Life's scenery

The first time i saw you , I thought that maybe i can go through all this mess in my life. But that was selfish of me to try forgetting . Back then and even now nothing had changed and nothing will change.
"this nostalgic scenery would always stay within my heart,graved like a tattoo. This is the price I should bequeath to you before disappearing completely from your life"
This was the last letter I got from him.
My head frosted at the moment , my heart was hurting yet broken. The tears I shade that day, felt like poison. " I would never forgive you" You coward!!