The Luna Talia Werewolf story

My name is Talia Gray, I'm no ordinary child many things have
occurred in my life ,firstly I'm a werewolf my father is an alpha
Of the tear moon pack I have two big brother one will be replacing my father as the alpha soon his name is Ben my other brother Skyler I don't know what he's doing .Ben found his mate at the age of 18 he is now 20
But I'm still 17 and my birthday is very soon .
Growing up I was taught that having a mate is the best thing ever and feeling but really is it ? ever since I met him I am in a constant debate with myself about everything that was said about the whole mate thing.