby.4.5
What would you do when you are attending a high class reception in a sleak suit and suddenly a girl in ripped jean and hoodie approaches you??? What do you do when she ends up dragging you out of there?? What do you say when she confesses to you just few hours after you guys met??? This is a story of a very bold straight forward female and a completely baffled, swept away male. This is actually a story with a male Cinderella and a female knight in shining armour. Just without the missing shoes... 15 minutes later, Charan’s car came to a standstill outside a multistory apartment complex. But Shreya did not get down right away. Rather she turned towards Charan and said, “I… I… I was told I was way too straight forward that it leaves them baffled some times. So don’t complain that I did not warn you.” Then she paused and took a deep breath. She then looked at Charan and said without batting her eyes, “I like you. So if you are single and you are okay with me I would like it if we could hang out and get to know each other.” “…” Charan’s brain froze. You call that a warning!!!! “So yea… uhm… here is my number.” She said and took the pen from his pocket and wrote down her number on his palm and got down from the car. * The cover is not my property. I made sure the signature is there but i have no idea who did it. I just got it from pinterest.4.4
To the outside world Cosgrove academy was just a school for rich spoilt kids but what they don't know is that they are more than that, they are supernatural. All the legends about faeries vampires werewolves are true. Chanel enters this new world to discover her new identity love betrayal and rivals. She finds out that the life she had been living was all a lie. Follow Chanel on her journey to find new friends, love and her identity4.3
A man who feels the pain of his lover after a blood transfusion : The man (GyunHee), with a voice colder than the breath of winter, speaks to the woman(Sunny). "Wait until I contact you again." But his car slips upon the wet road not long afterwards and crashes "Please save him! Please!!" Sunny shouts desperately for her boyfriend's life as she arrives at the hospital. "What is your blood type?" The doctor asks. "...Pardon?" He was in dire need for a blood transfusion, it was a common question but she could not answer. After giving her blood to save her man, she decides their relationship wasn't one of love and decides to leave him. And as GyunHee wakes up a few days later... He decides to chase after Sunny.. But what is this pain that he is feeling?4.4
Zheng Shanyu is every woman's dream man, the Chairman of a conglomerate with everything at his disposal. But there is something that he craves to hold in his arms, her! Ni Yuexi! There's no stopping him, he even went as far as locking her up in a private island! Zheng Shanyu: Give me your hand! Ni Yuexi: No! You cannot force me to put my hand on the red ink to stamp the contract! Heck no! Zheng Shanyu: Don't be stupid! Stamp the paper or else! Ni Yuexi: What would you do if I don't? Right there, he grabbed her by the thumb, rubbing it on the dull surface of red ink, and slammed it against the bottom part of the white paper. Zheng Shanyu: It's all done! You and I are now husband and wife! *clapping* Ni Yuexi: What the hell?! *face slap the two-faced jerk* ----------------- Editor- VioletFlames* ----EDITING IN PROGRESS--- -------------------- CEO/Tycoon/Mogul Series: Hiddengem *Battered Young Miss (Book 1) *Chairman Duan's Bride Has Run Away Again! (Book 2) *Evil Husband is a Little Sweet (Book 3) *Shameless Miss Fan (Book 4) *President Yang You Are My One And Only (Book 5) *My Fake Hallyu Star Husband (Book 6) * Held Hostage by the Billionaire Heiress (Book 7) *Premium Tears, My Husband the Wolf (Book 8) *My Wife is too Bold (Book 9) *The Me That Hides From You (Book 10) *Falling In Love With My Cute Mother-in-law (Book 11) *House Husband, Wang Rui (Book 12) *Ms. Chairman (Book 13) *Rebirth of Zhou Ruby (Book 14) *The Death God's Contract Wife (Book 15) *Seducing My Unrequited Love (Book 16) *I Became A Quack So What (Book 17) *Entangled With The Gumiho Prince (Book 18) -nepotism, evil hubby, sweetlove, genderbender, strongfl antagonist, bl, boylove, yaoi, transgender, femboy, fl, ml, deception, gay, ironlady, boylove, mistress4.2
A beautiful castle, a loving husband and a peaceful time. Marianne was having a beautiful life... Until she was killed by her own husband. Born as the daughter of a duke, she has lost everything at the age of 23 by the ways of Marquis Chester. But the world is mysterious and she gains a second chance at life. She wakes up from the pain and it is 2 days before her 21st birthday. Marianne meets her father who had left the world in her previous life. She cries as she steels herself. To never repeat the mistakes of the past again. "I have come to report of a Coup" But the King, Ekarter, does not believe her and forces her to become his fiance and work as a spy. "So, you want to make me your queen? Just so I can be your prisoner?"4.5
" What else do you want from me Mei Ling? I love you and I do every fucking thing possible to show it why can't you just let me in?" "Teach me to hate you" "What?" "After all you've done you want me to love you? Fine then you won,I love you but I swear with every drop of blood in me , with each strand of hair I'm going to change that love to hate...it's a promise" she pushed him off her body dragging the sheets along with her leaving the man naked in bed as he painfully stared at her retreating figure letting out a loud curse. P.s: this is not my cover4.9
It was supposed to be a peace meeting between the seven kingdoms but King Stefan came with violence rather than peace. He passed a blade through the belly of little Princess Naya’s mother the Queen of Devon and killed her so he could rule the golden empire. The Queen’s handmaid, Mara escaped with Naya to a land where they lived as commoners, and Naya who was only five at the time of that event grew up with no memories of what had happened. Mara made sure to keep Naya away from those memories until seventeen years later when a woman who introduced herself as Dolores showed up on their doorsteps urging her to reclaim her mother’s throne and avenge her death. SOME CHAPTERS CONTAIN SEXUAL CONTENT. A WARNING IS PUT UP AT EACH CHAPTER THAT DOES. Cover Image from Pinterest. Book complete.4.8
Zac lives a carefree life as a model with his famous mother. He is suddenly sent away with his aunt when the truth about his mother is revealed to him by an unknown source. Only when the pieces are finally put together does Zac realize that not everything is as it seems. One action can cause the ruin of a person's entire life and Zac finds out that his mother was on the receiving end of that action.4.7
Volume 1 - Completed Volume 2 - After 212 chapters (Book status: Completed) "You can't cage me here like this, I'm going!" Renna Amaryllis yelled at him and approached the knob when a six spiked blade flew past her cheek and hit the door. "You can't, unless I find the truth about you." Ronan's serene orbs flickered evil as his right hand man standing nearby trembled, while Renna smirked meaningfully playing vulnerable card. _._._._ "Hey, I've brought you food and meds." Renna stepped inside the room when Ronan leaped to hold the tray when the duvet slipped from his naked body revealing a hardened bulge. "Face, torso or my sexy dick?" His narcissistic question heated a passion within her. _._._._ A woman gave a lopsided grin while swirling the wine glass, reading the headlines on the TV. "Checkmate! Ronan Ross is dead." Renna Amaryllis was assigned to shot her doting ex-husband dead, while he struggled to win his 'dead wife' back. It's just a pity that she wanted his head, after falling into his hands intentionally. As she proceeded with her strategies, the underworld Lord grew suspicious. Finally acknowledging that it was a wrong move and that she had already triggered a war within three mafia rulers! ••• https://discord.gg/4FW69JpcVA (for spoilers and to chat with me.) _._._._ TAGS: #mafiaKing #CEO #StrongLeads #technology #action #cleverFemale #gunsAndbullets #killing #deadWifecomesBack ._._._._. • Must read the introductory auxiliary chapter first.4.3
*Love doesn't always bring the best person into your life, sometimes, love brings the worst people into your life. ~ Caroline loves money, an ambitious woman who will do anything for money. She come from a poor family background. Envious of her twin sister's good fortune enjoying a happy and secured life with her wealthy husband, Caroline believed that she must also be granted with the same amazing fate as her twin sister. She knows that money always comes with a heavy price... she's willing to pay any price! Meet... Mr. X... aka. Alex...he's upbringing isn't something that he can be proud of. He had a hard time trusting anyone. He rose to power, fame and wealth not because he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth but because it's an inheritance bestowed to him from the wealthy man who adopted him. When these two people meet... What's gonna happen? Will there will be sparks igniting between them? How about attraction, is it possible? And how about love? Will love bring the best or worst out of them? ~~~ ( Excerpt from the novel: ) Maybe she already developed tender feelings for him, but it's not yet on the same level as her feelings for her husband. But she thinks that if she stays longer in Alex's side she will eventually fall in love with his wonderful personality and his expertise when it comes to giving her mind-blowing pleasure every time they have intimate moments together. When she was with Alex, there is no awkwardness between them as if they have known each other for a long time. Any woman who can capture Alex's love and affection...she will be a lucky woman! Honestly, if she didn't meet Mike and she met Alex first, she will fall for him hard 'coz he is easy to love, maybe because they have good chemistry together? A smile appeared on her lips. That was also the time Alex glanced at her. He was looking at her tenderly, loving her smile. Their eyes locked for a few minutes... their gaze spoke volumes. Alex stood up, he went to her side, he whispered in her ear while nuzzling it, licking it lightly, producing arousing tingles on Carolines' body. "Let's make love after we're done cleaning the kitchen," he suggested naughtily. Caroline giggled. "OMG, you're so insatiable!" Alex grinned. "When it comes to you, I'm forever your slave, willing to bring pleasure to your body, anytime and anywhere," he winked at her and began kissing the exposed skin on her neck. ~All rights to the cover belong to the owner. *** My other novel on this site are the following: * Hot Romance With The Vampire~ Completed * The Beauty And The Wolf~ Completed * The Vampire's Love: You Are My Destiny~ Demons, Vampires, Shapeshifter~ Completed. * Hidden Husband: Beloved Wife ~ Completed~ Contemporary Romance * The CEO's Painted Skin~ (Completed) Contemporary Romance~510 chapter. * The Last Embrace~ ( Completed) Fantasy Romance~ Vampires Love~ 472 chapters. * The Tale Of Three Sisters~ (Completed) Fantasy Romance~ Adventure.4.6
Finding true love is not an easy thing. Especially when your parents ask you to go to marriage interviews. You worry constantly and need to take Daily vitamins to be able to help your weak body. This is what Amelia's life is like. She dreams of falling in love, maybe setting her eyes on someone and knowing that he was the one. Next in line to take over the Hospital Gabriel is stuck going to arranged meetings in his spare time but honestly what spare time does an eighteen-year old medical student really have? He dreams of the one that is always matching his scores and his eyes are drawn to her even if she doesn’t notice him. Will fate allow him to be with her or will his parents tie him down with someone else. How will their love story pan out? Will they be forced to marry someone that they do not care for or will their parents' cave and let them fall in love and live in bliss? A glimpse of the story ahead: Amelia walked through the field that was full of flowers smiling and was chasing a child that was no more than two years of age. The child was giggling. The child had stopped and picked a lily. He turned and ran back to Amelia. "Mama! Flower for you!" The little boy handed the flower over and smiled. "My, what a good boy you are. Thank you for your gift." Amelia took the flower and placed it in her hair. Gabriel walked over carrying a girl that was also two years old. "Mama!" The little girl started to squirm in Gabriel's arms trying to get to Amelia. Gabriel laughs happily and lets the girl down then watches her run to Amelia. He walks over and kisses Amelia on the cheek. "I can not believe that we had two beautiful children. Your illness hasn't spiked back up has it, my angel?" Amelia smiled up at him sweetly. "No, not as of late." She rests her hand on her belly and smiles up at Gabriel. "But I do not think that our twins will mind having another sibling, What do you think my love?" Gabriel's eyes light up. He picks her up and spins her around. "When did you find out and how did I not know about it??" "Just yesterday. Kazuki is the one that diagnosed me. I never thought that I would be strong enough for this and yet here we are." Once her feet are on the ground she hugs Gabriel, rubs her stomach then bends down and hugs the two children on the ground. "Are you two ready to be a big brother and big sister?" "Mama has a baby growing in her tummy?" The little girl looks up and tilts her head to the side. Gabriel happily bent down and kissed both children on the head. "Don't worry. You will always be our babies too."4.7
"How do I not have the right?! I'm your husband. And how can that bastard of a man have the right then? How dare he think of you? You are mine and - Zila fiercely cut him off, eyes clearly filled with rage. "I am not yours, Kay. If I was, then why did you throw me out of your house and not believe me when I had told you my explanation?" "You. Are. Mine! " He simply replied, his every word clear. -------------------------------------------------------------- In a country, named Finorea, where kings and queens still exist, a girl named Zila got married to a ruthless and cold crown prince. [VOLUME 1] ~Pursuing His Wife Back. The jealousy of some people separated them from each other. But he can't pursue after her as now he knows of the many dangers that will come their way when he becomes a king. And he can't take any chance when it comes to Zila. [VOLUME 2] ~His Wife Is Back Zila came back with Kay now but she didn't want to be with him anymore as he broke her heart. Kay will do anything to keep her with himself and he would made her stay with him whether she likes it or not. -------------------------(----) --------------------- *This is a CEO modern day romance novel. So if you are a fan of Happy ending novels, do give it a try. New book "Her Devil Prince" is out. Do check it out.